Damned

Heaven or hell? Life or death? Are you good or dead? Life wasn't always this complicated. Living in heaven watching over humans, taking orders no question. Watching humans f**k up time and time again and no one can intervene. Watching death r**e war rage on and people praying to us to end all the suffering. Of course back then supernaturals lurked everywhere and didn’t help the downfall of human kind, until Lucifer had enough. He couldn't watch the destruction they were doing to the land they helped God create. Humans took advantage of each other and of what we did to provide for them. He fought back. Left heaven to help those who were dying from destruction. Helped fight for the right causes. Helped humans and supernaturals even if he opposed because god loved them. But God found out, punished him. Banned him for helping something God claimed to love, Of course that wasn't the whole reason he got banished. All of us that helped Lucifer got ranked lower. Imagine going from one of the most feared angels down to a guardian angel. Let me give you more insight into the truth leading up to Lucifer's fall. I was born a warrior of heaven. Ever since I was little I would pick fights and only get along with boys. My mother was Freya, I don't know who my dad was. She was also a fierce warrior, goddess of war and battle but also fertility and abundance. My older brother was Atticus. He followed my mothers footsteps of becoming a god while he always talked down on me saying I'm better being a protector of heaven. He always had a soothing way of talking, girls would fall at his feet, and everyone always believed him. His wings were gold and ombre into a white at the bottom. He always wore blinding white drapes over his body and his halo was pure gold representing the gods. His straight dirty blonde hair draped over his aqua blue eyes. We walked to high school together everyday. This is the first time we had classes together. As soon as we entered he got surrounded by all the females and I escaped in the crowd. He was way too protective of me. I put my ice white hair into a shoulder braid and started to walk to my classes. Lilith ran up to me and hugged me. Lilith was my only girl friend which made her my best friend. She had her brownish red hair tied up into a loose bun with a few strands framing her face. Her creamy skin glistened. Her silver-green eyes pierced like daggers into mine. Her emerald green drapes securly showed off her curves. “I heard Angel was looking for you?! Care to explain?” Angel was a nickname we gave lucifer. Since he was the opposite, He hated it. “I have no idea why he's looking for me.” I sighed and she whispered into my ear. “Guess we will find out another time.” she rolled her eyes as Micheal came up to us. Micheal was in sky blue drapes showing off his biceps. His hershey brown hair curled down around his face. His ice blue eyes are calm and collective. He walked up and kissed my cheek. He looked at Lilith and she glared back at him. He scoffed. “If you have something to say just say it.” “If I had anything to say to you it would be with Evelynne before she ever gives you a chance.” She laughed and I chuckled while he looked annoyed. He turned to face me and lifted my chin with his finger. “Don't forget we have practice after this bullshit.” I nodded my head and he flew off. His wings are pure white and flaunting. Next thing I knew Lilith grabbed my wrist and pulled me to class. We entered our first class of the day which was powers. In this class we learned all the powers there are for angels and what category you fall under. So say you have the ability to create life you would be part of the gods. If you had the ability to take down half or less than half of an army you would be moved into a warrior which is for angels. Of course there are certain levels of being an angel like archangel all the way down to guardian angel. No one knew what powers I had so I had to take classes for angels and gods until my powers showed through. It was honestly a boring class and I didn't care for it. I just lived for the action and actually trying out powers, taking people down. When class finally ended I flew out in such a rush. Lilith teleported to where I was and she took my hand. “I'm so sorry, for now I will only be in your god classes. I'm a god after all!” She jumped up and down excitedly and flew to her next class. I sighed and walked to my first gods class. As I entered I got pulled by my brother and he made me sit next to him. All the girls gave me dirty looks. He doesn't like admitting he has a sister so a lot of them think we are together. I just stared out the window letting the breeze uplift my body and take control of my hair that was loose. I wish it was night and I could see the moon instead of the blinding light. Next thing I know some jackass is standing in front of the window and takes the seat on my other side. My brother starts talking to him but I just stare down at the table in misery. Then the guy nudges me and I look up. It was Angel. Angel is my brother's best friend. He had his silverish blonde hair tied up and his black drapes only covering his bottom half. His 12 pack glistening in the sunlight and his dragon breath opal wings glistening making him irresistible. His dark but light skin complexion brought out his amber black eyes. He looked at me smiling with those dazzling white teeth. I had such a huge crush on him. He was the perfect god. The perfect angel. He spoke, his voice deep and memorizing. “Hey my little demon.” his lips curled into a smirk and he raised his eyebrows daring me to say something. “Hey angel.” I smirked as his face turned to anger. “Listen, my name is Lucifer so call me lucifer.” he was daring me. I smiled and giggled. His eyes etched me. “Whatever you say, Luci.” I winked at him and he turned furious. Atticus stood up and motioned Lucifer to shut up. Lucifer looked away and just stared at the front of the room. I slowly moved my hand into his and I saw him start to blush. He squeezed my hand and I clasped it back. At the end of that long boring ass class Lucifer pulled me out and flew us to a secret passageway. He closed the wall behind us and then pinned me against the wall. He stared deep into my eyes. I couldn't help but blush non stop. He kissed my forehead. “You have no idea how long I just wanted to see you alone.” he cupped his hand around my face and rested his forehead against mine. “Why are you doing this?” he pulled away and leaned on the other side of the wall. He sighed. “Ever since I turned to my forever age I just had a strong pull to you. Like I need you, I want you. You're all I can think about day and night. I can't focus without you. That pull, I can't explain it. It hurts seeing you with other guys even if they are your friend. But when you look at me I feel such passion, such happiness. It's like my soul is only ever complete with you Evelynne.” I scoffed and laughed. He looked at me in so much confusion. “Luc, you are a player, you just got bored cause you took everyones virginity except mine. You ran out of options. I'm not gonna be some sort of last resort for you.” He looked down with sadness in his eyes. I walked over to him. “If you really mean what you say, take the spell off me and help me. Then I might believe you if you don't go after anyone else.” he looked up in shock. “You know about the spell Atticus put on you?” “You really think I don't notice these things. I woke up one night when he was putting it on me. Because I woke up it didn't work that month and that is where I learned some of my powers I have now.” He looked at me in surprise but then he agreed to help and prove that he was being serious. I walked out and left to go find Micheal. As soon as I found Michael I tapped on his shoulder and he turned around. He smiled such a genuine smile. “Hey hun, can we just skip and go to practice? I can't stand to be here anymore.” he nodded and then picked me up. I started laughing and he threw me over his shoulder. “Come on princess, you said you want to battle but you obviously can't fight.” He laughed and then he flew us out of the school. He landed in the field behind the school where we practice to be warriors. He threw a sword and then we went into battle. He was strong and he had the ability to use his sword to control the wind. So basically if he throws his sword at an angle a gust of wind comes from that direction and blows the opponent to the otherside. I'm learning to dodge them. What i didn't expect was for him to learn a new skill which is being able to slice open the skin when he is standing 100 yards away. He balanced his sword on his finger and concentrated. He quickly slid it sideways and my stomach cut open. My gold blood came pouring out. We heard people talking and realized everyone left school to watch including my brother. I guess it's time to show off the new powers I learned. A teacher was about to come running down when I swung my sword right to left and then shoved it into the ground. The ground started to shake and as soon as I lifted my sword out of the ground I plummeted it back further into the ground sending a ripple that consumed his body and sent him flying back. Everyone stared in shock. I looked at my brother who had fear in his eyes. He quickly rushed out of the crowd as dirt and dust rose all around us making everyone disappear from my line of sight.. Then Lucifer teleported in front of me and gave me a potion. I looked at him in confusion as he placed the potion in my palms and whispered in my ears. My heart sank but my mind was racing. I quickly drank it and felt all these ropes fly off me. My blood started to pump and all this power rushed through my body. I looked at Lucifer and collapsed into his arms. All I heard was screaming and footsteps pounding towards us, then silence. I awoke in the medical section of the building. Lucifer was by my head arguing with Micheal and Lilith. Something about me, gods, powers, and curses. I raised my body up and my head swung low. I could barely move. All this agony and power coursed through my veins. Michael noticed that I sat up and ran into me. His arms wrapped around my head and upper back. He kept whispering something in my ears but all I could hear was ringing in my head. Lilith then pulled Michael off and clasped my cheeks raising my head towards her. She looked at me hard and stern and then gasped the second my eyesight became clear. “Evelynne… your eyes. They're violet!” They all stared at my eyes in shock and amazement. Lucifer ripped Lilith off me, sat on the bed and asked them to leave. Lilith forced Michael out as he was screaming at her. She locked the door on her way out and then the yelling faded. I looked at Lucifer who was staring straight into my eyes. “Can I help you Angel?” I asked playfully. He looked at me stern and unamused. I realized it was something serious and the playfulness wasn't a win here. “I think it's time to tell you why your brother was suppressing your powers.” he sighed and clasped his hands in mine. Sadness filled his eyes. “When you were born you had violet blue eyes. Your mother was fearful she would get looked down on for falling in love with a fallen god. She put a spell on you to turn your eyes blue. Only one god had violet eyes but he died during a battle against your mother. From rumors I have heard, he let her kill him so she could live a better life. To this day no one talks about it. I only know this because your brother told me. So I could be completely wrong but this is all I know about your father. Anyways, your brother was always envious of you. You would hold more power then most of the gods here meaning you could be the one true ruler over all of them. He wanted that position for himself. So he started to learn spells that could hide one's true powers. When you stopped being able to prove what powers you had he became the favorite and rightful air to your family. You showed no powers except the few guardian angel powers. He kept doing the potions to where you only showed signs of being just a normal angel. I guess he missed a month cause when you started showing warrior status of being an angel he freaked out and updated the potion so you could only be a fighter and started changing his plans. When he turned 23 he stopped aging. He has kept me in the dark since then. From what I have seen he shows great strength and doesn't have to be in school anymore. He stays to make sure you stay at the rank you are. He created a planet with humans and animals. He is officially a god but he just wants to keep tabs on you. When he saw the new powers you were able to do he left in a panic. I'm warning you. Don't mess with him anymore. Just act like this was a power you kept hidden to yourself. I don't want anything bad to happen to you.” I studied him waiting for the joke. Waiting for something. But he was completely serious. I looked away and got out of bed. I went towards the window and looked out. Lucifer came up from behind and grabbed my wrist. He whispered in my ears that he was sorry and he'll try to learn more. He was about to fly out into the sunset when I reached out and grabbed his hand. He turned around as an unexplainable urge surged through me and I hugged him. I felt him tense up then slowly relax and nuzzle into my neck as his arms wrapped around my waist. I was about to speak when he let go and left. I watched him fly into the purplish reddish sky as I filled up with anger thinking about my brother. “Guess it's time to play around then.” I whispered as I smirked with rage filling up inside me.