4 days later *Pilar* I am walking towards the gym, once again wondering if I should just give in and agree to telling the others about me and Zay. They have been guessing and asking and even though we are both denying we can only do it for so long… also I think it is starting to annoy Zay. And I have to admit all this sneaking around is taking its toll on me too. It would be nice to be able to kiss him when I want to and snuggle up even when the others are there. I might just be... I am not sure… scared the others will judge me or tease me... give me the 'I told you so'. I stop in the opening, so this is where Zay is, he is on the bench, sitting slightly reclined, shirtless and lifting weights. His biceps bulging with each lift, small drops of sweat pearling on his chest and forehead

