the lord of blue star

I was kneeling in a giant pit that looked unnatural as if recently made. A mangled up body in my arms it wasn't recognizable every part of it was broken blood oozing out of every pores it's face a bloody unrecognizable mess but I could never forget who he was he was my husband I knelt there with no more tears to cry no more will to live I'm looking at nothing in particular after all I could never kill all those who did this to him because it doesn't change anything after all they never end I couldn't bring him back to life but at least I could build him a proper grave i let go of the body picked up a large spare beside me and flew out of the hole, and with a few swings of my hand filled it up with sand and then just stood there " ahHHhHhhhhhHhhhHhh!!!..." I screamed with pain in my voice as I fell to the floor, I could no longer move i had been fighting for months now and the fights has started taking its toll on me, my body could no longer handle it, most of my bones were broken blood blurring my vision and I knew i was on my last breath, but yet the sound of monsters and beasts roaring could still be heard from the distance, and although I knew there was nothing much I could do I still picked up my long spare that was laying beside me and started walking towards the sound of beasts. as I moved I thought of my life even if could only faintly recall and I didn't have many happy memories of life either it was still better than what the earth has now become