Snowfall

chapter twelve

The days leading up to Christmas Eve felt both endless and impossibly short.

Ethan’s ankle healed slowly. He stayed off it as ordered, working from the couch with his laptop, ice pack propped on pillows. Emily kept her promise: breakfast appeared on his porch each morning—muffins still warm, wrapped in foil with notes like “Blueberry for energy” or “Cranberry orange because it’s festive.” Dinners came in the evening: shepherd’s pie, chicken soup thick with vegetables, lasagna layered with care. She refused payment, waving it off with “Neighbor tax—someone has to make sure you don’t live on frozen pizza.”

She checked on him daily, lingering longer each time. They talked for hours—about books (she loved historical romances; he teased her gently), music (she played old folk hymns on a small kitchen speaker while baking), childhood memories (hers of helping her mother in the kitchen, his of skipping stones in New England streams).

The connection deepened quietly, like roots finding water. Touches grew casual: her hand on his arm to steady him when he hobbled to the door, his fingers brushing hers when passing a mug. Neither pulled away.

But beneath the warmth, Ethan carried a growing storm.

Every night after she left, he paced as much as his ankle allowed, rehearsing the revelation. He spread evidence on the coffee table like a detective: printouts of historical records—Elijah Harper’s service file, Amelia Whitaker’s marriage in Pennsylvania, the family tree leading to Emily Ross. His notebooks filled with dream fragments. Sketches of her face from memory, side by side with photos he’d taken of her (with permission, candid shots while she iced cookies).

He practiced saying it aloud to the empty room.

“I knew you before. In another life. 1863. I was Elijah. You were Amelia. We promised…”

Each time the words sounded crazier.

What if she laughed? What if she feared him? What if she believed him—and it overwhelmed her?

He almost told her early, several times.

On December 17, when she brought cinnamon rolls and stayed to watch the snow fall through his front window, shoulder against his on the couch.

On December 19, when she helped him string outdoor lights from his porch chair, laughing as he directed like a conductor, her face lit by the glow.

On December 20, when she invited him to her place for dinner and they slow-danced in her kitchen to an old Bing Crosby song, her head resting briefly on his shoulder.

Each time he opened his mouth, fear closed it.

Christmas Eve, he told himself. As planned. With cocoa and the tree lights and all the evidence laid out gently. She deserved the whole truth, not pieces.

Emily, for her part, felt the shift too—though she couldn’t name it.

The dreams came nightly now, vivid and urgent. A boy in gray walking a snowy road, carrying something precious in his pocket. Gunfire. Falling. Her own voice calling his name across time.

She woke breathless, hand pressed to the locket, tears on her cheeks.

Ethan’s face overlaid the dream-boy’s more and more. The way he looked at her—like he’d known her forever. The way he finished her sentences, knew her favorite tea without asking, hummed the same old hymns.

On December 18 she asked Clara, her great-aunt, about the locket’s history over the phone.

“Did our ancestor… did she ever talk about reincarnation? Or promises across lives?”

Clara laughed kindly. “Sweetheart, she was devout Methodist. But she did say once, holding that locket on her deathbed, ‘He’ll find me. He promised.’ We thought it was fever talking.”

Emily hung up unsettled.

December 21 brought brilliant sun on deep snow—a perfect winter day. Ethan’s ankle was nearly healed; he walked without pain for the first time. Emily invited him to help decorate her final batches of gingerbread houses—orders for a local charity event.

They spent the afternoon in her kitchen, piping icing roofs, placing gumdrop doors, laughing over collapsed chimneys. Flour dusted both their faces; she wiped a streak from his cheek without thinking. He caught her wrist gently, held it a moment longer than necessary.

“Emily,” he started.

She waited, eyes soft.

He swallowed the words again. “Thank you. For everything.”

She smiled, but something searching lingered in her gaze.

That night, alone in their separate houses, both lay awake.

Ethan stared at his ceiling, counting down: three days.

Emily clutched the locket, whispering into the dark, “Who are you waiting for?”

Outside, the snow glowed under moonlight, holding its breath.

Christmas Eve was coming—carrying the weight of two lifetimes, ready to land soft as snowfall or shatter everything like ice.

Neither slept much.

The river, miles away, kept flowing under a thin skin of frost, remembering for them both.