Mr. Blue and Me

Day 45:The Bomb has landed

"Mom???" I ask surprised...

"What are u doing here??? Did u follow me???" I continue while I close the door behind me

"Alexa....no I didn't... I just..." She starts but I cut her off

"U want me to believe this is a coincidence???" I ask furious

"I just came to tell u to keep it down because the jacuzzi is next to my bed and I can't sleep...I didn't know it was you..." She says trying to justify herself...the door opens and John is standing behind me with a towel around his waist

"Babe,is everything ok?" He asks as he looks at my mom

"Yeah...yeah...this lady came to tell us to be quiet..." I reply

"This lady huh?? I'm her mother..." She says

"If only..." I comment...

"Ok...I'll just get in and leave u alone..." He turns to leave but a familiar voice makes him turn

"What's taking u so long,Anna?" A man asks from the next room,but he comes closer...when I see him I freeze and I open my eyes widely

"Alexa???" Mr Blue asks...I shake my head to wake up

"1st things first...it's miss Cara to u...

2nd...u're dating him again????" I say to him and then I turn to my mom

"I kinda do..." She answers

"It just got awkward..." John mentions

"no cheese..." I comment...

"Alexa let me explain..." My mom says

"I don't wanna hear anything from u...u ruined our family once and now u're doing it again...u're unbelievable...I hate u and I don't wanna see u ever again! " I yell and I get in the room...

"Well...nice to meet u...goodnight..." John says awkwardly and gets in closing the door behind him...I take my cigarettes from my purse plus a lighter and I get out on the balcony

"Alexa,U'll get cold! " John says trying to stop me

"I couldn't care less..." I reply and I light a cigarette

"At least put on your heels and jacket..." He says and brings them to me...he puts my jacket on my shoulders and kneels to put my heels on my feet

"Please get up John..." I say and I put my feet on my heels...I continue smoking looking straight forward

"Want me to get u a drink?" He asks me

"No...if I drink more I'll go smash his face!" I say pissed but with a calming voice

"What's the deal with him anyway???" John asks confused af

"I don't know...the only thing I know,is that he has ruined my family and my life, as a consequence..." I say as tears threaten to leave my eyes

"Look...if your mom didn't want to ruin it,it wouldn't have been ruined...it's not only his fault..." John says

"I know...but he makes my mom have zero control...she was a caring woman who loved my dad...and then he came and f****d everything up...I don't even know what she sees in him...ok...he might be good at sex...but is that enough???" I ask more myself than John

"I don't know...u women are weird...but admit it...he is handsome..." He mentions and i turn my head to look at him

"Now,with whom side are u???" I ask frustrated

"With yours,of course...but I also like to face the truth..." He says and I know he is right...I finish my cigarette and I throw it off the balcony

"U're a rebel..." John says sarcastically

"U have no idea babe!" I reply as I wink at him...I get in the room again and I take off my heels and my jacket...

"Do u wanna sleep?" I ask him

"Not really...u??"

"Nope...actually...I'm kinda hungry..."

"Want me to call the restaurant and tell them to bring us something?" He asks innocently as he goes to pick up the phone

"I don't mean that..." I say as I smile hellishly...I sit on the bed and cross my legs...

"U can't get enough huh?" he asks smirking

"Never!" I reply...he comes closer and takes of his towel...I bite my lower lip and I push my body upper on the bed...guess who didn't sleep all night...

                      ~The next morning~

Monday again...it's getting old!!! But,even though I didn't sleep all night,I feel better than ever...

We left the hotel at 5.00 so we could get ready for our morning lecture...normally I wouldn't go,but I wanna see Mr Blue's sleepy and pissed face...

At 7.30 John calls me

"Hey babe...I won't come today... I'm very tired..." He says in a sleepy voice

"Aww...I feel bad now...I kept u up all night..." I reply

"No no! It's ok...I loved that we stayed up...man i could do it again! " he chuckles and I smile

"Fine...I'll come by after to give u the notes..." I offer

"That's good...thank u! " he says and yawns

"Ok I'll hang up now! Sleep tight! " I tell him

"Thank you and good morning!" He replies.

"Good morning" I say back and we hang up...I let a sigh...

"now that he won't be there,Anthony(Mr Blue's name) may try something...crap!" I say to myself and start getting ready

I make my hair into a quick ponytail and leave the house...I got my car from Seattle,so I don't have to walk anymore

     (my car is a 2-seated. matte black Audi R8,with fuchsia-purple leather seats)

After a few minutes I arrive at the parking lot and I pull over to a spot...I get out,I take my bag and go inside...I find my friends in the classroom but I nod to them to come out

"good morning! U're early...!!! " Stella mentions...I take of my sunglasses

"yeah...I didn't sleep!" I say smiling

"And u smile??? Are u high??" Kate asks confused

"I kinda am...but not from pot..." I wink

"U b***h!! U had s*x! "Stella says

"A damn good one,to be like that today!!" Kate continues

"so that means it went well last night!" Emma says

"It was wonderful" I start and I continue telling them everything about last night...and this morning...

"Wait wait...u stayed up all night,just to make him not sleep??" Kate asks

"Well,it's not like I didn't want to have s*x all night! I love sex...but,yeah...I wanted to piss him off..." I reply

"Something doesn't fit...u wanted him to hear u having sex..." Stella says and I agree

"So,u kinda wanted him to know that u're having fun..." she continues and I nod for yes

"Why??" She finally asks confused af

"Because I want him to know that he doesn't affect me!!" I answer

"But,wanting to make him know that he doesn't affect u,means he affects u,so u trying not to show that he affects you" Emma comments

"do u realize that it's morning,I haven't slept and I haven't drunk coffee yet??? U confused me!!" I complain

"She means that u want to make him kinda jealous..." Kate explains

"No I don't!! I just wanna make him stop invading my life..." I correct them

"Yeah but u had s*x all night for him to hear u...that's not normal...u wanted him pissed at u..maybe,without knowing it,u wanna drive him crazy...that's what we women do,when we like someone..."Stella says...

"And u came here today,choosing not to sleep just to see his reaction..." She continues

"anyway...he might not even come today...so your theory is wrong..." I reply

"Guess again, b***h!" I hear him say,passing behind me and I freeze

"Ok...let's get inside now..." Kate says and takes my hand pulling me inside with her

During the lecture I just take notes without listening at all...an hour after we started he lets us have a break...me and my girls stay in...John's friends ask me where he is and I tell them he just overslept and decided not to come,knowing he's gonna tell them everything...

After his lecture is over we leave the room and go to the cafeteria to get coffee...after that we go to our other lecture...a few minutes after we start I get a text message from an unknown number

"Come to my office NOW!!!!" The text says

"Who is it?" I ask

"Who do u think???" I read it and I understand immediately

"how did u get my number???" I ask

"From your mom's phone...now,come to my office" Anthony replies

"I have a lecture..." I reply

"I don't care..."

"I cate,tho..."

"Alexa..."

"Ugh...fine...where is it??" I ask and he gives me the address...I notify the girls so if anything happens they know where I am and I leave...I get into my car and go to his office,which is in a different building...when I arrive I pull over and go upstairs to the office he told me...I knock on the door and he opens quickly

"Finally!" He says and pulls me inside,then he closes and locks the door

"Are u nuts???" I ask furious

"Shut up already!" He demands

"Excuse me???" I ask,raising one eyebrow

"I said shut up! Close your fuckin mouth for once in your damn life" he continues yelling

"How dare u telling me to shut up??? u hooked up with my mother again just to piss me off and now this??? U're crazy,man!" I reply frustrated

"And u were having loud s*x all night with your boyfriend just to piss ME off...I guess we're even..." He replies sarcastically... I go closer and try to slap him but he gets my hand in the air

"I wouldn't do that if I were u,doll..." He says while staring at me

"Don't ever call me like that again..." I say between my teeth and I free myself from his grasp

"Oh I forgot...that's how your boyfriend calls you" his sarcasm is killing me

"Don't ever talk about him!!!" I say

"Don't ever this,don't ever that. Who are u anyway???" He replies,making me angrier than ever

"that's right...u don't know who I am...u don't know anything about me...so stop treating me like u do..." I yell at him

"I'm not! I just wanna know why u do all that..." He says a little calmer...

"U ruined my family and u're doing it again...ok the first time u didn't know me,u just Started dating a married woman...now what???" I ask him while a tear runs over my cheek...when he sees it he calms a little more

"I just..." He starts but stops

"U just what??? U hate me?? U wanna ruin my life forever??? What???" I ask pissed while crying

"I just can't get u out of my head!!! " He yells And I freeze again

"Since the day I first saw u...when your mom broke up with your dad,I knew she wanted a life with me,and I didn't mind! I just couldn't stand the thought of u being around the house...so I left your mother to stay away from u!" he says with just one breath

"I...I have to go..." I turn to leave but he grabs my arm and stops me

"Please stay a little..." He begs looking into my eyes...gosh! His eyes are so perfect...but their also red from sleep deprivation...I kinda feel bad for not letting him sleep last night...

"I can't...u just dropped a bomb at me..." I finally say and before my previous tears start drying,knew ones start dropping

"I know..." he places his hand on my cheek and with his thumb he wipes my tears

"I don't want to ruin your life...I want to be a part of it.. That's why I'm back with your mother...but I guess it's the wrong way,since u don't speak with her anymore..." he continues

"Please let me go..." I beg him with closed eyes...I feel him coming closer and then his lips touch mine,at first with hesitation,but then more boldly...I don't move and I don't try to resist...he pulls away and I open my eyes...he looks at me and then he leans in again...this time I continue the kiss,closing my eyes again...I open my mouth and he starts using his tongue...I use mine too and after a few minutes, I pull away and look at him breathless ...I finally slap him,unlock the door and leave...

Next:what is Alexa gonna do now??? Is she gonna tell anyone about this??? Is she going to continue her relationship with John??? Hell,I don't even know...