Chapter1
The family dinner was a carefully choreographed performance. I felt the familiar pressure to perform, to measure up to the expectations set before me.
“Dallas, you came.” Mom said coming towards me. A small smile graced my lips as I approached her. “Wow! You look great today! It's amazing what a little make-up can do” she said, as if trying to make a sincere observation.
“Thanks, Mom. You look beautiful.” I replied, feeling a knot of anxiety tightening in my stomach.
Wilder was lost in his phone still not acknowledging my presence. I quietly took my seat next to him, already feeling the weight of their indifference pressing down on me.
The staff soon came out with various dishes which made my mouth water. It's been a while since I had a home cooked meal. I glanced at Dad's empty chair once again, while Mum and Wilder continued their seemingly effortless.conversation, I focused on eating.
“Oh right! Mum, I forgot to tell you, I heard that Dallas shockingly nailed her presentation” Wilder said out of the blue, his voice laced with a hint of mocking amusement.
My heart sank. My mind raced back to the disastrous presentation I’d given that morning. My boss had kindly offered words of encouragement, but I knew I hadn’t impressed him.
“Yes, Dallas,” Mum said, her tone condescending. “I’m sure it was a great presentation but we’re so relieved it’s over. We’ve already discussed with the Silvano family about your wedding arrangements.”
I froze, my fork clattering onto my plate. The words crashed into me like a wave, leaving me reeling. “What are you talking about? I’m not…not getting married. I just…I…I…” The words stuck in my throat.
“Dallas, darling, you know we’ve been trying to find the right match for you for a long time now. The Silvanos are a prominent family. This marriage will secure our future and your own.”
Dad, sensing my distress, finally voiced out, his voice laced with concern. “Dallas, it’s not a bad thing. They are a respected family, and this will be a good thing for everyone.”
I swallowed, trying to find my voice. “I’m…not…ready. I just…I just…left…uh…a relationship.”
“Darling, this isn’t up for debate. The arrangements are already made. You don't have a choice. I'll send you his picture and everything you need to know about him"
Her words pierced through me, her voice as cold and unforgiving as the marble surrounding us. The suffocating air of the dining room suddenly felt like a cage, each breath a struggle against the growing panic. I tried to speak, to protest, but the words stuck in my throat. My vision blurred, the room spun, and the familiar icy hand of anxiety tightened its grip on my chest.
I couldn't breathe.
I stood abruptly, pushing my chair back with a screeching sound that echoed in the silent room. My legs trembled, but I couldn't stay another moment.
“I…I need…some…air,” I whispered, my voice barely a tremor, before I fled, ignoring dad's calls and the whispers following me.
I rushed outside, needing to escape the suffocating atmosphere of the dinner, the stifling sense of confinement that had become my reality. I needed to breathe, to regain control of my shattered world.
I got in my car. I had to get away, get some air. I had to find somewhere I could breathe.
While sitting in silence in my car driving aimlessly, my phone suddenly lit up as notification, eyes scanned the screen.
A smile crossed my face as I read the notification. I guess I have some to go.
The party, and the night ahead, suddenly felt both daunting and strangely exciting.
The pulsating beat of music spilled out into the street as laughter and chatter filled the air, creating an intoxicating atmosphere that enveloped everyone who approached. I stood at the entrance of the house, my heart racing with a mix of excitement and anxiety.
This was supposed to be a night of celebration, a chance to unwind and escape the pressure of everyone.
Inside, cups clinked together in cheers, and familiar faces blurred into a sea of revelry. I took a deep breath, reminding herself that this was her moment to let loose—if only for a few hours.
“You made it…where's Alistair?” Wyatt said as he appeared by my side.
“He had to pick up Yasmine…he's on his way here”
“Come on, let's get you something to drink”
Wyatt and Alistair were actually my closest friends, they were much closer to me than Wilder was. I knew them since middle school and we've been as close as peas in a pod.
We got to the bar where tequila and other alcohol were lined up.
“Four shots of tequila for the lady,” Wyatt told the cute bartender. “I'll be right back” he whispered in my ear before leaving.
I needed to loosen up, so I took the shots of tequila one after the other. Getting over the sharp aftertaste, I turned to leave, entering the ocean of people dancing, making out and grinding each other.
I had to get upstairs because that's where Al said they would be when they got here. Opening my phone to call him, I bumped into someone, in the process dropping my phone. The person immediately picked it up handing it over to me, with a gracious smile I reached out to receive it when he withdrew his hand.
It repeated thrice and by then my smile was long gone. “Don't pull a long face, I'm just joking with” he slurred before actually giving it to me.
“Thank you” I said, turning to leave but I was stopped by him.
“I'm Tony by the way…you wanna know a big secret”.
"Not really," I said, trying to pull away, but he held me in his grip.
"It's about this warehouse, see? Down by the docks. Big, old place, but it's got secrets," he said, his voice dropping to a low, almost playful whisper. “Big secrets. And this shipment… It's coming soon. It’s going to be massive. You know, like, really big. You wouldn’t believe it.”
He leaned in a little closer, his voice dropping almost to a murmur. "It's all about timing, you know? Making sure everything’s in place. Getting the right people on board. It’s all about strategy, about being smart. That’s what I do, you know. I’m good at this. I know how to make things happen.” He winked, trying to appear suave. “It's like, a whole operation, you know?”
I felt a growing sense of unease, a feeling of being trapped. I tried to ignore his gaze, his words, but something about his energy made me uncomfortable.
"It's all about the right connections," he continued, puffing out his chest a little, trying to make himself look bigger. "And I’ve got the right connections. Big ones. People who can get things done. I'm in with the big guys, you know? I’m part of something big, you know. And this shipment, it’s going to be huge. You want to be part of it? You want a piece of the action?” He asked, trying to sound alluring.
He gave me a smug, knowing look, trying to appear confident and influential. He had that swagger, that "I'm a big deal" air about him.
I felt a shiver run down my spine. I didn’t like the look in his eyes, or the way he kept glancing around nervously.
“You gotta be careful, though," he said, his voice dropping back to a conspiratorial whisper. "It's a dangerous game. The wrong people could get hurt. You don't want to be in the wrong place at the wrong time, you know what I mean?” He winked again, trying to be charming.
He tapped my shoulder, and I immediately pushed past him, desperate to escape his unnerving gaze as I made my way upstairs.
Upstairs, the music was even louder, the air thick with the smell of sweat and alcohol. I found my friends gathered around a table, their laughter and chatter blending into the pulsating beat. “Dal” I looked over to our friends to find out who called me, only to see an overly excited Yasmin.
She's already drunk. I thought with a laugh.
Yasmin was actually Alistair’s on and off girlfriend for over 3 years. Their relationship was more or less that of a married couple because even when they're “off” they still act like a couple.
“Yasmin” I said with a bright smile going over to meet her. She pulled me into a hug before practically shoving the shots in front of her down my throat
“You made it!” Yasmin shouted. “How was the…uh…presentation? Did you…get that promotion?”
I forced a smile, trying to ignore the ache in my chest. “It was…okay,” I mumbled, taking another shot from a bottle that had appeared out of nowhere. “But it’s not that…that important anyway.”
“What do you mean?” Yasmin asked, her brow furrowed.
“I mean, nothing’s…that important anymore,” I said, my voice breaking. I couldn’t help it, the tears started welling up. “Ethan…he…he cheated on me.”
The music faded, replaced by the whispers of my friends. “Oh, Dal,” Roxy said, pulling me into her arms. “I'm so sorry, sweetie. You don't…don’t deserve that. Let's go find that asshole and tear him apart”
Wyatt and Alistair joined in, trying to comfort me. After a while, the tears dried up, and I felt a strange sense of calm. My friends were talking about getting back to dancing, but I felt a little detached.
“Hey, Dal, you okay?” Wyatt asked, concerned.
“Yeah, I…I think so,” I replied, trying to sound okay.
“Good,” Yasmin said with a mischievous grin. “Because you’re about to be a lot more okay!”
She leaned in close and whispered, “We have a…uh…dare for you.”
“A dare?” I asked, raising an eyebrow.
“Yep,” Roxy chimed in. “You have to…go up to a random stranger and kiss them.”
My heart jumped. “Kiss them? Are you crazy? I'm…not…going to kiss a stranger!”
“Come on, Dal,” Wyatt said, his voice coaxing. “Just one…little kiss. Think of it…as a way…to shake things up, a new beginning. It'll…feel great!”
I looked around the room, trying to find someone who wouldn't be too offended by a random kiss. My eyes fell on a man standing by the bar, his back to me. He was tall and imposing, with broad shoulders and a dark, mysterious aura that immediately drew me in. I felt a thrill of excitement course through me.
"Okay, okay," I said, a little too quickly. "I'm in."
I took a deep breath, trying to calm my nerves. I approached the man cautiously, but my steps felt a little wobbly. As I got closer, I realized I'd never seen him before. He turned around, and I saw that his face was sharp and handsome, with piercing blue eyes that held questions.
He seemed confused, as if he didn't understand why I was approaching him. But I didn't hesitate. I reached up and gently pulled his chin up with my fingertips, my eyes locked on his. Then, I leaned in and kissed him, standing on my tippy toes to reach his lips.
He was surprised at first, but then he responded, his lips meeting mine with a fierce passion that took me by surprise. I tried to pull away, but he held me close, deepening the kiss. It was intoxicating, electrifying.
Finally, I broke away, gasping for breath, my face flushed with excitement. I couldn't help but stare at him, captivated by his intensity. He was stunning, the kind of man who could make your heart skip a beat just by looking at him.
But as I looked into his eyes, something shifted. The amusement faded, replaced by a flicker of something darker, something I couldn’t quite place.