Cassie

Chapter two

I woke up to the sound of the thunder , i sighed as i knew the weather just reflects the state i was in , even in my sleep my past haunts me , all the bad things i have caused , all the people i lost , all the love i should have had but was taken away from me , i know it is my destiny but i feel so alone, some people said that iam a little brat and that i should get over it , but who can forget what happened , i was so young to know what was happening , no one helped me to know what i was doing , no one guided me , it was about fun untill that day ...

As the weather calmed alittle i decided to go to sleep again , but i couldn't really sleep untill an hour later , with one thought in mind , i have to start over , it's what i came here for after all .

It was around 9 when i woke up to the door bell ringing like crazy , i bolted through the door of my room wondering who the hell is ringing my door at such an early hour , i went to the door with the thought of kicking whoever was knocking on my door , i swung the door open to find liam grinning like an i***t infront of me , as i felt my anger rise in me i said with not so lady like voice .

" what ?!" He looked taken a back by my temper , the sky began to darken so i tried to calm myself down , waking up in the morning is not my thing , and i hate it when any one disturbs my sleep .

" good morning sunshine , why the bad mood , it is a fine day though i think it will end up badly " he said as he turned and saw the sky , i regained my calmness , i tried my best fake smile and said.

" well it's a pleasure to see you at my front door , why do i have the honour ? " i asked feeling annoyed with the handsome man infront of me and his stupid grin .

" well , i thought as it is your first day in town i should show you around , you know so if you need anything from the stores , it will be my pleasure to take you on a tour , you can considre me your guide for the day " he said with his silly grin once more

"At your service my lady " he winked and bowed , it was so silly but it brought a smile to my face , but i knew better than that i had to stay away from people , i have to prepare myself first , i have alot of meditation to do so my emotions won't get the best of me , not again , not here , not ever .

" um , i really appreciate the kind gesture but i won't be able to go with you , iam sorry " i said , not completely lieing as i will be busy with my workouts , my meditation , and all the jobs i will be viewing today , i have to get a job or i will have to go back and i can't let that happen , i won't .

" oh , but you already got rid of all the packing last night , so why not ? " he asked again his grin disappearing from his handsome face , i felt guilty for being the reason why it disappeared but i had to , iam not ready , and i don't want to hurt anyone anymore , i won't be selfish , i have to be ready or i will do no justice to these people .

" sorry liam , i have so many chores , i still also have my workout and my job haunt, maybe another time , iam sorry but also iam not ready to go out and meet people yet , it's difficult for me , i hope you understand " i said feeling guilty once more , but i had to , i kept reminding myself that iam not normal , i have a tempre to keep in check , and so many people to protect .

" i understand , i will be next door , if you needed anything , no preassure , have a nice day cassy , i hope you don't mind calling you cassy " he said and a little smile crept on his lips as he gazed at my face waiting patiently for my answer , normally being called cassy was something i preffered by only windy and alice no one else is allowed , but i thought if that what will make him leave me now then so be it , i know it is selfish but what can i do .

" i don't mind , have a nice day too " i said , he waved goodbye and left , i closed the door and sighed a sigh of relief , i peeked through the window , the weather is a bit better now , i just need to keep my self under control so i can live normally for a while atleast , but i have to try my best .

With that in mind , i went upstairs to take a shower and start my day , i had a feeling it will be a very long and stressful day , but one day over means one day less to achieve my goal .