The Holiday That Never Changed
The thing about holidays, Mara always thought, is that they arrive whether you’re ready for them or not. The lights go up, the songs start playing, the stores act like everyone is supposed to be glowing with happiness… and there she was again, walking through another December evening with her hands shoved deep in her coat pockets, pretending she didn’t feel the familiar ache settle behind her ribs. The ache she always felt around this time. The kind that made the cold sink in a little deeper.
It had snowed earlier in the day, that soft, powdery kind that makes everything look prettier than it really is. The park was blanketed in white, so untouched it looked like someone had set a fresh sheet of paper over the world. And she didn’t know why she ended up there—maybe to move her legs, maybe to run away from the quiet apartment waiting for her, maybe just because winter air always seemed to clear the thoughts that piled up in her mind.
She took the path that curved under the tall oak trees. They were bare now, branches stretching up like bony fingers chasing the sky, the kind that made shadows twist strangely when the streetlamps flickered. It wasn’t scary, exactly. Just… lonely. Quiet. The sort of place where your own heartbeat felt too loud.
Mara kicked at a little mound of snow, watching it scatter across the path. Another holiday alone. Another year of picking at microwave meals while everyone else gathered with families or friends. She didn’t mind being alone, not really — she was used to her own company. But sometimes, when she let herself be honest, she wished the universe would throw her a bone. Just once. Something unexpected. Something… different.
She adjusted the scarf around her throat, mostly to keep her hands busy. The wind had started to pick up, brushing sharp cold against her cheekbones. The sky was already shifting toward that deep indigo that promised nightfall soon, though she still had enough time to circle the park before heading home.
Her boots crunched softly along the path.
Crunch… crunch… crunch.
The sound seemed to echo a little too clearly, as if the park were listening. She glanced around. No one else was there. Not surprising — most people were probably drinking cocoa near fireplaces or showing off their matching family pajamas on social media.
She blew a little gust of warm breath into her hands, watching the small puff of vapor rise and fade into the air. Just another holiday, she told herself again. Same as the last one. Same as the year before. Predictable to the point of numbness.
She was just about to turn toward the small bridge that crossed the frozen pond when she noticed something—something strange. A faint shimmer in the corner of her vision. Not like moonlight reflecting off ice. More like… a glow. Faint, pulsing. Almost like a heartbeat in the snow.
At first she ignored it. Probably a trick of the light. Her eyes sometimes played games with her when she was tired. But as she took another step, it flickered again—brighter this time, and unmistakably real.
Mara stopped.
The glow came from the base of the largest oak tree, the one that towered above the others like an old guardian. She’d passed that tree hundreds of times over the years and not once had it ever glowed. Not even a polite sparkle.
“What on earth…” she murmured under her breath.
Curiosity tugged at her, soft but insistent. She stepped off the path, her boots sinking into the soft snow as she walked toward the tree. The glow brightened, spreading into a soft golden oval. Like a door. But not quite. A shape forming where nothing should have been.
Her breath caught in her throat.
It looked… alive. As if made of liquid light.
She blinked, expecting it to vanish. Things like this didn’t just exist, especially not in the middle of a city park at twilight on a bitter December day. But the light didn’t fade. It pulsed—slow, steady, almost like it was waiting for her.
“This is ridiculous,” she whispered, even as her feet moved her closer. Real things didn’t shimmer like that. Real things didn’t call to her, tugging her in with a strange sort of warmth, like someone gently cupping her face and saying, Come here, I’ve been waiting.
She stopped just inches from it.
Her heart thudded hard, once, then again. She felt the warmth of the glow radiating onto her skin, almost too warm compared to the cold air around her. She lifted her hand before she could even think about stopping herself.
Just a touch, she thought. Just to see what happens. Knowing full well that touching strange glowing portals in the woods was exactly the sort of thing people in stories did right before getting dragged off to magical doom.
Her fingers brushed the surface.
It rippled. Like water.
And then the ground under her boots seemed to fall away.
The world tilted. She gasped and tried to yank herself backward, but the light wrapped around her hand, then her wrist, then her entire arm. It wasn’t painful. It felt like being caught in warm currents, like sinking into the surface of a golden pond.
“Mara…” A whisper. Soft. Familiar? She couldn’t tell.
Her breath hitched. “Who—”
The portal pulled.
Not gently this time.
The world dissolved into light and motion. Her stomach lurched. She tried to reach for something—anything—but there was nothing solid to grab hold of. It felt like she was falling without falling, spinning without moving, every part of her drifting loose and untethered.
Her vision blurred into swirls of color. Gold. Deep blue. A strange violet that wrapped around her like a scarf. Her heartbeat thundered in her ears. She wasn’t afraid—not yet. There was too much wonder mixed into the sensation, too much warmth, too much impossibility.
And then—just as suddenly as it began—it stopped.
Her boots hit solid ground. She staggered, catching herself on—what was that, marble? The floor beneath her sparkled, but not in a cold, polished way. More like starlight trapped under glass.
She sucked in a sharp breath.
She was standing in a vast room — no, a hall. A ballroom. But nothing like the ones she’d seen in period films or old novels. This place looked woven from dreams.
The ceiling floated impossibly high, painted with swirling galaxies that moved as she watched. The chandeliers weren’t chandeliers at all—they were floating clusters of glowing orbs, drifting like fireflies caught mid-dance. The walls shimmered with patterns that shifted whenever she blinked.
And people… there were people. Masked, elegant, wearing clothes that shimmered like magical illusions—silks, jewels, fabrics she couldn’t name. They danced across the floor in mesmerizing patterns, as if the music flowing around the room wasn’t just sound but an actual force guiding their steps.
The air smelled like jasmine and something sparkling, like fresh snow and candle smoke.
Mara’s knees wobbled.
“What…” she breathed, her voice barely audible. “Where am I?”
Someone near the center of the room turned slightly, as if sensing her arrival. A figure in silver. Mask gleaming. Watching her.
Her heart stuttered.
This was no holiday she had ever known.
And as the music shifted—a low, haunting waltz that wrapped around her like a hand reaching out—she felt something inside her shift as well. A strange certainty settled over her, warm and frightening all at once.
Nothing, absolutely nothing, would ever be the same again.