Chapter Eight
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Chapter Eight
"Ta.. taehyung."
Hoseok convulsed as Taehyung filled his inside... both of them panting and exhausted from their release. Taehyung collapsed and buried his face on the crook of Hoseok's neck.
Hoseok smiled when Taehyung looked at him both of their forehead pressed against one another. His heart starts to thump faster by the way the younger is looking at him lovingly, a stare that Taehyung never gave to him not even before.
Taehyung smiled at the man underneath him, his find filled with nothing but adoration as he caressed his face using his thumb,
"Seokjin..."
Hoseok's hope that is starting to build up in him lost in a matter of seconds as everything dawned at him.
Taehyung is looking at him like he loves him not because he does but because he's thinkin about his ex-boyfriend.
Hoseok shut his eyes closed and took a deep sigh when Taehyung widened his eyes realizing that the man beneath him is his regular f**k buddy, Hoseok. Not the love of his life, Seokjin.
Taehyung collapsed on the side of Hoseok. He didnt even feel a little bit sorry for what he unconsciously did.
Hoseok is fine with it though. He will let Taehyung use him as long as he got to stay with him. That's all he needs, Taehyung's presence.
When Hoseok woke up the younger male is nowhere in sight already. He got used to it. Every after s*x Taehyung will be gone before he could open his eyes without saying anything. A single text would be fine but still nothing.
Taehyung on the other hand is inside his office with a glass of wine in his hands. He wants something hard but he still needs to finish his work. He's been neglecting his work for weeks now that's why the pile of paperworks he needs to review is now stuck.
His forehead creased when his phone lit up indicating a new text message, he opened the messaging app to read the text.
Hoseok:
Where are you now? Have you eaten?
Taehyung locked his phone and hid it in his drawer. He never text Hoseok unless if he wants someone to satisfy him then he will probably call the older.
His eyes darted on the picture that he has on top of his table. It was a picture of him and Seokjin in one of their dates where his ex boyfriend insisted that they should take a photo because the background was cute.
Taehyung is genuinely hurting. He doesnt want Seokjin back just because his pride got hurt. Honestly speaking, he loves Seokjin so much. It's just he sucks at showing his feelings. That's a lame excuse but he knows that he's a bastard who doesnt deserve the older but he doesnt care, he loves him.
Taehyung hit his office table when his phone starts to ring again. He harshly opened the drawer picking up his phone, he was about to turn it off but saw that it's one of his friends. Jimin.
"Yes, Chim?"
He took a deep breathe trying to sound normal as possible.
"Hi, Tae. Im just around the are where you work. Did you eat?"
Taehyung's eyebrows raised. It is given that Jimin is a happy ball of sunshine but his tone got higher today and he seems overly excited.
"Not yet..."
"Okay. I'll bring you some food. Bye!"
Jimin didnt even gave Taehyung a time to protest. He just ends the call leaving Taehyung in dazed once again but smiled nonetheless.
He missed having someone especially if its one of his friends since some of them grew distant to him when they find out that he cheated on Seokjin. The fact that he didnt take the news of pregnancy really well didnt help causing his friends to snapped at him every chance they get.
After thirty minutes, Jimin walks in Taehyung's office with a wide smile still on his face.
Jimin sat on the sofa in the corner of Taehyung's office and put the paperbag on top of the coffee table. He got Taehyung a stake on the way.
"Why are you so happy, Chim?" Taehyung cant help but to grin at his friend's happy face.
"Im engaged...."
Jimin said in a sing-song voice showing his index finger with a fancy ring on it causing Taehyung's eyes to widen in shock.
"Closer your mouth, my lovely friend. Come over here and eat." Jimin said tapping the vacant seat beside him.
Taehyung complied and sat next to his friend instead of just grabbing his food, he hugged Jimin from the side burying his face on the older's neck.
"Im happy for you, Chim."
Atleast Jimin will be happy. Yoongi loves Jimin so much and he's confident that their relationship wont end up like him.
"You'll be happy too, Tae. I know." The older said assuring the younger kissing the top of his head.
Taehyung slowly nods his head letting out a faint smile also trying to convince himself that he will be happy too.
Taehyung shut his eyes closed as he remember the way Seokjin looks at him with so much love yet sadness in his eyes whenever they were together.
"Can you make it tomorrow, Tae?"
Taehyung bit his lower lip as he tried to remember what's the event for tomorrow that Jin is continuously asking him about it.
He's sure that it's not their anniversary. Maybe Jin just wants a date with him since it's been a long time.
"Not sure, babe. Why?"
He saw how his boyfriend's lips tugged downwards because of the uncertainty in his voice.
"It's my birthday tomorrow, Tae." Jin said in almost a whisper.
Taehyung clenched his fist and he badly wants to hurt himself as he saw how dissapointed the older was. Hell! His bastard of a boyfriend just forgot his boyfriend.
"But I'll make time for you, babe." Taehyung gave him a peck on the lips.
Just like that Seokjin feels better. It doesnt matter how long Taehyung can stay with him as long as he can see him in his special day it will be fine.
"Thanks, Tae. I love you."
Jin bit his lower lip looking down when he didnt get any response from his boyfriend.
When Taehyung opened his eyes, his chest thightened as he clenched his fist feeling the regret, sadness and loneliness combined.
How many birthdays did he forget? How many dates he stood him up? And how many tears he let him spill? Most of all, how many times did his heartbreak because of him.
"I f****d up big time." Taehyung said under his breathe.
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