I opted to leave work for a week without giving any explanation on why or what will I do and didn't entertain anyone in the condo or any calls and texts that I received. I totally ignored my phone in my room while I am out in the living room or at the balcony doing nothing but gaze at nothingness. I literally self-isolate myself from everyone and turned my brain off.
For the whole week, all I did was cry until my head hurts as I am consumed with pain, confusion, and torment. It's so painful to know the second time that I am really dying for sure. I'm confused to what I should do right now, I couldn't think properly because all I could think of is I am dying. This is a torment for me. A great suffering. I don't know how to start and live this life as cancer kills me every day of each wakin
