I don't know if I messed up by removing Kaden from my life. Part of me regretted it because I much rather have him as a friend rather than not have him in my life completely. The other part of me knew I did what was right because I couldn't stand having an emotional connection with him and having to know he was with Avery.
I felt like distancing with him would help me get over him or make me feel less conflicted but so far, it wasn't doing anything but making me want to cry.
It wasn't any easier having him in my classes, him still dating Avery meaning he'd be at my house sometimes, and the fact that him and Dylan became friends with my friends so they'd be around sometimes.
I didn't know what to do or what to say or how to act when he was around. I could tell he wanted to talk to me. So
