The Journey

The Worest Day Ever

   Claire P.O.V

I woke up little by little opening my eye's as much as they'll let me what I see astonishes me, me hooked up with some IV tube on and machines left and right beeping all sorts of bandages on me Idk where I am I'm freaking out I'm trying to remember.. I'm trying to get up but I can't get up but (A little I did..Yay) but I felt someone push me down (s**t!) so I can stay still and calm down she say's to me in the sweetest voice I have ever heard "It's ok darling your safe". Idk no why but I felt like I can believe her like she will not lie to me or hurt me then I heard the door open I tried to look to see who it was coming inside my room and to my surprise it's my mom with my little brother Samuel and my older brother Tom and some other people behind them I can't see them clearly but shapes. My eyes sight is a little fuzzy-ish but I hear them quite well I hear them :) I'm so happy when they saw that I was awake they practically came running and crash into me but they didn't except Tom I know whatcha think Mr. tough guy actually has a soft side I think he does also but he doesn't like people seeing him as a weakling. Anyways I was really happy seeing them as much as I can I turned around I was gonna introduce them to the nice lady who helped me stay calm to everyone but she wasn't there I thought that was kinda weird I was thinking then I heard a familiar voice's that snapped me out of thinking about that nice lady I turned around to see who was calling me I tried really really hard to concentrate to make out the fuzzy - ish blurry shape that I was seeing at the moment I tried moving closer but I couldn't because if I did my side started to hurt.

Doctor's P.O.V

We walked in we saw all her family inside talking and laughing we saw our patient there trying to talk and laugh at the jokes everyone was saying. I look at the little girl I believe her chart says her name is Claire I walked over and introduce myself "Hi I'm Dr. Ling" I turned around to see my patient Claire who was now trying with all her might to look at me but she couldn't then she spoke it was soft and light spoken but I manage to hear what she has to say, she asked me what happened to me? She looked at me in such confusion like trying she trying to figure out a problem but she couldn't I looked at her and then to her family who were looking guilty I guess they couldn't tell her what happen since it been a couple of weeks she's been out. But I sat down on a chair near her bed and told her what happened to her she looked at me like I was telling her a bad joke then sometime passed she looked at me and tried to smile but she couldn't I guess it hurt her cause her face expression looked pained so I asked her "Claire are you hurting anywhere?" (I thought about what I asked her I mentally slapped myself for asking that question) but she smiled as best as she can and looked at me and said she's fine but then one of the machine's started beeping she was having a panic attack so I told everyone to step out please I told her to breath in and out slow cause she was having a panic attack she nodded as much as she could and I got my stethoscope out and checked her breathing out she was breathing slow but then it picked up really quick so I pressed the nurse button to page one of the nurse's to come in, why I was waiting I was finding a mask and I hooked it up and told her "Claire breath in and out ok this mask is going to help you breath" she did as I told her but it seemed not to help her that much since her accident and her pain plus she's having panic attacks I asked the nurse to give me that syringe it has some medicine to calm her down but also take a little of her pain away and in a hour or so she'll be knocked out this poor little girl has to go through this much pain at such a young age. So I told her family she's ok right now that Claire was having a panic attack and that I gave her medicine to help her with her minor attack and with her pain but the medicine is going to make her sleepy so they have an hour or so to be with her until the medicine takes effect they told me ok thank you doctor.     I felt bad because I feel like if I just kept my mouth shut this wouldn't have happened but I checked her chart it looked like it was bound to happen sooner or later, I checked on her one more time to see if the medicine that I gave her took effect it looks like everything is okay I checked her pulse it seem to be steady and I checked her chart one more time and wrote a note and checked to see everything is ok it seems like everything is okay so I left her with her family in the room when I shut the door a nurse asked if the little girl "Is she ok?"  I let her know of everything she said thank god she's alright...I don't know about that but o well I'm actually surprised with everything that's happened to her that little girl and she survived everything.

                                                        She's A Strong One

Clair P.O.V

It seemed like I passed out after I spent sometime with my family because when I woke up it was night time but when I was looking around I notice that nurse again this time I can see and plus I figured it was her because when she turned around she had a smile on her face when she looked at me. "Hello darling well sleeping beauty decided to finally wake up" she said that to me I know I should feel upset but instead of sounding sarcastic and mean she smiled at me while telling me that like she meant every word she told me then it hit me she called me "Beauty".....I just thought to myself No I'm not look at me I'm looking like someone beat the crap out of me and threw me out cause they don't want me, I looked down I didn't know I started to cry until she came to the bed and lift up my chin and told me the words I wanted to hear that were.......

"No sweetheart your not trash your prefect the way you are and your not crap so don't say that about yourself." She smiled sweetly to me then I started to cry more and more but I didn't hear the door open.