It Was Always You

I let out a gasp as he pushes into me. I feel my eyes roll back into my head as he pushes his monster deeper inside me, tingles start to erupt throughout my entire body. Dear GOD this feels so good! “I love how you feel Lea” his deep gravely voice sounds so velvety as he whispers into my ear. I clutch at his back as I feel my toes curl with ecstasy, trying to contain my moans. “You don’t have to contain yourself here, let it out for me” he growls as he starts to go from a slow, deliberate pace to a more aggressive, quicker movement. “OH GOD! Isaiah!” I scream, feeling him so deep inside me it’s as if he’s reached my womb. In one quick movement he flips me over so I’m not longer on my back and brings my hips up to him as I wiggle my hips into place. “You’re going to scream some more for me” he states as he shoves that enormous thing into my core again, my eyes immediately rolling back. He pushes my head into the pillows with one hand while taking my tiny wrists in his other and holding them firmly behind me. “Do you like that Lea?” He grunts as his continues pushing in and out, all I can do is moan in agreement. How did I manage to get here? I always find myself thinking this way. I’ve always found Isaiah sexy as hell but never thought the feeling was mutual. At 6 years my senior I always assumed he wouldn’t think of my that way. Plus there was the fact that he was my older brother’s best friend. I snap back to the moment as his hands leave my head and free my hands to grab around my small waist. My arms stretch out to either side of me and I grab fistfuls of bed sheets. I feel my back arch more as he reaches a hand to my chest and squeezes my breast, making sure he punches my n****e and causes me to squeal. He leans his head close and kisses my neck. “I’m so close Lea”, he pants and we both let out a sound together. “You know I want to feel all of you” I whisper as he thrusts even faster, his huge length causing me to erupt in pleasure. My back arches more as I feel my toes curl and Isaiah holds me tightly to himself as we both release. “Good god Lea” he breathes as he collapses beside me “you’re dangerous” I can’t help but smile as I look bring my head up to his chest, running my fingers down his delicious abs. “You’re just as dangerous you know” he winks at me and kisses me on the lips and then again on the forehead. We snuggle for a minute before he looks at me, his eyes serious for a moment “Lea?” “Yes?” I look up to him, my eyes searching his “what is it?” He sighs “ what are we doing to tell Jacob?” Crap. Jacob is my older brother and Isaiah’s best friend. They met on the first day of kindergarten and have been like brothers ever since. They’ve been through some s**t too. Isaiah’s mom passed away 2 months after he and Jacob graduated. My family always had an open door policy with him. Isaiah’s dad had a hard time adjusting after the loss, what with Isaiah’s two younger siblings being twelve and nine there was a lot of things to get used to. Mr. Warner was a strong, quiet man who worked for the local Newspaper. He was a brilliant writer and had spent a good part of his childrens growing up chasing the latest stories. Now having to learn how to juggle that with three kids, well two really since Isaiah had been eighteen then and had stepped up to help his Dad in whatever way he could with his younger siblings. We all knew that Alicia and Grace were a hand full at times. Adorable, But a hand full. “What do you want to tell Jacob?” I ask trying not to make it evident that I haven’t ever wanted to keep a secret from my brother. Isaiah is quiet for a moment before he responds. “I think for now, we don’t say anything to him. I need to make sure the timing is good and I’ve thought about what to say” Oh. My heart drops in my chest. I don’t like keeping tings from Jacob, we grew up pretty close. But I also know how he feels about me and his friends. He always used to tell me that if any of his friend went near me he’d knock them out. I never fully understood the issue. Maybe it was because Marcy, a girl at school got pregnant by one of her older brothers friends. But that was different! she had been just sixteen then! I’ve been told I look young for 24, however living on your own since the age of 19 sort of makes me feel like I make up for that with life experience. “Lea?” I’m snapped out of my thoughts by Isaiah’s voice. Dear god just hearing him speaks makes me wet. “Okay ‘saiah” I saw “but I don’t like keeping secrets. We don’t need to hide anything! And plus we’re…” Isaiah turns my chin to bring my face back up to his. “Don’t worry Lea. We’ll tell him, I just need to sort something out first” I look at him quizzically but before I can open my mouth he kisses it. “If I haven’t told you lately, you’re perfect.” I smile and snuggle my him tighter, never wanting to leave his side. How can someone make you feel safe and so vulnerable at the same time? “Lea?” His rich, chocolatey voice brings me back to reality again. “Yes?” I make eye contact with him again, goddamn those brown eyes are killer. “Lea, there’s something else I’ve been wanting to say” my heart starts to flutter and beat faster as my mind races with what he might be trying to say. “Oh ya? What’s that?” My voice is almost a whisper. “I love you, Lea.” My heart swells “I love you, Isaiah”