MADELYN'S POV
I woke early from a nightmare, hating that I woke Evet with my screaming. She was very concerned and tried to get me to talk about it, but I just lied and told her it was just a random bad dream because I was worried about the twins.
She still seemed worried about me, but I managed to get away from her, by taking a shower. I didn't even bother to wash myself, I just sat on the ground and hugged my knees to my chest and the water washed over me.
I kept seeing that vision, I'd healed Koda and was going to die for it. I had no issues with the fact that I would heal Koda, I'd gladly die for him or Jax, but my words from the vision were haunting me. How could I say those things to Jaxson, I didn't hate him, I could never hate him, even if he did choose Koda over me.
When the w
