“f**k me. Abuse me. I am worthless.”
I said again, repeating those same words over and over again as I smacked my head into his chest repeatedly while he tried to calm me down, holding me still in his arms.
“Look at me Asha, look at me!”
I did as he asked, all I wanted was to be given instructions, to be told what to do and then to do it. I was nothing more than that.
“I’m going to remind you of who you are Asha. I’m going to remind you just exactly why I’m so in love with you.”
He whispered as he picked me up off the floor and lay me on the bed, pulling the blanket over me.
“You are perfection. I will remind you this everyday for the rest of my life if I have to.”
And with that, he got into bed with me, wrapping his arms around me ever so tightly, he held onto me for dear life, I w
