To The Alpha who Broke My Heart

Seven

Chapter Seven : A court of enemies in one

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I felt like I would collapse if I did not sit down, so I quickly grabbed for something and hold myself against it, making sure that I keep myself steady with it, but making sure that I did not look like I am weak in front of all these omegas. I was their luna after all, they could not mistake me for being weak.

"Diana is still busy, would you like any help?" One of the girls said. Her name was Daphne and I did not know Daphne well. I needed Diana, Diana was the only one who was allowed access to that room, so I could not let her help me with anything.

"Daphne, I need….." I could not even finish the rest of my sentence.

She quickly grabbed me by the hand and looked me in the eyes. Something but her eyes was so awry I did not even know what she was thinking. I could not even tell even if I tried. And I honestly was not making much effort. I just knew that I needed to close my eyes.

"I just need to close my eyes for a little bit. I have a very very bad headache." My head was pounding to a point where I felt that I could cry, to a point where I could not even hear the voice of my wolf.

Everything was so dead silent in my head that I could hear was the beating, like someone was beating a million drums in my head and I just needed to sit down. Something was going on. I did not like it. Perhaps it was one of my early pregnant symptoms, I thought to myself, and for a quick second I was scared, terrified. But I remained on myself that no, I would know. I should know, I've been pregnant before, maybe I'm just exaggerating, like I said, probably something that I contacted in the forest and not need to overexact myself and worry myself to this point.

Diana finally showed herself, again, she had a look of worry, plastered on her face and she saw me and widened her eyes because I was already on my knees.

"My Luna, why do you kneel?" She asked quickly offering me her hand. I did not hesitate to grab it because I needed to get myself out of this room.

"You know what? You should rest. I've prepared some tea for you. It should help you. I heard that you have a very horrible headache. This tea will help you." She gave me something, I did not even look at it before I started guzzling it, drinking it so quickly, just hoping for quick relief.

Please, please, please. This pounding needs to stop, I thought to myself. I just need this headache to go away. I was losing my mind. It was so bad that I had both of my hands to the side of my temples and I just wanted to scream.

Diana saw this and she quickly laid me down on my back, forcing my head up and forcing me to drink the rest of the tea.

"You have to drink it, it's good for you," she kept reminding me and I just obliged because I just needed this whole thing to go away. I was just that desperate.

After the tea, I felt a sense of relief, but it was just for a second before the pain returned, this time around more sharper.

I need to sleep," I told them. "Carry me to the room." I told passing guard and he looked at me with quick urgency and he immediately scooped me up into his arms. "Diana, check on my babies."

" They're fine. They're really fine." She assured me and I nodded my head quickly.

" I need to see them before, make sure that I did not sleep for too long because they will get hungry. They need the nourishment they get from my milk." I told her and she nodded her head or at least that's what I saw.

My vision was now blurry, very very vague and my thoughts as well were hazy. I could not even tell what I was thinking anymore. All I knew was that I wanted to close my eyes and I did as I felt myself floating as I was carried through to the palace and when I wake up, I woke up to a nightmare.

No amount of words could explain what I was feeling right now, and no amount of justification could justify why I was being put through all of this.

I could not believe it. My whole world was crumbling apart, falling apart right before my eyes and there was nothing I could do to stop the disaster from escalating. I tried to speak but my voice could not come out and every single time I would try to say something, Eraline would immediately tried to silence me. Her wicked voice would rise above mine and the court would listen to her.

But I did not get it. The way they just shook me out of sleep, the way they told me that my babies were gone, it did not make sense to me and no one wanted to explain to me why I could not see them.

"Please just let me see them. I want to see my babies. I know they are not gone. It's not true." I cried out, and yet again he looked at me with such hatred in his eyes, like I was speaking the most absurd, insulting, obscene things. And the way that his eyes stared at me made me feel like I had swords of different lengths piercing through my heart all the way straight up to my soul.

Why would he look at me like that? I was validated in my claims. I needed to see them. You could not just tell me that my babies are dead and not let me see them just for a final goodbye.

I was weeping. I was weeping so hard. I had long passed the point of sobbing to a point where my words were incomprehensible. But I needed to get my words out. I needed to be heard.

" I demand to see them. I will not believe anything you said until I've seen their bodies and I did not do it! I did not do it!" I yelled at the top of my lungs and this time around I could tell that Eraline was getting more and more annoyed.

Yes, very soon she would rise from my chair and she will come and give me two more heart slaps like she already has and there's absolutely nothing I can do about it because in this court she is superior, she is queen, and she would most likely be the one to decide my fate.