Jaded heart

Wild night

Gabriella pov 

Walking like i have s**t myself isn't what I had planned for today however my father must be looking down on me as I have been granted two days off which just happen to fall on the weekend and I couldn't think it could get any better till I saw a text this morning telling me Becca is home her plane landed last night, her tour has ended which I am happy she's home, it feels like forever since we have seen each other although she sends letters and emails me as much as she can but being on tour isn't the easiest when you want to talk to someone but we make it work like everyone else. Moving around my apartment I would normally do something to keep myself active but today I think I might sit today out with how saw my body feels, I should have listened to Donte when he told me that was enough but that was my fault as I don't take orders from him or listen to anyone when they say take it easy. Hearing my phone go off in the next room I debate whether to grab it knowing theres only a hand full of people who text me and thats for a mission or Becca, I'm hoping its the later. 

Becs: Drinks? Theres this bar I want to try out. 

Me: You have first round

Becs: always with you, cheapskate 

Laughing at what she calls me I put my phone down and head upstairs for a shower knowing it's been a while since myself and Becca have gone out for drinks together, theres always one of us off on a mission, or on tour like Becca was. I haven't decided what I am wearing but I know the first thing I need is a shower right now as that smell surely cant be coming from me, stripping down I step into the shower letting the warm water run down my body. Tilting my head back I let the water wash over my body, I really should shave but looking down my body I know it be okay till at least tomorrow if I am lucky, a grown man shouldn't be scared of a little hair anyway and when I mean little, its the tiniest there is. Wrapping a towel around my body I just stand in front of my wardrobe deciding what to wear, I don't know if I want to go slutty to get laid or something really girly, moving a couple of clothes out the way I pick up a little black dress that covers my arse, pairing it with black high heels and I am ready to go out. 

Opening the front door I see Becca walk though with a massive smile on her face, it feels good to see her again after around six months, wrapping my arms around her I bring her into a tight hug as she's the only one I have left in my life and I am not ready to lose someone like Becca. Pulling a bottle of vodka out the cupboards I line us up a couple of shots before leaving my apartment for the bars, I don't normally bar hop but tonight I'll let my hair down till Becca calls it quits or goes home with a good looking guy. Becca is a short brown hair women with dark green eyes, anyone would be lucky to have her, looking at becca now I know she's ordering us a taxi. 

"We still meeting at the cafe for breakfast?" I hear Becca ask as I grab my bank cards and cash making sure I have everything before locking up the front door, every time we go out we always meet at the same cafe for breakfast even if we are still wearing the same clothes from the previous night, neither of us care if we are doing the walk of shame but I grab a pair of joggers and jumper from whoever houses I come from, I do post them back afterwards though. 

"Yeah same time" I respond after locking the front door then checking it not once but twice, I don't know why I over check but I do it every time, I may not be at home most time out of the year but its still my private place. 

Climbing into the taxi I watch Becca apply the last of her make up unsure why she's putting so much on but who am I to tell her to not, it's her body her choice. Looking out the window on the drive I try not to let my thought drift but somehow I cant stop them from drifting to the only person that I can think off, Donte. He has become a massive thorn in my brushes recently having to save my arse and then watching me kiss the floor a hand full of time, I know he's not sticking around to watch me fall as that s**t is embarrassing. We were both massive players when we met as neither of us could commit but more time I spend with him the more time I am thinking about if I could, if I wanted to rather than could. 

Reaching the bar in no time I climb out the taxi handing him the cash before chasing after Becca, she has already made a b-line for the door making me catch up to her and its not easy in heels, I don't know how people can sprint walk in these as I can only just walk when I am sober. I end up taking my heels off once I had one to many drinks and start walking bare footed. On Becca heels I follow her inside and the second I walk though the doors I am bombarded with loud music, the old songs are some of the best as I don't understand the new music now a days. Letting go off Becca hand she disappears for the drinks while I disappear into the crowd, she knows where to find me when she has her drinks as I always drift to the centre of the dance floor. 

"Didn't expect to be seeing you here" I hear a low voice ask as his hands land on my hips as I swing my body along with the music and I don't have to turn around to know who's behind me, his after shave is a tell as not many people use it and no other i***t would put there hands on me. Stepping back slightly I make sure theres no gap between us as I move my arse against his jeans, I know when I'm hitting the stop as he lets out a little groan and his grip on my hips has tighten a little, turning around I now face Donte as he closes the gap this time with his lips inches away from mine. 

"I bet your glad to see me now though" I respond pushing my t**s a little more so he has a clear view of everything I have on display hoping this isn't just a dance as I have itch only Donte can scratch right now and the devil smirks tells me he knows but he doesn't do anything but places kisses along my neck making me beg for it but I will never beg for anything. 

"My place now" I hear him whisper as he's dragging my hand along with him making sure he doesn't lose me in a crowd, I don't see Becca as I am leaving but I actually haven't seen her in a while I think she may have left a little before Donte came. Knowing Becca can handle herself I follow Donte out the door and before the street lights hit me, his lips crash on to mine with so much force that I take a step backwards just a little, I steady my feet before deepening the kiss and as I do, Donte bites my bottom lip just slightly and I open my mouth letting him take the lead just this once. 

I don't know how we made it back to his place but here I am standing in front of him with black dress dropping to the floor, I have lace black underwear on just for this moment and when my dress hits the floor I am places against his glass door, I like the risk. With my face looking out the glass door I can feel my n*****s harden as the cold glass hits them, I don't know what Donte is doing but I find myself enjoying it. As Donte kicks my legs further apart I feel his hot breath on my neck as my hands are above my head waiting for his to touch me but so far he hasn't done a thing and I find myself nearly begging for his touch, with my n***d body pressed against the cold glass I don't feel anything until his mouth is on my cunt from behind and I let out a little moan. Donte doesn't stay long down on the floor as his fingers slide in and out of me and his lips are pressed on my neck while his free hand is on my n****e pinching them slightly, I don't know whats he's doing but he speeds up a little and I feel the first c****x come though and I drop my neck back riding his finger though it. 

Being carried onto the bed I roll Donte on his back climbing on top and slowly start moving my body, he's already gave me one and now I want another but this time we both be riding a c****x out together. Speeding up slowly I lend back letting his hands Rome my body as I bounce up and down needing to feel him deeper, I almost collapse but I hold off my second one however before I can feel him deeper I can toss on the bed with Donte still inside of me. My legs wrapped around his body as he takes over the speed, one of his hands wrap around my hair as he pulls my head back wards needing to kiss along my neck down to my t**s, his control doesn't last long as he tosses me back on my hands and knees. Feeling his hand still tangled in my hair I lowered my top half down against the bed needing him to go faster and harder, I don't need to say anything instead he speeds up while his other hand is on my cunt, I'm almost there when I let out a Loud moan followed by Donte grunt, we both fall on the bed with sweat running down our foreheads. 

Laying next to each other we both take turns cleaning ourselves up in the toilet before climbing back into bed with the television playing in the background, he doesn't ask me to leave instead he wraps an arm around me. I haven't been held since I was a little girl but the way Donte is holding me now I find myself not wanting to move, I guess I just miss being held from time to time. I don't let my mind work because I close my eyes and let the darkness in.