“Get the f**k down!!” Johnson yells to my left Bullets are flying from every direction and my heart feels like it’s about to explode. I’m trying to reload my gun but my hands are shaking so bad I keep dropping the clip. “You need to get it together man!” Johnson grabs me by my vest and shakes me I’m am 19 years old in a war zone. I joined to escape the life I was in yet that life seems like heaven at this moment when death is around every corner. I’ve never been this scared before. I finally get my clip in before peeking my head over the car I’m taking cover behind. I aim my gun to see a woman running at us with a bomb strapped to her chest. “Take the shot” Johnson screams. He’s covering us from the shots coming from the other direction My finger is hesitating on the trigger t

