Adam
I stared at the front door, my heart pounding in my chest.
Was I ready to do this?
If I wasn’t, would Jadea understand?
Would she be angry? Upset if I didn’t put out like I’d previously implied?
Hell, she was going to hate me for this!
I was a worthless piece of s**t that couldn’t do anything right…
I almost convinced myself to get back in my car and drive back home to message her and tell her I couldn’t make it. She had been so understanding of my constantly changing mind and moods. But, even I knew one could only take so much back and forth before getting irritated…
It was better if I left before she told me to get lost, or worse fired me.
I closed my eyes and breathed.
After I had dropped my littles off at school this morning, I’d had some time so I called Dr. Andrew’s
