Alec slowly shook his head as his hairs fell lightly over his eyes. He was glad that he couldn't see his reflection in the mirror that he was now standing in front of. He wasn't sure if he could handle it at the moment. Alec knew that the tears he was holding back were about to break free and there was nothing that he could do about it. After all his heart was shattered and like always it will continue to be shattered. It frustrated him that the one causing him all the pain and heartache was the only person he wanted above all else.
Why can't his husband choose him? Why can't he be number one in someone's life?
He was hurting from the tip of his head to his toes. It felt as if his body was ready to fall apart, and there was nothing that he could do to stop it.
Slowly running his tongu
