Davina(sequel to Siya)

My Monsters

Davina's pov

Standing in front of Damien's penthouse waiting for the maids to open the doors for us made me feel nervous .Afterall ,I will have to face the chagrin of my mom.Unlike other moms,she is sassy and supercool.She don't force her decisions on her kids.She treats her children as individuals who have opinions and decisions of their own.Yet I broke her heart by taking a stupid move to marry Rian.I don't know how I am going to coax her.Unlike dad,she won't fall for my sweet talk,I sighed mentally for hurting my mom.

"Welcome Ms.Vina and Master Davian",the maid welcomed us into Damien's house.

"Sweetie pie...I missed you",my mom walked into the living room and pulled Ian's cheek.

"Mom...quit it ...call me Ian... that's fine...and you just saw me yesterday",he commented.

"So what ...can't I miss you?"...she counter attacked him ignoring my presence.I know I deserve it for hurting my super cool mom who is totally angry with me.I will have to face the wrath of Mrs.Delilah Knight.

"Mom...I called out with a smug expression.

"Yes Ms.Knight...What can I do for you?",she remarked sarcastically.

"Mom...I'm sorry...please forgive me.I was stupid for agreeing to marry Rian",I apologised for my disdainful behaviour.

"You are forgiven",she said in annoyance and turned to Ian again."Do you like some pasta sweetie?"

"Mom...I forgot to tell you something",Ian said smirking at mom and me.

"What is it dear?",she questioned him.

"You look super hot when you are angry",he teased her.

"You moron...are you trying to lure your mom so that I forgive your favourite sister",she smacked his head.

What if I am?,he smirked again.

"Well...then you are doing a good job at it",she remarked laughing along with him.

"And you young lady...you have some serious explanation to do here.Now start..."she ordered me.

"Mom ..I thought that if I marry Darian,I can make dad happy and also help out a friend".

"What a lame excuse?",she mocked."Do you know that one stupid decision would have caused grave repercussions in both of your future life?"

"I didn't then...but now I do realise my mistake and I'm ashamed of it mom.And I'm glad that the wedding was called off..if not I don't want to imagine what would have happened",I truly regretted my actions.

"Vina..sweetie...I have time and again assured you that I'm with you in every decision of yours.Yet you don't trust me enough.Tell me a time when I have manipulated you into accepting my decison.I have always given you space unlike your dad who suffocates you with his love".

"I just want you to know one thing.I would never blame your dad for loving you unconditionally.Your dad is completely guilt ridden for your sufferings.He thinks himself as a bad father who couldn't protect his lovely daughter.So now he is trying to make it up by doing everything to protect you in every possible way.That's his perspective because he is just being a dad who had suffered his daughter's loss.We can't expect him to be different.Every father in this world thinks of his daughter as a fragile kid whether she is 5 or 50...every father except mine...he was a douche bag",she said the last part remembering her dad."It's not hard to make Nick understand and he will definitely understand you Vina".

"But I would never force you to go back to David.It depends on you and you only.But I would advice you to reconsider your decision.You were both victims of a cruel fate".

"Remember you had already forgiven him,sweetie.I know forgiveness doesn't change the past, but it sure can give you a better future.Nobody is perfect...,all have their own share of ups and downs in their lives.You are a grown up Vina...Show some maturity...talk to him...sort it out between you whatever reproach and complaints you have with each other.Fight... argue...think ...rethink ...mostly communicate...that's the most important key in any relationship...not just in marriage..Then decide whether you want to be part of his life or not.Don't jump into conclusions and make quick decisons which you might regret in the future".

"As a mother I know that you are going through a plethora of emotions.And you have gone through therapy for the trauma you have faced.And what did the counsellor tell you regarding your feelings for David.Tell me sweetie...Was it really love or you were young and confused".

"I understand with Andrew it was not love,you were infatuated with a sudden love interest bestowed upon you.And with his distrust,you were sure heartbroken but you never really missed him from your life.Was it the same with David?Ofcourse your relationship started out on a bad note.But eventually you started loving him.And as long as I know you,you are not the one to fall for him just because he was kind to you.Because you are not that foolish to fall for a man just because he treated you well.Think about it sweetie".

"Now don't tell me the usual bullshit of how he and his family mistreated you.We have gone past beyond that.You have grown stronger now to deal with anyone who dare bully you.

    And now I don't see any difference between you and David.He too trusted the proofs that were shown against you.And you also did the same.You mistrusted him based on the fake proofs shown to you.No sweetie...I'm not blaming you for anything.You both may have been married and been together for 6 months but you lived together as husband and wife only for a mere period of 2 weeks to develop trust...We are all humans...Mistakes happen all the time.The only thing we can do is to learn from our mistakes.I still remember you would cry your heart out everytime David's name was mentioned.You were not confused about your feelings for David...but you were confused about his betrayal...some part ...no a major part of your heart never really believed that he cheated on you.You never really moved on from him.When you suddenly agreed to marry Rian,I thought maybe you were ready to move on,but I never thought you would take such mindless decisions",she looked disappointed.

"Mom...I'm ashamed of my behaviour.It's just that when Rian had confessed that he was gay aand was in love with Mike ,I thought maybe I could use this as an opprtunity to achieve my goal".

"Yes...your goal...do you think you can hide it anymore?He is so close to discovering our family's well kept secret".

"I-I"...I stuttered in realization.

"Even if you decide not to be with David ..you still can't hide this truth from him....not anymore...it's totally unfair".

"Mom is right cupcake...we are already late...and I don't want that moron to punch me again",Ian said dramatically.

"Hi D...,Hi Vina...when did you arrive...I will get something for you both.And the kids are awake and they will come down any moment from now",Isabella greeted us quickly and went inside the kitchen without waiting for our response.

"Wow ..that was super fast..What's wrong with her?",Ian mused.

"When you have two monsters to take care of..you will turn into your auto pilot mode naturally",my mom explained in a duh tone referring to the two much loved monsters in our family ...Asher and Alyssa...

"Uncle Ian"...Asher and Alyssa came down screaming Ian's name.

"Call me Ian, munchkins...I have a reputation to keep",he said tickling both of them.

They suddenly noticed my presence and jumped on me leaving Ian.

"Mama...I missed you"...both of them screamed loudly kissing my nose.

"Did you really?",I asked with a pout."I heard that you were having a good time with Uncle Damien and your Aunt".

"Yes...but can't we miss you even if we have a good time here",answered Alyssa with an innocent face.

"Yes ally is right...but did you miss us" ,Asher questioned me arrogantly.Both of them were 3 and had a tongue that spat like they were 30.And both were monsters in the guise of kids.But nonetheless they were my monsters...the only thing that gave me a ray of hope in my hopeless life.The only happiness I got during a time when I had no desire to live.The life that grew inside me which gave me a purpose in life.

"Remember the day when you fought your dad fiercely when you learned what he had ordered the doctors to do.Did you hate David that day when you figured out that you were pregnant?Or did you hate the life that was growing inside you because of him?",my mom's question took me down the memory lane once again.

"I remember"....I said thinking of the time I suffered from depression and I got the news that a part of him was growing inside me.

How was the chapter?

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