Delilah's POV. Waking up has never been this terrible. My whole body ached and felt numb. Just then I realized I was on the floor back in the living sprawled out. My chest felt heavy and so did my eyes but it wasn't sleep it was something else, what is it, why I'm I sprawled out here not in all my memories even after being drop dead drunk had I ever sprawled on the floor while alone, maybe with friends I did where we'd all be all over but not while I’m alone, and then the memories started kicking in , the nightmares, how I almost killed myself and how I ended up this drunk and sprawled all over in the living room. The memories had finally succeeded in penetrating into my dream land also. One of which was of my mother blaming me for her family abandoning her, she had called me lots of nam

