The Door of Unwanted Wishes
Elowen Vale~
I’ve never liked Christmas.
I know that’s practically a crime in this city, where every window glitters, every street hums with cheer, and every person seems determined to smile more brightly than the last—but it’s the truth. I don’t hate the holiday itself, just the way it presses its warmth into my ribs until something inside me cracks. Christmas reminds me of what I lost, what I never really had, and what everyone else seems to hold with effortless ease.
Family. Belonging. A reason to go home.
Instead, I wandered.
The night was clear, the kind of cold that sinks through your coat and steals your breath. Snow drifted down in lazy spirals, settling on my scarf like fragile stars. I tugged my coat tighter around me as I turned off the main road and into a quieter street—one without lights, without music, without people.
Perfect.
All around me the city celebrated, wrapped in gold and green like a present I had never been meant to open. But here, in this dark little pocket, I could finally breathe. I let the silence soak into me, let the rhythm of my footsteps fill the emptiness inside my chest.
It was Christmas Eve.
And I was alone.
Again.
“I hate Christmas,” I muttered, because saying it out loud made the ache feel honest. My breath clouded into the cold night and drifted away, as if even the air refused to hold my bitterness.
I didn’t know why my feet kept moving. Maybe I didn’t want to return to my small apartment. Maybe I couldn’t bear another night staring at the walls, pretending the quiet didn’t swallow me whole. So I kept walking until the street narrowed, the buildings clipping the sky overhead.
That was when I saw it.
A door.
Not attached to anything.
Not belonging to any building.
Just… standing there.
A freestanding doorframe made of carved dark wood, etched with swirling silver sigils that shimmered faintly beneath the falling snow. It should have looked ridiculous, like an abandoned movie prop or an art installation that had lost its audience. But it didn’t.
The air around it pulsed—softly, gently—like a heartbeat I could feel in my bones.
“What on earth…” I stepped closer without meaning to. Compulsion tugged at me, subtle as a whisper.
The door stood perfectly upright on the frozen pavement, not touching the brick wall behind it. There was the faintest glow beneath its frame, as if moonlight pooled at its base. The silver sigils shifted when I blinked, dancing like threads of starlight.
A crazy thought slid into my head.
This isn’t real.
But it felt real—more real than anything had felt in months. Maybe years.
My stomach fluttered nervously. “Someone’s got too much time on their hands,” I said to no one, but the sound of my voice trembled. I reached out—
—then pulled my hand back sharply.
No.
This was stupid.
This was the kind of thing you walked away from because sanity still mattered and because strange glowing doors did NOT exist in the real world.
Except… tonight didn’t feel real.
Maybe it was the loneliness.
Maybe the cold.
Maybe the way the world had felt too heavy lately, pressing down on me until I wished—just once—for something magical to happen, something that reminded me life wasn’t only a sequence of grey days.
A tremor swept through the air, almost like the door was responding.
My heart tripped.
I took another step.
There was writing carved across the top, so faint it took me a moment to understand it:
For the one who does not believe,
Yet desperately wishes to.
A strange warmth prickled behind my eyes. “Is this a joke?”
Because it felt personal.
Too personal.
As if the door knew me.
Something brushed against my ear—a breeze where there shouldn’t have been one.
Come in.
My breath froze in my throat. It wasn’t a voice, not exactly. More like an impression of sound, echoing inside my mind.
My pulse hammered. “Okay, that’s… not normal.”
Logic screamed at me to leave.
But emotion—loneliness, grief, longing—pulled me forward.
Before my courage could evaporate, I grasped the brass doorknob.
It was warm.
The moment I turned it, a shimmer rippled across the wood. The door swung inward with a soft sigh, revealing—not the empty alley behind it—but light.
Golden, brilliant light.
Music drifted through the opening. Soft. Enchanting. The kind of melody that wrapped itself around your heart and tugged. Somewhere in the distance, people laughed—warm, delighted laughter, like a celebration in full bloom.
My pulse fluttered like a trapped bird.
“This is insane,” I whispered. “I shouldn’t—”
But the warmth spilling through the doorway reached for me, brushing against my ice-cold skin like a promise.
Just one step.
Just one moment of escape.
I didn’t know why, but I suddenly felt like if I didn’t walk through that door, I would regret it for the rest of my life.
So I stepped forward.
The world tilted.
Light swallowed me whole.
Snow vanished from my boots.
Cold melted off my skin.
The air turned warm and fragrant—like pine needles, vanilla, and something darker, something hypnotic.
When the glow faded, I stood beneath a vaulted ceiling of crystal arches, shimmering like frozen starlight. Thousands of lanterns floated above, drifting lazily through the air as if suspended by magic. Music flowed all around me, a spellbinding waltz played by an orchestra that glittered in silver and midnight blue.
People in elaborate gowns and sharp suits twirled across a grand ballroom, their steps impossibly graceful, their laughter like chimes.
A gasp escaped me.
It was a fantasy.
A dream.
A world that shouldn’t exist but somehow did.
I turned slowly, trying to absorb everything—the sweeping marble staircase, the enchanted garlands of glowing frost roses, the towering windows that showed a sky filled with stars brighter than any I’d ever seen.
“Where… am I?”
My voice felt small in the vast beauty.
A soft chime sounded behind me—one gentle note, like a bell struck by moonlight. I spun around and my breath hitched.
A man stood a few feet away.
Tall.
Graceful.
Icy blond hair pulled back with a silver clasp. His eyes—sharp, bright, the color of winter storms—fixed on me with an intensity that sent a shiver through my spine.
He was dressed in deep midnight—tailored, elegant, mirrored with silver embroidery that traced constellations across his coat as if the night sky had been sewn into the fabric.
He looked like someone carved out of moonlight and whispered legends.
He looked unreal.
He stepped forward, every movement smooth and quiet.
I took an involuntary step back. “Uh—hi. I’m sorry, I don’t know how I got here. Or what this place even is or—”
“You’re late.”
I blinked. “What?”
His lips curved into the faintest hint of a smile—one that didn’t quite reach his eyes. “The ball began an hour ago. I expected you sooner.”
“I—I think you’re confusing me with someone else,” I stammered. “I didn’t even know this place existed five minutes ago.”
His gaze darkened. Not with anger—more like fascination. “You passed through the Veiled Door. Only one who is meant to enter can open it.”
I opened my mouth to argue.
To insist this was all a mistake.
To say I was just a normal woman who hated Christmas and who certainly wasn’t “meant” for anything magical.
But when his gloved hand reached out toward me—offering, not demanding—I felt the world shift under my feet.
“Welcome,” he said softly, “to the Midnight Realm.”
His voice wrapped around me like velvet.
“And welcome, Elowen Vale… to the beginning.”
My heart dropped.
“How do you know my name?”
His smile turned slow. Knowing.
Dangerous.
“Because,”
he murmured, “I am the one who called you here.”