Bás (completed book 6 of the blood moon saga)

7

"Ssssh it's ok. Do you want to go back inside? My warriors won't hurt you and I can call the wolves over to sit with you?"

"You have wolves? Real wolves?"

"Yeah. In Fact you can have one of your own if you like?"

I whistle and aura comes straight to my side. He jumps up and sniffs fay, she freezes but he licks her and whines. She pats him on the head and he drops his tongue out of his mouth.

"His name is aura, he's mine."

I whistle again and a few more join us.

"This is red, that one is bruiser, and that one is Rex. I'm there alpha and your their Luna they will die protecting you"

She smiles and her heart rate lowers considerably, I sit her on a chair and the wolves surround her, aura gets on the chair beside hers and lays his head in her lap. She grins at them. But a warrior gets too close and red growls and snarls at him; he jumps away with his hands in the air and Fay giggles.

"See, they will protect you. And if you want to go inside just let me know and I'll be right by your side. I'll train just over there ok?"

I was nervous leaving her but she took my face in her hand and kissed my cheek. I grinned at her loving the contact

"I promise I'm ok and I'll tell you if that changes"

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Fays POV

I watch him walk away, as he leaves the wolves surrounded me and aura basically lay across my lap. I ran my fingers through his thick pelt of hair, his grey fur was bright and healthy under the summer sun, he basically purred on my lap making me giggle. The others looked like they were ready to kill anyone that gets too close and I felt incredibly safe with them. They were the most beautiful animals I had ever layed my eyes on and it was obvious they new what they were doing, they looked bigger and stronger than wild wolves.

I watched the warriors stretch. I don't think I've ever seen so many good looking people in one spot before. Hundreds of people were stretching and pairing up.

It's what I would imagine an army camp to be like. All disciplined and loyal, it was refreshing really. Humans didn't have this kind of loyalty to each other but they should.

I could see Arden was distracted, he was constantly watching me. It was nice but I didn't want him to get distracted and get hurt. I gave him a reassuring smile and he sighed and smiled back. The smile lit up his beautiful face. He was so handsome and a perfect mix of his mother and father.

I watched as the circled off and started to fight and I was shocked at how brutal they fought. Blood and gore flew in all directions, a flurry of movement. But no matter how brutal they are they always get up and shake themselves off and shake hands before starting to fight all over again, it should probably make me afraid But it didn't and instead it made me feel safe. If this is what they would do to each other what would they do to an intruder or someone that was there to hurt their alpha.

I watched for a while but when arden got hit and fell, I was pissed. I'm not sure what drove me to my feet but something did and I walked to him surrounded in the wolves. Arden put his hand up for the man to stop and he did, then his eyes widen as I run to Ardens side. I fall to his side and pull him into a hug. He looked fine but I felt so guilty for me being there and causing him to slip up because he was distracted.

"Your distracted because of me and your going to get hurt"

He sits up and runs his finger down my face.

"You don't need to worry fayfay. He won't hurt me. Do you want to go inside?"

I shake my head. I didn't want to leave him.

"No I just got scared you got hurt"

He leans forward and rests his forehead against mine. I wanted so badly to close the gap and kiss him but I couldn't. Instead I took a sniff of his edible scent and smiled.

"Better?"

He asks me, I smile and nod, he kisses my cheek and I get back up and I retreat with the wolves around me. I take my seat again and end up red faced when I notice everyone watching me. Aura growls at a man that's watching me with interest. His eyes widen and he steps back. They were all terrified of the wolves and that gave me great comfort. I could get use to this feeling of safety.

Aura climbs back on my lap and I pull out Ardens phone and decides to order some clothes. I ordered some jeans and T-shirt's and oversized shirts and hoodies. Some sweatpants and leggings. More underwear that looks comfortable and pyjamas. I decide to order myself a phone and hope Arden doesn't mind. Then I choose handbags and hair accessories and some makeup and girly products.

By the time I'm done more wolves had surrounded me and a little one came right up to me and jumped on my knee. It licked my face and noticed it was a she. I giggled as she licked aura too. aura liked her, I could tell.

"What will we call you Eh?"

I pet her soft fur and she snuggles beside aura on my knee, her bright red pelt was almost as bright as my own hair.

"You can name her if you like. She's auras mate he just has to wait until she matures enough"

Surprisingly surrounded by wolves I didn't jump in fear when Baylee came up behind me. I smiled at her.

"How do you know they are mates?"

"I have had a connection with wolves since I was 7, I started and created the Wolfpack. I can feel what they feel, and I can see you have a connection to them. You new aura liked her"

I was surprised

"Yes actually I did feel that"

"Yeah you have a connection with them too. Look at the crowd you have gathered. They are taking your pain. They take my pain too but they only take the pain of people they are connected to and you for some reason are."

"That's why I'm not nervous?"

"That and I think you realise that your safe here"

I did feel safe. I looked around at the crowd of people fighting and I realised I really really am safe here.

"Yeah I think you're right, what do you think of Accalia For her name?"

Baylee smiles and pats the wolf beside her.

"She wolf in Latin. I like it. This is Akela, he is my wolf, when my anxiety and pain gets bad he lays on me like a blanket and takes it away I think that's what aura and Accalia are doing for you"

I was amazed but for some reason I knew she was right. But Arden distracted me by coming to my side.

"Hey, are you ready to get breakfast?"

I smile and nudge accilia awake. I set her down on her feet and I walk into Ardens arms. I didn't realise how much I missed him so when he didn't lift me I climbed on him. He chuckled but he grabbed my butt and lifted me into his arms. I snuggled into his neck and suddenly everything felt right in the world.

"Did you shop?"

"Yes. I bought loads and a new phone. I hope you don't mind?"

"I don't mind. We all need a phone plus I said you can get anything you want."

"I've never really been into material things. I prefer experiences and memories. Shoes or bags have never appealed to me"

"Interesting"

We had breakfast with Ardens family and I was happy that accilia and aura followed me around. It was nice and made me feel safe. When we finished our breakfast we went outside to smoke and the other wolves ran to us. I climbed of Arden and sat with them as I smoked,

"You have an amazing connection with them. Kind of like my mother"

"I really like them. She said they are taking my pain"

"Yeah they are. And the more they take the less worry you have in your face and the more beautiful you become"

I blushed not use to the attention but not understanding our connection enough to admit it out loud. I can see he's holding back and allowing me the time I need to trust him. But I do, it's Myself that I don't trust. What if I kiss him and freak out. He said the only thing in the world that can hurt him is me. Little old me. So what if I freaked out and hurt his feelings. I can feel his feelings almost like they are my own.

I know when he's nervous or trying not to laugh. It's like a thin line between us. Connecting us and helping me trust him. I just didn't want to go too fast and lose it. I don't want to hurt him like that.

He chuckles at my red face but I stay silent. Unsure of what to say.

"Are you ready to be healed? You can stop at any time, ok?"

Nerves ate at my stomach but I nodded and took his hand and climbed back into his awaiting arms.

"And you won't leave me?"

I whisper suddenly terrified.

"Never. Me and you forever. Like it or not"

The thought made me smile. I squeezed him tighter to answer and he carried me back into the house. I giggled as the other wolves followed us in.

"You have to command them to go. But they can stay if you want them to. Just maybe not so many"

He chuckles and I'm surprised I have that much power over them. I looked them over. There must have been 12 around us.

"Aura, accilia and a few others stay the rest leave for now please"

We both watched them as half of them retreated and left. I chuckle in excitement. 12 wolves just listened to me and did what I said! That is insanely cool.

"That's so cool. It makes me feel so powerful"

I tell him watching them in awe. But as I watch them he watches me making me blush.

"See I told you. You are powerful"

He kisses my cheek and his lips linger there as he sniffs me. I smile and I can feel his lips turn up slightly too. He plants another soft kiss then pulls back so I rest my head on his shoulder as we walk

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Ardens POV

I carried her to my office and sat with her on the couch and placed a blanket over us both. We rested there until gran arrived.

"Ok so If you need to stop just tell me and Arden will hold you the entire time."

She took a deep breath and I felt her place a soft kiss on my chest lingering there for a while. I have the overwhelming urge to kiss her but I'm trying my best to give her the time she needs to heal.

"I'm ready"

Gran sits beside us and she takes fays hand

"So normally I start with the worst memories first ok?"

"Ok"

Her heartbeat started to raise but I could feel gran calm her slightly. Strangely I felt the calm wash over me but she wasn't touching me so it must have been radiating off her. She closes her eyes and sniffs my chest and I see gran's head snap back but all of a sudden I'm pulled into the memory too.

(Please be aware that the next bit is distressing and disgusting but it does happen all over the world. It's sick and wrong but it's also important to raise awareness about what woman all over the world sometimes deal with on a daily basis)

——— Fays Flashback———-

It was like I was Fay and right in the memory with her.

"You f*****g dare talk to me like that and try to hit me! you stupid little cunt!"

A man in his early 20's spat at me. His dark black hair was short and tidy. His skin was flawless, and his green eyes really made his eyes pop and were a perfect contrast to his brown skin. He wasn't the biggest person I've ever seen but still larger than me. But he was a monster. Under the beauty he was a complete monster.

He turned and went to the stove. I freaked and ran to the corner. Another man came into view, his name was donny. Bright porcelain skin with big blue eyes. he was larger than Steven but still he was a monster but a monster like him I could deal with. A monster like Steven I couldn't.

"Don't do this dude. It could kill her"

"Step the f**k back she deserves worse than death and this is what she gets. If it kills her she will die in pain"

"If you do it you won't be able to touch her. Do something else. But not this, this is beyond sick"

He takes donny by the throat and pushes him against a wall.

"She needs to be purified! She's a dirty w***e and she needs to be cleansed."

"Please don't, I promise I'll be good, I promise. I'll do anything I promise"

I whisper in a small voice, his eyes snap to mine and he throws me an evil sadistic grin.

"You made your bed now you will lay in it. Patrick hold her down NOW"

The other man looks terrified but he comes to me and grabs me around the waist. His green eyes look at me terrified. He feels bad for me but he's probably too afraid of his sadistic mate to do anything that would upset him. But that doesn't stop me screaming and begging him to stop him.

"Please I'll do anything, I swear, just not this please"

I scream so loud my own ears hurt but I don't care. I kick and hit and bite but nothing works. Nothing is going to stop him from purifying me and the thought made me sick.

The pain. I can't even imagine the pain. The other 2 were bad but Steven was a sick f**k. He was exiled from his people for trying to purify the girls. They released him into humanity like we meant nothing. Now he was going to ruin me. Stop me from ever feeling pleasure or even having a child.

Donny had tears run down his face. He didn't want this. Yes he was bad but he was the one I could depend on slightly. He didn't hurt me as long as I listened. So to see him cry made this all feel more real. If that sick f**k cries over what's about to happen then it really must be bad.

Patrick caught my arms and tied them to the table. I could hear the burner on as he heated up the knife. They tied my legs to my thighs and opened my legs wide.

Exposing me to them. Donny came and lay on my chest.

"I'm sorry fay I really am I never wanted this to happen"

That's the moment I stop screaming. I stop fighting and I just give up. Patrick puts a belt to my lips so I bite it and close my eyes waiting for the pain to start.

And when the pain started I had never felt anything like it in my life I bit down on the belt and I screamed, I screamed bloody murder as the pain never stops only intensifying as he continues to maim me.

How did people do this to their kids? Why would people do this? Female castration it's called that in some countries. It's sick as f**k and anyone that did it needed to be lined up and shot.

I thought of all the girls all over the world going through this right now. How many are biting into a belt as they are ruined forever just like me. How many are being held against their will or forced to stay with men that hurt them. I didn't just cry and scream for me, I cried and screamed for them to.

When he was done it felt like he was still doing it. The pain was so bad. They untied me from the table and donny lifted me into his arms and brought me to the bathroom. A trail of blood followed me out.

"Please knock me out please I need something to stop it"

"Patrick get the medication out and bring it in here. I won't f*****g forgive him for doing this to her"

He grabbed the shower head as Patrick ran off. He put the cold water on and held it to my private parts. I screamed as the water hit me. The pain was so bad I've never felt anything like it before.

Patrick comes back with a box and opens it. I grab the morphine and take 3 pills ignoring their protests then I grab paracetamol and I take 4 of them. I lean back and let the cold water clean me.

"Get me a mirror please. And a smoke. Please. I need to smoke to distract myself please"

Donny nodded to Patrick, he ran from the room and came back a minute later with a mirror. He places it between my legs and I crumble at the sight, he basically skinned me but all my parts were still there but the burns were bad. I could feel some inside me too.

I had to concentrate on the positives. I still had all my parts. I could still escape and have a baby one day. I might not enjoy anything ever but I still had my parts.