broken

an unusual day in school

I got out of bed and put on the outfit i picked out. Then got my phone and stopped the music went to the message app and clicked on Kupa i wanted to text him but i stopped myself, thought maybe he needed a little more sleep. so instead I packed my books in my bag and went down stares to get some breakfast. my mom and dad were settled in at the dinner table and seemed to be almost done, but as soon as I walked in they stopped. dad seemed happy to see me but mom on the other hand seemed guilty and angry at the same time.

"morning baby doll." dad said with a smile on his face.i said morning back to him giving him a smile walked to him and gave him a quick hug while I gave myom a smile and a short wave.

then went passed them and headed for the kitchen where I went to the fridge, got the leftover lasange and placed it in the microwave to warm. I walked to the dinner table were my parents were sitting then took my sit while waiting for the lasagna to warm up.

the thought of me going to school this early was lonely so I decided to texted Kupa anyway, I needed him to keep me company.

Me

"wake up sleepy head." I texted impatiently waiting for him to reply. And a minutes later he did

Kupa

"hey morning"

me

" morning how are you? And are you ready for school?"

Kupa

" am okay, how are you? no, not yet. why do you ask?"

Me

" am okay too. Am going to school early today, so i thought you could maybe do the same thing?"

Kupa

" Mmmh... , why's that?" he 'response made it seem like he didn't want to.

Me

" I'm trying to get out the house and i need company. pretty please." I begged hopping he would agree.

Kupa

" give me thirty."

wait what then we wont really be early.

Me

"thirty?? that's way too much, I'll give you ten."

Kupa

" What?? tens too little, okay give me fifteen but you owe me breakfast."

Me

"deal, you can pick me up when you're done. okay?"

Kupa

"Hmmm... How about you pick me up in fifteen."

me

"fine how does lasagne sound."

Kupa

"sounds good to me."

I put my phone down and headed back upstairs to look for my car keys. grabbed a hoodie from my closet, wore my shoes and headed back down stairs.i went to the dinning table were i got my phone, i put it in the pocket of my hoodie then walk to the kitchen.

i checked on the lasagne and it was ready. I put some in two separate bows the grabbed two juice boxes from the fridge.

then went to the drive way to put everything into the car.

I noticed Everytime I walked passed the dinner table mom would keep opening and closing her. she wanted to say something but didn't, I really wasn't in the mood to hear it so I didn't bother asking what.

five minutes running back and forth, I was finally sure I didn't forget anything so I hope in the driver's seat and started the car.

while backing up mom ran towards the car yelling my name so I stopped and rolled down the Window. " we haven't spent time together in so long, we won't do the shopping for the funeral if you like. we can go to the spar, then the saloon, have lunch maybe?" she said. I could see the tears forming in her eyes.

My mom and I haven't really been close for a very long time and it was because she put her work before me for at least half my life. and I don't trust her anymore she might do it again so I might as well avoid the pain.

it my head I kept saying "you don't want to go" and I believed it but when I said it she smiled then I realized I said the exact opposite.

"yeh!" she screamed, " come home exactly after school and we'll do just that." she said with the wife's smile plastered on her face.

she told me everything she planned if was a short but detailed explanation, I sounded like she had been planning it for a long time now.

after she was done she waved me good bye and I left.