Real Love Find Her In The End (After Suffering)

Prologue My Life I grew up from a family that never experienced what good life is and very poor. My parents lived up the mountains and I'm the 6th child out of eight. When I was 6 years old I learnt how to cook and clean pitching water down the river everyday then headed to school. Mom, Dad I'm going to school now, and I heard my mom yelling were you done with chores? I answered yes, not even yes be careful and have fun from my mom. I walked everyday go to school through rocky mountains through the river bed of rocks for at least 1 1/2 hour all the time. I am one of the favorites students of my teacher on first grade of Elementary. Most students with get jealous for no reason. I do not sacked up to my teacher she just like me the way I am I guess. I mostly mind myself and focus on schooling than playing with kids all time. My teacher would give me food everyday when lunch is coming and that's the only way I can taste a good food. My parents don't have money to give it to me so I can have snacks during school break time. But I'm lucky that I have one female friend my classmate that would treat me all the time with her money so I can have snacks. We get along fine and we jokes and that's the only way I can smile and feel happy. At home after school, My mom was yelling start cooking for dinner and wash the dishes. After dinner where everyone is relaxing, I thought I could relax too. My dad would ask can you massage me and I would say how about my brothers it's only me all the time. My dad would yell just shut up and massage me and I would do that every night before he goes to bed. My parents never treated me as their own kid, I was abused physically and mentally, my mom would treat me badly If I fight one of my older brother and I will end up beatin' up from her with broom, huge stick or whatever she can get to beat me up till she got satisfied. I cried all the time how my life is like this while other kids out there had a parents that love them cloth them spend time with them. They had lot's of food to eat everyday toys and more while me in the end is suffering. I never experienced what family love is! Oh and by the way my name is: J'anne Just a short brief real story you heard so far about my life! Please continue to support Thank You