why me?

Punishment

He yanked me over, and I could smell the whiskey on his breath, he punched me in the face again.

"Thats for not being up when I arrived" he said.

he ripped my skirt and undergarments off. so I was naked, and forcefully shived himself into me.

I screamed internally, closed my eyes so my tears wouldn't fall, he kept thrusting hard into me, I couldn't wait till it was all over.

"Why moongoddess? why me?" I kept on repeating in my head.

Once he was done, he punched me again I. the face, and whispered "You know, know body will believe you if you tell, and if you do I will kill you", I knew he would too, ever since my parents died and I became the out cast. I was treated differently, I blame my self for their death every day, the pack says it was my fault, in the beginning I never believed them but now I do, I'm a useless wolfless ugly mistake.

Once I knew he was out of the room, I slowly turned over, the pain pulsing up my body, I knew my face would be swollen I couldn't feel it.

I slowly got up, and crept over to the broken mirror.

I didn't even recognize myself, my slim, plae face now red and swollen, my bright blue eyes, nearly closed, my dark straight hair is a birds nest.

I use tonhave porciline skin, with roy pink cheeks, a beautiful smile and the brightest green eyes. The packs made me weak, they knew how to do and did it, even my so called friends bullied me.

I use to popular, and loved, you see my dad was the Beta of the pack, my brother was next in line to stand next to Alpha Blakes son Cameron, but when my parents died my brother took it hard because his mate also died with them, but im to blame because I'm an orphan and have been for the past 4years, im lower the lower. why couldn't they just kill me already so I could be with my family. as they say "Dreams are for free".

I stood there looking at myself, I could hear the young newly mated couples howling, awww how I wished that was me aswell. Ill never find a mate. I'm stuck here in the stupid pack, "Dark Blood pack" for the rest of my life, I dont even have a wolf most females wolves come out at 14years old, and males wolves at 13, but we don't find our mates till we're 18.

"Your strong Mia, you didn't die for a reason, youv been put through all these obstacles, of heart ache, abuse and other challenges for a reason, my love. I will show when the time is right" I heard i spun around and saw nobody.

I must be day dreaming, or going crazy.....