Painful love

#painful_love Kira's pov Kira!!! I heard my step mom call me I opened my eyes I went to the door and opened it as expected a resounding slap landed on me Are you deaf,you this witch have started again later now they will say am wicked have been calling you now for more than 2 times yet you didn't answer me she said angrily No ma,I didn't hear I was sleeping,I felt a slight headache so I....... Before I could finish talking another slap landed on me I looked up and blink the threatening tears back Have you counted the beads I gave to you? She asked No ma I was counting it but I slept off I said Really now you are so lazy to the extent that simple bead you can't count again about I will teach you to respect me when I tell you to do something you do it she said as she slapped me the third time and she pulled me out and locked me outside I started crying,I knew knocking isn't part of the option cause am sleeping outside today Why is my life so miserable I wish I was never born How can my mom be so wicked to leave me in this painful world I hate everyone I hate my dad I hate my mom I hate my step mom And I also hate my step brother I remember what happened to me four years ago,I was 14 years then and my step brother Austin was 17 years #4_years_ago Austin am here,you called me right? I said smilling, Austin was my only supporter,he never allows anyone to cheat on me,he always stood for me,he sometimes fight his mom just for my sake,he never allowed anyone to bully me,he loves me and I also loves him Yes my beautiful dolly I called you he said and smiled back So what's up I said sitting down with him on his bed Oh nothing baby am just bored,he said touching my neck,dolly why do you look feverish and also you are sweating he said Oh am just having a slight headache I said Oh dolly I think you should take a shower, go shower in my bathroom I went to his bathroom and removed my clothes, I on the shower then I started talking my bath I heard the door open,I would have used a cloth to cover myself but I don't have a towel with me so I used my hands to cover myself Who's that I looked back to see Austin naked. He looked at me with lust What do you think you are doing........... Before I could finish he started kissing me forcefully like his life depended on it. I tried pushing him away but he held me and started caressing my boobs, he pressed it so hard that It started paining me cause it just started shooting out,I started shouting telling him to leave me alone but he wouldn't listen he kept on doing it. Later he pushed me to the floor and started kissing me from my neck downwards I shouted and start beating him he used his hands to cover my mouth but I bite his hands,he slapped me,tears ran down my eyes for the first time Austin hurt me he wanted to open my legs but I didn't allow him so he punched me on the face,I became powerless so he had his way My step brother r***d me ???? #presently 5555........................5560 I finished counting the beads, I looked up and it's already morning, students are already going to school Well my step mum told my dad not to send me to school cause am not serious,but that's a lied I have to go to work, first this morning am going to the restaurant where I walk on Mondays I feel so sick inside,I feel so feverish but I still have to go to the restaurant,I went to Rose's house,my best friend, morning rose what's the time? I asked 8:30 ?????? What? OMG am late I rushed into her bathroom had my bath I don't even dry or comb my hair I just ran out ************Restaurant*********** I don't know just know why we have no costumer today not even a single person entered all I saw were body guards everywhere,I just stayed in my position and I started dozing off when my boss called me to serve a guy who sat alone in our restaurant,I looked at him OMG he looks so expensive,his earings are real gold he wore a gold chain,his dress sense is so out standing, I just stood there wandering if he's truely a human being Kira are you paying attention to me my boss said jolting me out of my thoughts oh okay sir I said and went to serve him as I was moving towards him he I saw another guy entering he looks so cute they look like a girl OMG are they humans I said as I looked at the one sitting down I moved towards him but I slipped and all the contents poured on him oh no am dead I said as I lay down as the guards came running inside OMG am in trouble