Kurt I run down the stairs and into the forest, I can feel him behind me but I don't look back. Everything is messed up and confusing. I can’t have a mate, I'm an assassin. I kill people for a living, I have a permanent target on my back at all times. Why would the goddess give me a mate? It wasn't fair to dangle something in front of me that I want so badly but know I can't have. It wouldn’t be fair to pursue this but even just being near him is torture. I knew i was bisexual a long time ago. I told very little people about it due to my profession but also not a lot of shifters were gay or bisexual. Usually it was frowned upon due to needing a woman to produce offspring. However I knew a long time ago children would never be in my future. Neither would a mate until recently i never wan

