Imaara

Chapter 12

Zubin entered the room after getting permission from Imara and saw her sitting on the bed with her head on the headboard. He moved inside and sat beside Imara leaving a little place in between for her to feel comfortable. "Say what you want to talk about? I also want to tell you something!", Said Zubin softly after a min.

"Zubin I had a conversation with mom today and then I realized how hurt she was when I left her because of my s**t that was going around. I realized that I was giving everyone punishment for the mistake they never committed, just because I being an i***t believed in your fake love and fell for you I gave them punishment by snatching their Bestfriend and daughter.

Zubin today after talking to mom I realized my mistake and then when we were talking she asked me for something that too for the first time", said Imara hesitantly. Listening to Imara he felt his heartbreaking. When Imara called herself stupid because she fell for him, he could actually feel her hatred behind those words. He was again pushed into the guilt. But then he was confused when she told that his mom has asked something from Imara.

Out of curiosity, he asked, "what did she ask for?" " Zubin she wants you to get married, she has been asking you since so long then why are you ignoring her?", Revealed Imara finally. Listening to her he was shocked, she wants him to get married even though she loved him. He was angry too thinking that she wants him to get married to someone else. "Have you lost it Imara? You want me to get married or it's just because of mom?", Questioned Zubin with a heavy heart.

"Zubin mom wants you to get married and even I think that it's the right age to have a family. You are turning 29 few months. Zubin you love someone then you can get married to her after informing mom. She told me she is cool with your choice too. See Zubin past is past and I am moving forward from it. I have decided this yesterday only after talking to Abraham. You can consider me as your friend and can tell me do you love someone", explained Imara softly.

Listening to her he was so angry that he couldn't understand what is right and wrong. "So you want me to lose my love even before having her? You bloody want me to get married? Have you lost is Imara? What the hell is wrong with you? You don't love me?", asked Zubin angrily.

"Zubin I loved you 8 years back. I don't have any feelings for you now and even if I have, I couldn't forgive you for playing with my emotions and trust. As a friend, I am asking you to get married. And what is this? You love someone then go tell your mom. She would agree for sure", explained Imara softly but somewhere down the line, she was hurt that he loves someone else but then she decided to move on.

Listening to her Zubin was so hurt that without even thinking he punched the wall behind her. His hand was bleeding but he was not feeling anything. He could just hear that Imara has no feelings for him. Looking at him Imara immediately got up and got hold of his hand and spoke," have you gone mad? What the hell is this? She is not telling you to get married tomorrow! She is asking you to get married soon. Then what are you doing? See you are bleeding"

"So why do you care if it's bleeding anyway you have moved on. You don't have to care my future wife would do all this. You can go to your best friend or to be precise your boyfriend Abraham", said Zubin angrily. "What the hell! I am not in any relationship with Abraham", answered Imara totally confused as to why is he angry even if she is with him.

"Oh yeah, seeing me here you are not saying him a yes. You were ready to give him a chance earlier right that clearly means you also love that bastard", said Zubin clutching her shoulder tightly. "Listen to me carefully, it's my life and I can do anything. I have never asked you that how many girls have you slept with? Then don't bloody poke your nose in my life. And don't you dare say anything to him because he is way to better than you! You are nothing but a bloody douche bag", said Imara jerking his hand.

After listening to her he was going mad that he would lose her and Imara would say yes to Abraham. He realized that he is wrong. He was the one who left her and not the other way round. But then seeing her taking Abraham's side he lost it and pulling her in his chest he said "I bloody care about everything. Do you know why? Because I f*****g love you. I love you so much. I'll die. Please forgive me and give me a chance".

Listening to him she was shocked. She wanted this 8 years back and today when he is saying it was already too late. She has decided to move on and her secret would not let him come close. All that she could do was to shed tears. Tears of pain, agony, tears of losing her love, tears of broken trust.

Zubin immediately wiped her tears when he saw them flowing down from her eyes. He also had tears in his eyes. Tears of hurting his love. "Please give me a chance love. Just one chance I promise to never hurt you again", said Zubin emotionally. Listening to him she immediately jerked him and started moving towards the door. Seeing her moving he pulled her again and pinned her to the wall. He at any cost wanted to talk to her because today was his last chance. "Tell something love", said Zubin with a lot of love and plead in his voice.

After controlling her emotions she decides to talk about it for once and for all. "See Zubin we are not the same. 8 years back I was the girl who wanted to live a life so amazing that when I die I didn't have any regrets and you are in love with that Imara but now I am not the same I have a lot of secrets. I am totally changed. You don't love me either it's your attraction or again you are here for a physical relationship and let me tell you one thing I am giving Abraham a chance. He knows everything about me and he still wants me to give him 1  chance and he totally deserves this. So tomorrow I'll say him a yes so please leave me", lied Imara.

While after hearing her giving Abraham a chance he was breathing like a bull. He was so angry that he immediately pulled her close to him and captured her lips in his and was kissing her like punishing her for saying s**t. While Imara tried pulling back, she was continuously hitting his chest but his hold was too tight after a few minutes she also gave in and kissed him back passionately showing how much she missed him. Seeing her responding he pulled her more to him and kissed her gently telling her through the kiss that his love is true. She moved her fingers through his hair and pulled him more close taking everything he gave. After 10 minutes they broke the kiss.

Realizing what she did, Imara tried pulling back and started leaving but was pulled back into his chest again. "Zubin I am sorry it was just a mistake, I never meant this. Please forget what happened today and leave from here", said Imara looking down, controlling her emotions. Listening to him he was hurt. He was hurt that she considered their moment a mistake. It was a beautiful moment for him when today their lips met he could feel butterflies in his stomach.

" Don't! Don't you dare say this a mistake? It the most beautiful moment of my life. After 8 years I felt your lips on mine and you call this a mistake? For me it's precious", said Zubin trying to control his anger. "Zubin I am planning to tell a yes to Abraham tomorrow and here you are saying this? It was a mistake. I'll tell about it to Abraham and say sorry before I say him a yes. And you also please get married", said Imara softly.

"Oh so today it was a mistake when you kissed me but tomorrow when he would kiss you it would be beautiful?", questioned Zubin angrily. Imara even after listening didn't gave any answer just turned her face. Looking at her Zubin knew she was lying somewhere. She still loved him because he could feel her kissing passionately like showing how much she loves him and how much she missed him.

Finally, after deciding something he pulled her into his chest and moved his fingers from her face tracing it towards her neck and then her cleavage and said, " so you would like it when he would do this? Listening to him she jerked his hand and turned back. But before she could move he pulled her back, her back was touching his chest and moved his hand towards her waist, and clutched her waist while caressing it. He could feel her Shiver and he felt happy seeing that he still had an effect on her and said, " so you love when he holds you like this? You shiver in his arms?" 

Before she could say anything he moved his one hand on her heart and could hear her heart beating very fast and said, " so your heartbeats so fast when he is close?" She was lost in him and taking advantage he turned her towards him and started kissing her neck. While all that she could do was to moan and clutch his hair. He started dropping wet kisses on her neck and moved towards her cleavage and get her a bite marking her as his. Finally she came her in her senses and tried to push him but couldn't do anything.

"So you are planning to say him a yes? Here you are lost in me and enjoying my touches on you! You have moved on then why didn't you push me? You allow every other guy so close or it's me especially?", questioned Zubin. Listening to him she knew she has lost the game and she said softly," what do you want Zubin?"

"I know you are lying about you saying a yes to Abraham because though we have changed but you would never let anyone close to you when you are moving on with someone even if it was someone you love to the moon and back. So tell me that whatever you said was a lie and you still love me", said Zubin softly trying to tell her that he knows everything about her.

" Yes you won, I was lying because I want you to move on and get married. Yes, I still love you but I am just hurt but still I cannot be with you. You have to get married Zubin", said Imara softly. Hearing her confessing her love he was on cloud nine. But listening to her saying that he has to get married he was angry.

"Why the hell are you so bent on hurting both of us? Why are you snatching my love from me? Please don't do this", pleaded Zubin with tears in his eyes. "Zubii listen to me, I am not the same Imara. I have a secret and that would never allow us to live together. We can't be together. I am not even sure about my life then how could I hurt you?", Explained Imara.

Hearing her he knew something was wrong but then today he just wants to hold her in his arms and let all the hurt go. " Imara please for today let me hold you then tomorrow after the reception we will talk about your secret but listen to me whatever it is I am not leaving you. We will fight it together but for now, let me be with you. Close to you so that I can feel you", said Zubin.

"Okay then tomorrow we will talk about it and then you will listen to me without being stubborn", said Imara with a smile, even she wanted to be with him forgetting everything she wants to be in his arms. They moved towards the bed and lied down cuddling each other. They weren't talking just feeling the moment but their trance was broken by the ring of Imara's phone.

"Who's it immu?" , Asked Zubin while kissing her neck and snuggling more into her. "It's Abraham", answered Imara. Listening to her his hold on her became tighter. "Pick it up and keep it on speaker", said Zubin. She did the same and they heard Abraham saying, " Immu are you okay? You don't have a headache or anything? You want me to come and sleep with you so that if you need anything I could help you with it?"

Listening to him the possessive lover in Zubin came out and he immediately bit Imara's neck hardly. Imara tried controlling her moans and said " No Abraham. I am good and if I need anything I'll call you but for now, go to sleep buddy. Tomorrow we have to leave too! Don't worry. I want to tell you something I'll talk about it tomorrow though. So sleep. Good night!"

While Zubin was busy kissing her softly showing his love, care, and possessiveness. Seeing her disconnecting the call he immediately took her for another kiss showing how jealous he was. The night went with a lot of happiness and peace for both Zubin and Imara. They slept in each other's arms.