Sakshi His words were a sucker punch in my gut. Did I behave that badly with him but I never treated him any less. I don't know why but his words hurt. ''And to answer your question I don't think it's early. Quite opposite, for me, it's too damn late. If it was in my power you would have been married to me by the end of the weekend. So babe you are asking the wrong person here.'' then for a lasting effect, he winked at me. Making me shut my mouth. Goddammit, why does he have to affect me this much? Now whom to ask for help, I am running out of excuses here. I can't even lie that I already love someone my parents will be devastated by that first for making a fool of them and going along with every marriage alliance and never telling them the real reason and second because they have alre

