Soleil

Death

Im dead inside.

I am still shocked for what happened. Just yesterday everything were okay. And then this tragic day happened. I wish today did not come. I wish we stayed yesterday. My Ambrose is never coming back now.

"Darling, you should eat." my mom said.

She came by the moment she heard the bad news. Gladly, she's here with me.

I just stared blankly.

Amelia had to talk again with the surgeon about the details of the surgery for her to clearly understand what failed on the surgery. Nathalie, I dont know where she is. Probably grivieng somewhere.

"Miss? Are you ready to see him?" The nurse said to us.

I dont know what to say. Im nervous and scared I might faint. I dont want to see him dead. I want him alive.

"Soleil, dear. Im finished talking to the doctor. I heard what the nurse said. I think it's time for us to see him." Amelia said with a shaky voice.

I did not agree or disagree. My mom just guided me and supported while we walk towards the morgue. I dont want this. I want to see him alive and smiling. Not this.

Amelia started crying out loud. Now I am too. I was shaking. My knees are trembling. I couldn't help but hug him tight and whispered in the air that I wish this was just a dream. The person who brightened up my life is now the reason why it is becoming dark. This is not what I perceived.

I wish, this is just a dream. Wake me up.