Stages Of love

What a wondrous world this is ! How could fate divide us when we desperately need each other.. We feel the emptiness , the loneliness and the agonizing death in separation .. And it brings us together when we hate each other , even the look is burnning with black hatred It brings us together at a time like viciuos war Whilst it you almost kill yourself in order to see the other hurting by excessive pain Truely strange how we're destined to divide at the height of our pure love And brought together after we were shoot by the arrows of blind hatred .. And we're crushed by the feet of the fatal present What could be our destiny ?.. Will hatred turn into love once more?.. Or do even hearts don't live after their death ?.... At the dormitory ; she got into the common room of two girls , and woke up the sleeping girl in a whisper The girl looked at her in astonishment ; but she sternely pointed to her to go outside with eyes filled with threat if she objects The girl up angrily , she went out submissively closing the door behind her ... She moved towards the sleepy Tamara with the dim light of the room lit as usual , she sat looking at her with shinning eyes ... Tamara felt someone flattening next to her from behind , a hand reaching out to gently grope the bare skin of her arm , then the hans went up to touch her cheeks , hot breaths caressing her face , a soft kiss followed by kisses that felt like butterfly flutters She sluggishly opened her eyes , fidgeted in her sleep and looked at the other bed but it was empty.. She blinked trying to wake up, she furrowed her eybrowes in amaze, feeling the hand moving intimately over her body She looked with tip of her eyes over her shoulder .. Only to flounce getting out and away from bed , shouting in a trampled awe at the impact of sleeping : " Rose!.. What're you doing here?" Rose smiled and took a closer look at her delicate pajamas of sleeveless shirt and pants almost touching her knees , she sighed softly saying ; "sorry dear , I didn't mean to wake you up".. She looked at her suspiciously, wondering stimulatingly; "what are you doing here?.... And where is Cordinia ?" Rose stretched out lazily and still had the same smile quietly saying " I took her out of the room " -"Why?" -"I want you Tamara" Tamara looked at her idiocyly repeating " you want me ? " She nodded while getting up moving slowly towards Tamara saying breathlessly in a strange tone "yes, I want you dear" And she came close touching Tamara's arm again spinning around her , saying with a hoarse whisper "I want you , I've been dreaming about you since I first saw you .I've dated many girls ,but you're different .. I want you.." Then she stood in front of her and got closer trying to kiss her She quivered moving back with her eyes widening in amazment saying as if she was stating a reality " oh my god , you're lesbian !" She smiled and corrected her faintly and carelessly " you can call it what you want .. You arabs call it gay , but it's personal freedom , we're an open country " She pressed her lips angrily , here we go again .. That perception of arabs as backward ,and that filth which the live in is freedom She looked at her in disgust and said " if that's freedom then we don't want it . go ahead and exercise your freedom away from me " She pointed to the door commanding " com on , get out of here " Rose sighed as she moved closer to her saying with pamper and authoritarian power " do you think I'm going to leave you , now that I've liked you.. No dear , I get what I want " Tamara's face got engorged as she roared angrily " and you think I'm going to give in to you ?! You're mistaken. Now get out of my room before I call security on you " Rose's eyes and face darkened no one ever treats her like that , she has a known family they have their status , they even have shares in the university , the dormitory is in their grip , who is that girl that rejects her , an arab looking down on her arrogantly.. She exhaled in fury , and calmly despite her anger "well Tamara, I know you're surprised but, it's okay I'll be patient with you until you soften" Then her tone changed to warning and strong " but know you're under my watch .. And every one here works at my disposal . don't piss me off or you'll regret it" She smiled a side smile sending a kiss to her in the air and opened the door and got out of the room to find Cordinia leaning against the wall fighting sleep , and once she saw Rose she stood up straight . Rose gave her a furious look and said ordering " get it and don't you tell anyone what happened " She nodded her head in compliance and went into the room to find Tamara standing in the middle of the room gasping emotionally with anger all over her face , and once she saw her she yelled violently " how could let this happen Cordinia ? .. Why did you get out of the room and left me with her ? .. Why didn't you say anything ? " Cordinia clenched her lips with displeasure , moving towards her bed to set on it saying ;" I didn't know Tamara she got in and woke me up" She stared at her with resentment and said " and you complied to her!!!" She nodded her head whispering faintly " it's Rose Serman , honey .. No one can say no to her or object to her orders " Tamara clenched her lips and gritted her teeth angrily , rising her head saying with disapproval and pride " i'm not the one that caves to that scumbag.. I'll show her" Cordinia sighed heavily and said helplessly " suit your self but keep me out of it " Her eyes widened and repeated in disbelief " keep you out of it ?" And then asked with antecipation " what if I reported her ? .. You won't testify with me ?" She laid in bed with her back to Tamara and said negativly and carelessly " no I won't .. Solve your own problems " She turned her head and warned " be carful if Rose has you in her head she won't hesitate to do anything until she gets to you .. Good night" Tamara looked at her back with wide eyes , shaking her head in disbelief , but that's how the western people are they don't interfere with what doesn't concern them , each solves their own problem . Thank God that her eastern community is the exact opposite . even if it has disadvantages but no one professes obscenities . As soon as someone gets into trouble , a thousand will come to his aid and they'll be the best of help . In her eyes her eastern society was a bright sun ,that she felt proud to be a part of, perhaps because she lived in the west for the past few years of school and compared between the both of them . ohh how much she misses her family ! And the emotional containment she felt .. Containment ! She laughed inside with bitter irony .. What containment is she talking about !.. That was distant past. Two days later ,Tamara walked into the room to find another girl sitting on the bed dressed in revealing clothes looking at her from head to toes an evaluative look that is not without disdain She furrowed her eyebrows and asked with apprehension "who are you ? And what are you doing here?" The girl twisted her lips to the side and said carelessly "I'm your new roommate , cordinia was moved" Tamara's eyes widened in astonishment then she asked expectantly "by whom's order?" -"I think you know very well" Her eyes darkened now that she understood the meaning of the conversation..no one but her .. Rose .cordinia warned her that she has got her in her head and she won't stop until she gets to her , but Tamara doesn't cave nor she fears anyone . she approached the girl with confidence and bent down facing her said slowely with a strict tone and anger almost burning out her eyes "tell who sent you that I will not acquiesce to her. And no matter what she does , she won't be able to get near me " Then she looked at her with a disgusted appraising look . then walked away from her gathered some of her stuff and then walked out of the room slamming the door behind her . The girl sighed in resentment and muttering angrily and in dissatisfaction :"what does she see in that arab that she likes so much to do all of this? " ................... Screaming and crying little girl tries so hard to reach him , but a stern hand holding her arm preventing her , and another boy standing crying silently, trembling unable to get closer or to talk to that fallen to the ground down the stairs who is looking at them with tearful eyes and and grievance trying hard to talk ,but someone's voice rumbled harshly "I won't hear one word from you " Looking at him from above with looks of despise "people like you belong beneath our feet "get loss and never show me your face again" He raised his eyes looking at the girl trying to escape furiously , amd said in a choked tone and weakly defensive " I swear I didn't do it please listen to me" The voice growled again violently " get him out of her I never want to see him .. Then proceeded with menacing .. I'll show you. I swear I'll make you regret , and you'll know suffering for what you did " Then a hand pulls him and throws him out and the girls voice shouting his name "sohaaaaaaail" He woke up from his sleep , looking around in a daze , sweating . then gradually started to calm down closing his eyes , taking deep breaths and exhaling . He looked at the clock hanging on the wall in front of him to find it 1 pm . he moved his head left to right with a slight pain and a headache pounding his head it seems like he drank way too much last night and came home after spending the night with some girl . He got up went to the bathroom ,too his cloths off and got into the shower standing under the cold water to put every thing he's feeling at ease . and he got lost in his dream he didnt get this nightmare in a while, but now it came back to haunt him again . He angrily stretched his lips to the side , turned off the water and comes out of the shower and got dressed . then looks in the mirror at him self adjusting his hair with his fingers then smiles arrogantly at his figure . " Sohail Rashdan " the experienced ladies man known as "the hunter" .. And why not with his handsome physique , fit body and just the right height .. And his cheeky look and a sideways smirk . who can resist him. He laughed sarcasticly inside .. They're all sluts attracted to men thoughtlessly , they only care about money or appearance or lust .and they fault a man if he's a womanizer and calling women a victim. A malicious victim as a prey attracts the hunter with provocation to catch it , and makes no effort to resist. He smiled seductively and winked to his reflection and grabbed his belongings and want out of his room off to work ,but he glimpsed her room's light on , he raised his eyebrows and wondered what is she doing here she is supposed to be at her collage. He sighed with great anger and turne to the room he wanted to enter ,but his hands stopped at the doorknob whilst squeezing it in rage ,listening to her pissed whining voice and her words that made his black eyes get even darker like the darkness of a bottomless well that never saw the light of day. On the phone Tamara was talking to her friend Phoebe telling her what has happened with Rose and the changing of her roommate and Rose menacing her.. As phoebe went by Tamara's room after class and didn't find her so sh wondered why did Tamara leave ? She sighed impatiently and said " Didn't you hear a word I just said phoebe ? That slut is hitting on me and won't leave me alone " She nodded in understanding and said slowly " I get it , but what you did is called running away and it's going to show he that you're afraid" she furrowed her eyebrows and shrug grumpily saying " i know ... I know phoebe but , I have to think what I'm gonna do with that...." And her whole body noticeably chilled as she continued in disgust " I swear I feel sick an nauseous every time I remember her touch on my arm .. It's just that I have to think carefully " Phoebe's eyes moved in thought " Hmm , you're right it's Rose Serman " She cheered earnestly erect with a swagger , singling out her body like like a taut bow , and raised her index finger " I'm not afraid of her. It's just I want to think without being reckless otherwise I'm going to pull her hair out and teach her a lesson she'll never forget " She laughed shaking her head in agreement " yeah .. yeah here comes the crazy tendency ... And ..." She was interrupted by the sound of someone talking outside . So she came back wihspring to Tamara " Well Tamara I'll talk to you later looks like the reason to my suffering is here " Tamara laughed and said with amusement " Aaah you mean Jake .. It's okay.. I'll leave you to it " She squeezed her lips with resentment and said with sarcastic rudeness " And is there anyone else? ..bye" And she sighed heavily , finished talking and turned around to find him right behind her looking at her with his blue eyes rudely asking with anticipation " well,miss phoebe Is there a problem ? You seem to be upset " And with a fake amile and a sarcastic tone "of course not Mr.Jake. Will anyone who works here find a problem " Jake smiled in amusement saying with a fake gentle tone " what matters here is the comfort of the employees , I personally care about your comfort . Is there anything troubling you ? Especially that I heard someone is the reason to your suffering " Phoebe looked at him silently and would like it very much to hit him just so that she could swipe that smile of his face .. Asking her the reason to her suffering! Wwll, what if she said that he's a toxic , provocative , nerve-wracking , almost causes her blood pressure to rise and finds new ways to drive her mad angry. And what is even more infuriating is that he's cheerful and humble with everyone but her . he deliberately throws tasks on her , scolds her if she makes a mistake , the longer she looked at him .... Jake shouted in a dry commanding voice " if you're done looking at me , go back to your work "