Chapter 1: The Man I Shouldn’t Want
The first thing I noticed wasn’t his face.
It was the silence.
Not the kind you hear but the kind you feel.
The lecture hall had been buzzing seconds ago. Laughter, whispers, the scrape of chairs against polished floors. But the moment he stepped inside, something shifted. Conversations faltered. Eyes turned.
Even mine.
He didn’t rush.
Men like him never did.
Each step was measured, controlled, like the world had already agreed to move at his pace.
And somehow… it did.
I didn’t know his name yet.
But I knew one thing instantly.
Danger.
“Miss Cole.”
My heart stumbled.
I blinked, realizing too late that everyone was looking at me now not him.
My cheeks burned as I straightened in my seat. “Yes?”
His gaze held mine, dark and unreadable. There was no curiosity in it. No warmth.
Just… awareness.
Like he already knew me.
“You’re late.”
My throat tightened. I glanced at the clock. Two minutes. Just two stupid minutes.
“I there was traffic”
“I don’t recall asking for an explanation.”
The words weren’t loud.
But they cut.
A few students shifted uncomfortably. Someone behind me muttered something under their breath, probably calling him an ass.
I should’ve agreed.
Instead, my pulse betrayed me quickening under the weight of his attention.
“Sit,” he added.
I was already sitting.
Still... I sank lower into my chair.
Only when he looked away did I breathe again.
That was my first mistake.
I learned his name ten minutes later.
Dominic Vale.
The kind of name that sounded expensive.
Powerful.
Untouchable.
“Professor Vale will be taking over this course for the semester,” the dean announced from the back before slipping out like he couldn’t leave fast enough.
Murmurs rippled across the room.
New professor. Mid-semester.
Weird.
Suspicious.
But no one questioned it out loud.
Not when he stood at the front like that calm, composed, completely in control.
“Open your textbooks to page forty-two,” he said.
No introduction.
No attempt to be liked.
Just authority.
I should’ve hated him right then.
And maybe I did.
A little.
But not enough.
By the end of the lecture, I knew three things:
One he didn’t smile.
Not once.
Two he didn’t tolerate distractions.
A guy two rows ahead got called out for checking his phone and didn’t dare touch it again.
And three
He watched me.
Not constantly.
Not obviously.
But enough.
Enough for me to notice.
Enough for it to matter.
“Hey.”
I jumped as someone nudged my arm.
I turned to see Lila my roommate, my only friend in this ridiculously elite university grinning at me like she’d just witnessed the most entertaining show of her life.
“Don’t tell me you didn’t feel that,” she whispered as students began filing out.
“Feel what?”
She raised a brow. “That.”
I frowned. “You’re going to have to be more specific.”
“Professor Hot-and-Terrifying staring at you like you personally offended him.”
I rolled my eyes, grabbing my bag. “He wasn’t staring.”
“Amara.”
I sighed. “Okay, maybe once or twice.”
“More like ten times.”
“That’s not true.”
“Mm-hmm.”
I ignored her, but my grip on my bag tightened.
Because she wasn’t entirely wrong.
And that… unsettled me.
I tried to forget about him.
I really did.
But some people don’t fade.
They linger.
Like a shadow just behind you quiet, constant, impossible to ignore.
By the time I stepped out into the crisp afternoon air, I’d almost convinced myself I’d imagined it all.
Almost.
“Miss Cole.”
My body went still.
That voice.
Low.
Controlled.
Too close.
I turned slowly.
And there he was.
Dominic Vale.
Standing just a few feet away.
Up close, he was worse.
Sharper.
More real.
Dark hair, slightly tousled like he didn’t care enough to fix it. A black shirt, sleeves rolled just enough to reveal strong forearms.
Everything about him was precise.
Deliberate.
Even the way he looked at me.
“You’re leaving rather quickly,” he said.
It wasn’t a question.
“I have another class.”
A lie.
But he didn’t need to know that.
His gaze flicked over me, assessing.
“Do you?”
My pulse spiked. “Yes.”
A beat of silence.
Then
“Interesting.”
Something in the way he said it made my stomach twist.
“Why?” I asked before I could stop myself.
His eyes met mine again.
And this time... they didn’t soften.
“If you’re going to lie,” he said quietly, “at least make it believable.”
Heat rushed to my face.
“I’m not”
“Don’t.”
One word.
Sharp.
Final.
And somehow… I stopped.
My breath caught as he stepped closer.
Not enough to touch.
But enough.
Enough for me to feel it that invisible line tightening between us.
“You’re here on a scholarship,” he continued, voice low enough that no one else could hear.
My heart dropped.
How did he
“You can’t afford mistakes, Miss Cole.”
My fingers curled into fists. “I’m aware of that.”
“Are you?”
His gaze flicked to my clenched hands, then back to my face.
“And yet you start your first week by arriving late... and lying to your professor.”
Something in me snapped.
“I said I had another class.”
“And I said don’t lie.”
The air between us thickened.
Heavy.
Charged.
For a second just one I thought I saw something shift in his expression.
Something almost... personal.
But it was gone before I could be sure.
“You don’t know anything about me,” I said, my voice quieter now.
Dangerous territory.
I could feel it.
But I didn’t step back.
Neither did he.
“No,” he agreed.
“But I intend to.”
My breath hitched.
That wasn’t normal.
That wasn’t something a professor should say.
“You don’t need to,” I replied.
A challenge.
A boundary.
One he should’ve respected.
Instead
“I disagree.”
The words were soft.
But they landed like a promise.
Or a threat.
I couldn’t tell which was worse.
I should’ve walked away.
Any sane person would have.
But something held me there.
Something I didn’t understand.
Something that made my heart race instead of run.
“This is inappropriate,” I said finally.
It felt weak.
Even to me.
A ghost of something flickered in his eyes.
Amusement?
“No,” he said.
“It’s inevitable.”
My stomach dropped.
“That doesn’t even make sense.”
“It will.”
Before I could respond, he stepped back.
Just like that.
Distance.
Control.
Gone was the tension at least on his side.
But mine?
Still there.
Still burning.
“Don’t be late again, Miss Cole,” he added, his tone returning to that cold, professional edge.
Like nothing had happened.
Like I hadn’t just felt the ground shift beneath me.
“Yes, Professor.”
I hated how steady my voice sounded.
How normal it all seemed.
Because it wasn’t.
Not even close.
As I walked away, one thought echoed louder than the rest:
I should stay away from him.
From Dominic Vale.
From whatever that was.
Because something about him felt dangerous in a way I couldn’t explain.
And the worst part?
A small, reckless part of me...
Didn’t want to.