Sakshi I really wish Armaan hadn't left me like that without a word or a proper goodbye which I know I didn't deserve given my attitude towards him but that s***h left a gash of insecurities on my heart which can never be healed. And I doubt he won't leave me again even if I agree to marry him. And who knows how many girlfriends he has there surely he didn't live his life like a saint which he portrayed in front of the whole world. He just hides it better. The thought of him having any affair fills me with bitter emotions and makes me question my life choices. I really wish I had a real ex-boyfriend to make him feel the feelings I am feeling right now but my thrust to become someone left me with fewer options in that department which I was always grateful for till today. This guy has

