CHAPTER 1: ANNIVERSARY OF A GHOST
On the night Lin Shanshan planned to tell her husband she was carrying his child, she learned a cruel truth she should have understood long ago—some wives are cherished, and some are merely kept. Six years of quiet devotion, endless compromise, and desperate hope could not compete with the memory of a woman who had once walked away from him. By the time the night was over, Shanshan would realize she had spent her marriage celebrating a love that had died before it ever became hers.
The Lu estate gleamed beneath the rain like a palace carved from ice and glass, beautiful in the way cold things often were, perfect, expensive, and utterly without warmth. Yet tonight, Shanshan had tried to soften it. Candlelight flickered gently across polished marble floors. Fresh white lilies, Zhan-Ting’s favorite, sat in crystal vases along the dining room. The long table, usually too grand and too empty, had been set not for a formal meal, but for something intimate. a quiet celebration for two people who had shared six years of marriage, even if only one of them still treated that fact like something sacred.
From the kitchen still lingered the rich aroma of braised short ribs, lotus root soup simmered slowly with herbs, steamed sea bass dressed with ginger and scallions, and delicate walnut pastries prepared exactly the way he had once casually mentioned liking as a child. Shanshan had spent the entire day cooking with her own hands, refusing the help of the household staff, because tonight mattered. Tonight was not simply their anniversary. Tonight she was finally going to give him the news she had dreamed of giving him for years.
Her fingers drifted unconsciously to the pocket hidden in the folds of her dress.
Inside rested a small velvet box, and within it, tucked carefully like the fragile beginning of a miracle, was the positive pregnancy test she had taken that morning.
A child.
Their child.
For six years, Lin Shanshan had lived in this vast mansion as both mistress and servant... wife in title, ghost in practice. She had entered the Lu family under whispers and ridicule, the daughter of the family’s longtime maid somehow becoming the wife of Lu Zhan-Ting, the city’s most powerful man. Society called her lucky. They envied her designer gowns, her diamonds, her place beside a billionaire heir. No one saw what lay beneath the glittering surface, the lonely dinners, the empty bed, the polite indifference that cut deeper than cruelty ever could.
Still, she loved him.
Hopelessly. Completely. Foolishly.
And tonight, for the first time in years, hope bloomed bright enough in her chest to silence the ache of everything he had never given her.
Maybe a child would change things.
Maybe this tiny life growing inside her would become the bridge between them.
Maybe he would finally look at her not as duty, not as obligation, not as a convenient fixture in his carefully ordered life but as the woman carrying his future.
The heavy front doors opened.
Her heart leapt.
Shanshan rose so quickly from her chair that it scraped softly against the marble floor. A smile, warm and instinctive, spread across her face as she hurried toward the grand foyer.
“Zhan-Ting,” she called softly, happiness brightening her voice. “You’re home early.”
The words died almost as quickly as they left her lips.
He did not look at her.
Did not smile.
Did not reach for her.
Lu Zhan-Ting stood in the center of the foyer like a storm given human shape, tall, sharply dressed, radiating the kind of cold authority that made entire boardrooms hold their breath when he entered. But tonight, beneath his usual composed cruelty, something else pulsed: panic. Urgency. A frantic energy she had never seen directed at anything connected to her.
His phone was pressed tightly to his ear.
“Which ward?” he barked, voice sharp enough to cut stone. “No excuses. clear the entire floor if necessary. Bring in every specialist available. If there’s someone better overseas, send the jet. I want them here tonight.”
He turned abruptly toward the staircase, already moving, already leaving.
“Zhan-Ting?”
Her voice was small compared to the thunder of his presence.
She stepped forward and lightly touched his sleeve.
“The dinner is ready,” she said gently. “It’s our anniversary tonight. I… I have something important to tell you.”
He stopped.
For one fragile second, hope rose again.
Then he looked at her.
And in his eyes, she found nothing.
No tenderness.
No apology.
No remembrance.
Only impatience. cold, sharp, and deeply annoyed that she had interrupted him.
He pulled his arm from her fingers as if her touch burned.
“Not now, Shanshan.”
Her smile faded.
His jaw tightened, and when he spoke again, his voice lowered—not softer, but heavier, carrying a weight of emotion he had never once offered her.
“Ruo-Xin is back.”
The world stopped.
Not because he raised his voice.
Not because he looked angry.
But because he spoke that name like prayer, like grief, like the return of something precious he thought he had lost forever.
Ye Ruo-Xin.
His White Moonlight.
The woman who had once held every piece of his heart and left with all of it still in her hands.
The woman whose shadow had haunted every room of Shanshan’s marriage.
The woman she could never compete with because how do you compete with a memory someone has turned into worship?
Shanshan’s throat tightened painfully.
“She’s… back?”
His expression darkened with something dangerously close to anguish.
“She’s at Central Hospital,” he said, already turning away again. “Her son is in critical condition.”
Son.
The word struck oddly, but before she could process it, he continued.
“She needs help.”
Not they need help.
Not I’m worried.
Not even someone is sick.
Only: She needs help.
And that was enough to make him run.
Rain battered the towering glass windows as he strode toward the door, every step urgent, every movement filled with purpose.
For the first time in six years, Shanshan understood something terrifying.
If she collapsed tonight...
if she died tonight...
Lu Zhan-Ting would never look this shaken.
Never move this fast.
Never sound this afraid.
Because this was what love looked like to him.
And it had never belonged to her.
Her hand slowly moved to her pocket, fingers closing around the velvet box so tightly its corners pressed painfully into her skin.
The miracle she had waited years to give him suddenly felt unbearably small.
Behind him, her voice broke softly into the vast cold hall.
“And me, Zhan-Ting?”
He paused at the threshold.
Just long enough to wound her one final time.
Without turning around, he said quietly...
“She came back broken, Shanshan.”
Then he left.
The roar of his engine vanished into the storm.
Shanshan stood alone in the enormous silent house she called home, surrounded by candlelight, untouched food, white lilies, and six years of love that suddenly looked like mourning dressed up as devotion.
Her anniversary dinner sat waiting for a husband who had already chosen where his heart belonged.
And somewhere in the city, the ghost that had haunted her marriage had finally returned.
Ruo-Xin was back.