So I ended up doing what I had said I wouldn’t. I was curious yet I wanted to believe so much of what grandma had written there was true. I just hoped the answers I was looking for weren’t in any of the journals I had burnt previously but now one thing for sure is that I’m gonna go through all the other journals till I get the answers. I barely understood the letter I guess that’s why grandma didn’t send the letter. If I can barely put one and two together now what about when I was twelve.
After a couple of searching I found one that talked about how dad changed. It talked of how dad was ready to have me and how happy he was.
After Andrew learned about the pregnancy he was the happiest I had seen him in years though him and Jessica didn’t know each other. But I could tell my son ardors
