The unwanted, And what she didn't know.(COMPLETED)

chapter 11

David

"sorry" she said and went into the bathroom and locked the door .. what exactly happened, I didn't understand anything.

"Do you think I scared her?" Layla asked while she looked worried ..

"I would have been scared if I had the whole matebond thing thrown at me .. but you had no choice and I thought you explained it well, It was better you explain it then I".. I muttered..

Layla walked over to the bathroom and knocked on the door "Jessi do you wanna to talk? Im so sorry if I scared you".

"no, I ... I .. I didn't get scared you told it very well .. thank you .... I .. just want to gather my thoughts .... " I heard that jessi was obviously upset ..

"I'm going down to see how it goes with the dinner, you can come down to the dining room when you feel ready" Layla said and stayed at the door until Jessi replied "okay ..".

Layla mindlinked me that I probably should knock on the door in a while ..

I nodded .. I sat deep in thoughts.. what if she panicked because she doesn't want me... A strong fear washed over me .. she will reject me..fuck.... Everything has gone too fast .. I felt Xavier wimmer in my head at the thought of losing his mate before he even got the chance to meet her ..

I gathered my courage and went forward and knocked on the bathroom door.

"Jessi, sorry .. I understand that this is going to fast .. I .. I'm going into my room so you can be for yourself" It came out in a weak voice. I felt my heart ache .. I knew she was sad but I didn't know what to do ..

I went to my room, I saw that I had forgotten my phone .. damn .. I considered if it was time to go and pick it up but I didn't care about the phone..

I waited about 15 minutes and decided to go down to the dining room. As I walked past her room I couldn't help but stand outside and put my hand on the doorknob, I wanted to go in..

But she will probably think I'm weird if not scary coming into her again .. damn .. I felt so divided .. I wanted nothing more than to hold her, to protect her from the world .. I was about to turn to leave when the door opened.

She had gathered herself, I could see that she had cried .. Suddenly I saw how she began to cry again and slammed the door .. I panicked and didn't know how to behave .. I didn't manage to stop myself before I knocked on the door and opened it .. She was sitting on the floor just below the foot of the bed and leaned back and forth... rocking herself ..

"sorry .. I can ... I.." I walked up to her and sat down next to her.. we had some space between us.. She didn't even look at me but pulled her knees up to her stomach and held her arms around her legs while burying her face in her knees.. "I can't leave you like this .." I didn't know what to think .. I felt so useless .. "sorry .. I don't want to be a burden .." she whispered through her voice. It was thick after all the crying ..

We sat silent for a while. When she had calmed down, I gathered courage. "You are not a burden, far from it .. You are a blessing ..I don't understand what the moon goddness thought, but I must have done something right in my life to deserve you... "

We sat silent for a few minutes before she broke the silence .. "So you will not reject me?" I turned harshly and embraced her "No! and if you reject me I will never accept it .." She started crying again really hard .. I let go of her a little and looked down at her .. I felt a sudden fear....what if she does not want me? ...

"I accept it if that's what you want .. sorry .. I .. I don't want you to be unhappy .." I felt my eyes burn, with the thought that she didn't want me it burned in my heart. A tears escaped my eye socket, I don't even remember when I last cried .. Then I felt how her hand stroked my tears away.. I looked into her green eyes, I sat still for a moment so scared to say or do something that would made her cry again .. Her eyes were swollen from crying.

She leaned her head against my chest. "I'm broken, useless and unwanted .. I don't understand how the moon goddess thought .." I interrupted her... "No not one more word..you may be broken, but useless and unwanted will you never be I will love you until the day my heart stops beating. If you ask me to jump I will ask you how high .. I will love every part of you and all that it means .. but unwanted and useless is something you will never be ... I hugged her tightly and kissed her in the hair .. " She looked up at me .. "is it okay if we eat here instead?" I asked her .. I didn't want to walk anywhere..

I wanted to stay here with her in my arms.. "it's okay, I'll be happy to stay here with you for a while longer .." She smiled.

She is so beautiful when she smiles .. I mindlinked Layla that we wanted the food sent to the room. "what do you do when you disappear like that with your eyes? I've seen Luna Grace, you, Benjamin and Layla do it a couple of times now .." she looked thoughtful ..

"That's when we mindlink each other .. it's like a phone call but without a phone..we can talk to each other from a distance but not to far away then it doesn't work...sorry I'm not good at explaining things"... "it's okay I think I understood..thank you"...

"David .. I have so many questions .." She turned to me and held my hands .. "Then ask, we have all night," I smiled at her.

There was a knock on the door and it was Layla who brought the food. "Thank you Layla," Jessi said. "It's okay, have you talked now?" Layla asked curiously.

"We have just started," I replied and smiled. "Okay but then I'll leave you to it" Layla said and left the room.

Jessica

I had so many questions. We ate the food in silence, still sitting on the floor, I looked out and saw that it was getting dark .. "what time is it?" David turned and reached over the bed for his phone. "Almost 7" he looked at me. He must have seen my look of concern .. "it will be the fourth day tomorrow, That I"m without Ron and Anna" I felt such sadness ..

"We'll pick them up tomorrow.

We'll bring some of the guards with us." He looked at me and all I could see in his eyes was love. It's so weird we barely knew each other .. What I have seen of him I do already love. I knew Ron and Anna would love him... A new family. But a loving one without a lot of mental and physical abuse..

"I think... that I stay here .. In this room .. you are more than me,so you need a bigger room.." I looked at him for a long time .. but I thought that he was right .. I didn't even want to argue with him .. I liked how we just sat here together ..

"It's not worth arguing, I don't accept a no" he looked at me with one eyebrow raised and smiled.

"I wasn't going to" I said with a smile.

He leaned forward towards me, then he stopped, "is it okay if I kiss you?" he asked cautiously. I leaned forward and kissed him. He tasted delicious, we deepened our kiss, I felt my whole body fill with sparks, I grabbed his neck and pulled him closer to me, He moaned and he invited his tongue, I welcomed it and the kisses became more intense I had to interrupt to fetch some air, He put his forehead against mine, stared deep into my eyes. I couldn't help it, I started kissing him again, more intensely I felt how I was about to explode, all the sparks, it felt like fireworks I started pulling my fingers through his hair in the neck. I moaned. I felt how wet I was starting to get of desire, I got goosebumps, my n*****s became stiff and I could hear in his breathing that he was aroused too. He interrupted the kiss and kissed me down my neck, bit me in my ear and I gasped loudly. He withdrew from me "I .. I have to stop" he said full of lust in his eyes .. "why?" I looked at him with desire, I wanted him .. I wanted him now .. we were meant for each other and I was ready.

He looked at me almost painfully, "please" I leaned towards him again, he looked deep into my eyes. "I don't want us to stress anything, I want you to be ready .." He looked so innocent. I got up "okay" he started putting our plates on the tray that Layla had brought. He walked away to put it on the living room table. I couldn't let go of how much I wanted him .. And he wanted me… I followed him with my eyes then I decided to follow my desire..

I went towards him when he had his back against me and when he was about to turn around I was standing right in front of him. He froze and looked at me, I looked up at him and said "I'm ready .." .

He pressed his lips against mine, stopped for a second and looked deep into my eyes "are you sure?" he asked in a husky voice, I didn't even answer I just kissed him hard and I put down all my desire for him in that kiss, he gasped and kissed me deeply and intensely, I pressed my hands under his T-shirt and stroked his back , he took a step back and threw off his shirt, I looked with admiration he was really fit under the T-shirt was an six pack. He took a step towards me again and looked at me "you are so beautiful" he groaned. I looked away I blushed he grabbed my chin and pulled my face up so I met his gaze "you are.." I pressed my lips against his. He had his hands on my back, I backed away and threw off my top, I took a step back and kissed him again, he lifted me up and I put my legs around his hips. He walked towards the bed with me like that. He leaned forward the bed so that I landed softly he threw me gently up in bed and lay over me.

I felt my whole body tingle by his touch. He sat between my legs, he looked at me for approval. I took my hands down to my fly and started to open it while I smiled at him. He pulled my jeans off gently. He kissed me from my ankles and all the way up to my p***y he handed out lustful kisses and I moaned silently for every touch he made. He leaned forward and kissed my lips again. Then he unbuttoned his jeans, he stood up at the edge of the bed and took them off. I looked at him eagerly, he blushed when he saw how intensely I looked at him.

He crawled back up between my legs , Handed out a kiss on my panties I gasped. He leaned up and kissed my lips again .. He moved slowly down to my neck he left a pleasurable kiss on every millimeter he moved down. It felt amazing I was shaking with longing when he touched me, he kissed me over my breasts. He looked up and met my gaze as he moved up my sports bra so that he had access to my breasts. I sat up against him and raised my arms in the air he understood immediately and pulled off my sports bra. He cupped one hand over my breast while he started licking and biting gently in my n****e on the other breast, I had a hard time lying still when he touched me. I screwed myself back and forth gasping. It felt like I was going to explode from his touch. I ran my fingers through his hair. He continued to kiss me down to my p***y, He grabbed the sides of my boxers and pulled them down from my hips, I kicked them off when they came down to my ankles. David laid down between my legs and started massaging my c**t with his finger Damn... The sparks were there too, I moaned loudly and pressed my head in to the mattress "you are so wet" he gasped he pulled me down a bit to get a better position with his face between my legs, then he started licking me "ooohhh" I moaned, I looked down and met his gaze so lustful, "you taste so good "he gasped then David moved his finger from my c**t down and started massaging my p***y, he slipped it inside me slowly, back and forth. I moaned and put my hands to my mouth in an attempt to be quieter "Babe, we have soundproofed rooms here, no one can hear you," he said as he inserted another finger into me.

It was so intense, every touch he made, the sparks and the shocks I felt how a tension began to build up inside me and I gave myself for the pleasure, I enjoyed every touch David gave me and I felt how my walls tighten and David also did he moved his fingers faster "Come for me babe" David gasped and soon I screamed, My body shook uncontrollably, I became stiff and pushed myself back in the mattress "ahhh, oh my oooooh" when i came down from the high I was so wet .. he moved up to my face again he kissed me, I kissed him back intensely I wanted him, damn what I wanted him. I leaned up and then he automatically leaned back. I reached for his boxer and pushed them down from his hip. He then smiled, sat up and dragged them down, leaned against his elbow next to me and kicked them off. I looked at his naked body .. this man wow how beautiful he is .. I looked down at his c**k, damn it looked big .. I felt quite nervous. It's one thing with his fingers but that one I wonder if it even fits …

I met his gaze, "are you okay?" he asked "yeah I'm just a little nervous, you're my first"..

David gave me a smile, then he sat up positioned to my entrance. He kissed me hard and passionately, "are you ready Babe? It can hurt a little at first"

"Yes" I kissed him and then he grabbed his c**k and brought it to the entrance he moved back and forth, He thrusted himself in I felt an intense pain that was quickly replaced by pleasure and with each thrust David made i moaned louder, David also moaned and gasped he kissed me on the lips, and down to my neck where he one day would put his mark on me. I felt my walls start to tighten again , David kissed me and thrusted me harder and deeper, "ahh Faster" I moaned. David sat up, pulled me closer and thrusted me faster and harder, it felt so good, I felt like I was going to explode from the tension that was building up and finally I reached my peak "Oh David! I'm coming," I moaned, tightened my body and pushed my head back in the mattress. Oh my god! I closed my eyes and saw stars, I forgot to breathe from time to time "I have to come babe. aaaahh" David moaned and gasped while he came and almost collapsed when he laid himself over me leaning on his elbows without slipping out from me, he kissed me and looked deep into my eyes before he slipped out of me and lay down next to me. He was out of breath, So was I.

I looked at him and we met each other's eyes. I started giggling. David also started laughing.

He lay on his side and moved closer, leaning his chin against my shoulder. he kissed my shoulder. "I know it sounds crazy ... but I'm really starting to fall in love with you ... " he whispered I thought for a while .. we laid in silence listening to each other's breathing, David laid on his side and held me. "I am falling hard for you too.. no matter how crazy it sounds .." I said, looking at him. we kissed. Then we both fell asleep, I have never felt so safe ever ..