8 days later
*Emilia*
I walk into the TV room and come to a stop as I see both LZ and Matt there. The conflicting emotions inside me make me feel like the worst human being. I need to gather myself and make a decision.
A part of me still loves Matt, and perhaps that feeling will never fade away. But I'm uncertain if I'm truly in love with him or if I can find it in my heart to forgive him.
On the other hand, he represents a significant part of my life, and I've built my plans and hopes around him. Letting go of all that feels like letting go of a piece of myself, and I'm not sure if I'm ready to take that risk and end up with nothing.
Matt had told me I am his mate, but honestly I start to doubt it. Or maybe it is just not what it is made out to be.
But then there is LZ, and my feel
