The Truth Untold // jinkook

Chapter Nine

Chapter Nine

Jin is just sitting across of their television watching Frozen for the fifth time this day while waiting for his boyfriend to arrive.

All he wants to do is to cuddle with Jungkook until the both of them fell asleep but the younger is taking too long to arrive and the movie is about to finish. On top of that, he's sleepy too.

He internally squeled as he heard Jungkook's car probably parking it in their garage already. Jin is ready to spread his arms wide in his seat to welcome the younger but it seems like Jungkook didnt even notice it as he head upstairs without even looking at the pregnant male.

Jin's lips tugged downwards as it formed into a pout feeling aggravated by the lack of attention. He can feel the tears forming in his eyes and he hates himself from letting it shed.

"He's bad." Seokjin said in between sobs.

He bit his lower lip trying to prevent his tears especially when he heard Jungkook's footsteps already. He pulled the sleeves up of his pullover to hide his face as he hiccuped.

"Baby, did you- f**k! Why?"

Jungkook rushed towards his crying boyfriend not knowing what to do. Hell! He's too scared to touch him that he might inflict more pain to him.

"Baby, why? Are you having cramps?" Jungkook's voice is filled with worry, "C'mon, my love. Tell me what's wrong."

Jungkook's chest heaved up and down as he feared that Seokjin is physically aching somewhere when he heard the older hiccuped followed by a long crying sound.

"I cant help you if you wont tell me." Jungkook said in a tone like he's talking to a child.

"Dont baby talk me! Im not a baby!" Jin shouted at the older making his face turned bright red.

It's a serious matter if Jin is crying but Jungkook cant help but to smile because of how adorable the older is only that there's still tears streaming down his face.

Jin wiped his tears away using the back of his hands still letting out a hiccuping sound every now and then similar to a child.

He opens his mouth to try and speak but he failed as tears starts to stream down his face once again just by looking at the younger.

"Can my baby tell me what's wrong now?" Jungkook asked softly caressing the older's arms.

Jin opens his mouth once again but his lips formed into a pout trying to prevent a tear to spill from his eyes. He bit the insides of his cheeks inhaling, trying to calm his nerves.

"You dont love me anymore..."

With that, Seokjin's voice cracked because he started crying hard. The thought of Jungkook leaving him alone with their unborn child is breaking him.

"Probably because im so ugly."

"Jin-"

"No! It's because im stupid!"

Jin cried even more as reality dawned at him that he has a lot of flaws compared to the younger who seems close to perfection with everything that he has.

Little did Seokjin know. For Jungkook, he's perfect. No, he's more than that.

"I love you, Kookie. But Kookie doesnt love me anymore." Jin said in almost a whine.

Jungkook looks at the older with his mouth agaped completely unsure of what to say. It doesnt take him a minute to figure out that his boyfriend is having a mood swing. Only that, it got worst tonight.

"Damn! Baby. I'll give everything up for you."

Jungkook pulled him into a thight hug making the older sit on his lap. Seokjin immediately buried his face to the crook of the younger's neck inhaling his favorite scent. This is what he wants from the first place, cuddle.

"What made you think that way, huh?"

Seokjin shut his eyes closed just feeling the sweetness and worry combined in his boyfriend's tone.

He loves how Jungkook's manly features is so different when it comes to him. His expression always softened and his voice is always filled with sweetness and a loving tone when it comes to him and Seokjin wouldnt trade that for anything.

"You didnt kiss me when," Jungkook needs to caressed his back again as he cant continue his words because of his cries, "you arrived and just went upstairs." the older finished.

Jungkook shut his eyes closed kissing the top of Seokjin's head for a lot of times and resting his cheeks against it as he held him thighter.

"God! I love you so much." He whispered at the older.

He used to be one of Seokjin's admirer. The one who always watch him from afar, the one who will smile just because he smiled, the one who will wait for him every after class to see him and when he get caught his only excused is that he's just passing by.

Now, he doesnt need to do all of that because Seokjin loves him and he loves him so much too. This is what Jungkook dreamed of, to be with a man whom he always dreams to live this kind of life with.

He admires Seokjin so much that the thought of the older sitting on top of him pregnant and whining because he didnt get a kiss from him made him all giddy. Needless to say, he loves the older very much.

"Dont leave me, please." Seokjin whispered.

Jungkook shook his head at the older.

"Im not crazy to do that..."

Seokjin sighed as he kissed the younger's cheeks. He doesnt want to be broken again especially not with Jungkook. He can see everything with the younger and is depending too much on him that he thinks he cannot go on anymore if he loses him.

"Did I.. I mean.. Am I taking too much of your time?" Seokjin shyly asked.

Jungkook put his index finger under the older's chin making him look directly into his eyes because of his question.

Seokjin cant help but to think in that way. If someone's going to talk about him, he's twenty six and a financially stable man who did everything as a not comitted person already and he can get a family because he's of age.

Jungkook on the other hand is just twenty two. He's in the stage of always wanting to change his mind and explore everything that seems inviting. Seokjin got afraid just by the thought of that.

He's in the stage where he should be out with his friends to party and go somewhere fun but instead of doing that, he needs to go home straight from work because there's a demanding pregnant boyfriend waiting for hin.

What if Jungkook woke up one day and realizing that he doesnt love him that much? That would hurt him.

"Maybe you should spend some time with your friends? Like vacation or what?"

Jungkook tilted his head in confusion especially when he saw how the older's shoulder tensed up and he looks extremely bothered.

Seokjin doesnt want Jungkook to get bored of him. He's afraid. He thought that Taehyung cheated on him because he's plain and boring and is always clingy. He doesnt want that to happen to Jungkook, that's why he will try his best not to give Jungkook a reason to break up with him or else, he would get lost in life.

"Why? You dont want me around?" Jungkook said with fake annoyance in his voice.

"Well! Im just afraid that I am taking too much of your time and you want to go out with your friends. It's fine with me, Kook. I can handle myself. I just dont want you to think that I am not letting you have a life just because you're with me..."

Jungkook can sense how worried the older is especially when his hands trembled against his touch. He quickly brought it up to his lips pressing soft kisses to calm the older.

"No, baby. You are not taking too much of my time. Know what? I'd die just to keep you with me." Jungkook said with a sly smile on his face.

He let out a faint smile his eyes begging to be closed but no- he's not going to let Jin sleep without assuring him how important he is to him.

"You are not taking my life, Im giving it to you. Handle it, baby. Handle me." Jungkook said before kissing the older fully on the lips washing away all his insecurities and doubts.