Jasper paced around his bedroom, wondering when and if his husband would come back. He knew that he should be honest with the man he was married to. But he just couldn't choose between Alec and Liz. They both are important to him in different ways. Liz may have broken his trust and played with his emotions, but she was the first person he ever fell in love with. Once she meant the world to him, and he couldn't force himself to stop loving her. He wanted to explain it to Alec, but he didn't know how he could explain his inability to choose between them.
He didn't want to see the disappointment on his face either. All he wanted was to hold his husband, to touch his soft face and never let him go. But of course all he could do was make things worse for them both.
Biting his lips he quickl
