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Seokjin took in a deep breathe shutting his eyes closed trying to relax as his servant keeps on gently combing his hair after a fresh bath.
His servant was done checking his arms and legs for bruises, they cant afford for a scar to be in Seokjin's porcelain skin. His Aunt would definitely raise hell!
"So, who do you like the most, Seokjin?" The curious servant asked.
He suddenly stopped just to think about that question. Who does he like the most? Does he even like anyone? He bit his lower lips and just took in a deep breathe.
He's not experienced, he doesnt even know how it feels like to actually like or be infatuated with someone.
Yes, he does have an idea because of what he reads through books but that's it. The thing is, he also knew that the words in the books that he read were purposely written so beautifully to make the readers believe in love even if its too much.
"I dont know," he shrugged his shoulders, "How would I even like any of them, I barely know a thing about those men." He said.
Sure, the both of then are handsome as hell but that is not the point of all of this. He's going to be with that person for the rest of his life so he should be wise about his decision.
"I dont even want to get married this early, Lee." Seokjin sighed.
That is true, he's been nothing but a human who's breathing in a comfortable home with a servant who's doing everything for him.
He barely goes out to see the world, he wants to explore a lot of things on his own. He wants to feel independent for once but he also knew that what he wants is completely impossible, there is no way he'll be able to come out this house without a ring in his fingers that symbolizes marriage.
"You have to choose sooner or later."
"I know..."
And that's what bothers Seokjin the most, he knows that the time will soon come that he needs to choose between Taehyung and Jungkook.
His Aunt is not yet home, she's still on a business trip. The reason as to why she cant talk about all of this things with her, he wants to know who she really wants to be with him.
That's what she always do, he tends to rely on his Aunt's decision more than his own.
He always think that whatever his Aunt is saying is always for him. That's why he always seek for her approval even in such little or life changing things.
The both of them stopped what they're doing when they heard a voice of someone from the outside.
"I'll go see who it is..."
Seokjin just smiled and already fixed himself, he made sure that his shirt looks okay.
"Seokjin?" He heard his servant's voice, "It's sir Taehyung, come out." He said.
He shut his eyes closed clenching his fist trying to calm himself. He doesnt really like sudden meetings with anyone, it made him feel very anxious.
It's not that he doesnt like to be with Taehyung, he's just really like that as a person.
He's very awkward especially when the meeting is this sudden, he didnt even prepare. What will he say? Most of all, why is Taehyung even here? Does his Aunt even know that he'll come today?
He looked at his calm reflection on the mirror as he let out an exasperated sigh, he clenched his jaw as he opened the door of his room comin out to see Taehyung.
The said man stood up and smiled at him, Seokjin also let out a small smile slowly bowing his head at the man who looks a little bit excited to see the beauty.
"I'll be in the kitchen, Seokjin," the servant then looked at the guest, "Do you want something, sir Taehyung?" He politely asked.
"Im fine, thank you."
The servant smiled at that bowing his head before he finally made his way inside the kitchen to probably prepare for their dinner later.
"What brings you here, Taehyung?" Seokjin asked.
Taehyung let out an awkward laugh, clearing his throat, he scratched the back of his head trying to avoid the younger's gaze.
Honestly, he also doesnt have any idea as to why he suddenly came in this house. He just wanted to see Seokjin, he tried to stop himself but he cant, not when he knows how he's been nothing but a jerk in their past meetings.
"Can you come with me for awhile?" Taehyung asked, timidly.
Seokjin furrowed his brows looking at anywhere but Taehyung trying to find out what he should say to the invitation.
Is he supposed to say yes? He bit his lower lips. His Aunt is not in the house and the permission of his servant is not even valid, that's what his Aunt says all the time.
"My Aunt.. she's not-"
"I already told her about this and she said yes as long as I'll take you home before it gets too late."
Seokjin let out a tight-lipped smile, he slowly nods his head shrugging his shoulder. He knows that he shouldnt decline the offer since it was proven by his Aunt.
"Okay, then. I'll go with you." Seokjin said in almost a whisper.
Taehyung ran his fingers through his hair letting out his boxy smile that made the other man chuckled because of how he suddenly looks so adorable.
They made their way downstairs already after Seokjin bid goodbye to his servant, they're already inside Taehyung's car when the man's phone suddenly rang.
"Yoongi..."
Seokjin looked at the window trying to divert his attention, not wanting to seem like his eavesdropping even though that's very much impossible.
"Im with Seokjin."
"Yes, Yoongs. Bye, take care."
He already ended the call and started to drive. Seokjin doesnt know where Taehyung would take him, he doesnt care.
He's actually tired, he's emotionally tired. He's so used to this yet he's exhausted.
He wants to have his own decision, he wants to say no when he doesnt want to and he wants to go out without anyone guarding his every move.
It's as if he is born to be caged with someone, always needing attention and someone who will take care of him. Truth is, he doesnt want that— he doesnt need all the pampering.
Above all, he wants freedom more than the luxurious life the two men can offer.
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