Mr. Blue and Me

We need a reason...

After a couple of hours,we are eating in silence...My mom tries very hard to break this awkward silence,but she keeps failing...

I play with my food instead of eating it and I drink a lot of wine...

"Babe,eat something..." John says worried

"I'm not hungry..." I reply

"Yeah but u can't just drink...it will mess u up..." He says again and I smile

"Don't worry,I'll be fine..." I reply and kiss him...

"Well, I could use a smoke..." I say as I get up,putting my cardigan on...I take my purse and my glass of wine and I go outside...

"Please,Anthony go with her..." My mom says

"What??Why??" He asks

"To keep her company and try to get along..." She answers

"Ugh! Fine!" He gets up and comes outside too...I light a cigarette and I lean on a wall looking straight forward

"Alexa..." He starts when he finds me

"Hell! Why did u come??? Can't I ruin my lungs in peace???" I ask frustrated

"Your mom sent me...she thinks we should get along" he says and I laugh slightly

"She's so stupid..." I reply and I smoke

"Don't talk like that!" he says

"Aww I'm sorry...did I offend your sweetheart???" I reply ironically

"Alexa please...u know I don't feel anything about her..." He says and comes closer

"if that's so,why are u still with her?" I ask him

"Because I want to have a connection with u!!!"he answers

"Bull...this is all bullshit!!! and get it together! We're done!!!" I reply as I throw my cigarette down,step on it and go inside again

"Come on John,we're leaving..." I say when I arrive at the table

"Why!" he asks confused

"I can't stand sitting in this table without punching the s**t out of him..." I answer and John gets up

"Come on Alexa!!!!! It's just a night!!!! Give him a shot!!!" My mum begs

"No...I sat here enough...I was nice,but that's over..." I start walking away and on my way I see Anthony coming in...

"Alexa,please..." He starts and I give him a middle finger as I keep walking...John is "running" behind me

"what got into you????" John asks when we're outside...he tells the guys responsible for the parking to get him his car

"I just can't stand him...he makes me sick..."I reply...they bring us the car and we leave

Anthony's P.O.V

After they left I was pissed...She's so irrational...she doesn't know how to listen...

Anyway...We paid and left... Anna was talking on the way to her house,but I wasn't listening...we arrived and we got in

"U know...u have to make her like u...we can't live like that..." Anna says

"I can't do anything...she doesn't like me...she will never like me..." I reply

"Anthony...she's just a kid..." She says

"No she's not...she's a grown women and she's right about hating me..." I reply

"Oh come on Anthony...u're not the reason that I got divorced...there were more problems...she just doesn't know them..."

"And why don't u explain it to her?"

"She won't let me...she doesn't believe me..."

"what about her dad??"

"He doesn't wanna get involved...they don't talk about that..."

"Ugh! So confusing..."I say as I'm getting ready to sleep

"Are we seriously gonna sleep??" she asks

"Damn straight we are...I can't believe u want anything else,considering the outcome of this dinner..." I reply and I lay down

"fine..." She says as she's getting undressed

"U know...u start talking like Alexa..."she continues and I panic

"What do u mean??" I ask

"U say things like: damn straight,I couldn't care less,the word f**k and its derivatives..."She explains

"The whole world says these..." I play dumb

"Yeah,but u weren't before...she says those almost all the time..." She insists

"Well,u've told me to keep an eye on her,so I'm as close as possible...I hear her and without noticing,my mind learns to act like her...that's all..." I explain,hoping she'll stop this discussion...

"U're right.. " she agrees and I feel relieved...After a while we sleep...

~2 days later ~

My P.O.V

It's monday,again and,as always,I have Economics first...I go to uni,but I stay at the library to study until my next lecture...John is home,because he has a fever,since yesterday that we came back from Seattle...

I sit at the library studying,until I feel someone standing behind me...I turn around only to find Anthony looking at me with his hands in his pockets

"What are u doing here??? Don't u have lecture???" I ask confused

"Same goes to you..." He replies seriously

"Oh give me a break...showing up is optional and u know that..." I say and I turn to keep studying

"Get up..." He demands

"Nope..." I reply as I look over my notes

"Alexa get up,I'll make a scene..." He says

"No u won't..." I reply

"Everybody! I'm scr...." He starts shouting but I cut him off

"shut up already!!!!" I say as I get up and pack my things...We leave the library and I walk fast

"Slow down...we're not in a hurry..." He says

"What do u mean??? The lecture should have started..." I say as I keep walking

"We're not going there..." He replies and I stop

"Then why did u drag me out of there???" I ask as I turn to face him

"Because I want us to talk..."

"Are u f*****g nuts??? I don't wanna talk to u...I have nothing to say to you..." I reply

"I do!!! So shut up and keep walking..." He demands looking at me with a serious glare...I turn and keep walking sighing...I have to admit...he kinda freaked me out...I haven't seen him like that before...we step out of the building,get into his car and after a few minutes we arrive at his office...on the way we didn't say anything...we get in and he locks the door

"Unlock the fuckin door right now...!!" I demand as I throw my bag on the couch

"u're not in the position to give orders now,princess..." He says snarkyly

"Don't call me like that,ever again...I'm not your "princess" anymore...remember??" I reply pissed

"Don't u ever shut up?? I mean,god! Let someone else talk for a change...And of course u're my princess...u never stopped being my princess..." He continues

"I stopped,when u broke up with me..." I reply as tears threaten to fall

"Come on Alexa! I just did it,because I thought that this way I'd get u to break up with John..." he explains and I freeze

"What???" I ask confused and pissed

"God u're so stupid! That was stupid!!!!! How do u expect me to break up with him,without any explanation??? Especially when u don't break up with her???" I continue yelling

"I don't do it,because if this with us don't work out,I want to stay around you...also...cheating on him isn't an explanation???" He asks yelling and I automatically slap him hard...he turns his face to the side closing his eyes...he tightens his fists and with a sudden move he grabs me by the back of my neck and presses his lips on mine...as we start kissing we move backwards,until my back crushes on the locked door...

We start undressing each other real quick...as he takes of my panties,he goes down as well and when he gets them out he comes back up kissing my leg as his hands follow his path until my waist...he gets up and lifts me,putting my legs around him and then he puts one hand on the door beside my head and with the other one he holds me close by my waist...

"Do u want this as much as I do??"he asks on my lips with a soft voice

"Yes...Yes I do..."I reply and he pushes himself inside me...we both moan smiling...he starts going fast and I dig my fingers in his back...I kiss his neck as he keeps the same pace and runs his fingers all over me...after a couple of minutes he unstucks me of the wall and goes to his desk...he puts me on top of it and starts thrusting again harder,causing me to moan loudly...he suddenly stops and pulls himself out

"what the f**k???"I ask confused

"get off the desk and turn..." he demands and I do as he says...he bents my torso forward until my chest is stuck on the hard surface...he thrusts again hard and I scream from pleasure...he grabs my hair and pulls them hard and I do my head backwards...

"harder baby!" I scream and he keeps slamming me harder...I scream so loud that he puts his hand on my mouth to keep me quiet,but it only causes my orgasm to come faster...finally after a few thrusts I c*m that hard that my eyes almost roll and tears start running from my eyes...he cums too after a few seconds,moaning loudly...he lets go of my hair and he lays on my back as I rest my torso on the desk taking deep breaths and wiping my eyes...

"I missed you so so much..."he says between breaths as he puts his arms arround me

"me too..."I admit and I turn my head a little to look at him...he stands straight and I get my body up...he brings me my clothes and we start getting dressed

"I'm still mad at u about what u said,tho..." I continue

"I'm sorry,but u know it's true...we're cheating on our partners..." he explains

"I know...maybe it'll hurt less if we just break up with them..." I suggest

"maybe...but we have to find a reason..." he says

"well...I can pull some strings..."I say smiling hellishly

"oh god,what?" he asks a little scared

"don't worry..." I say and I kiss him

"now I have to go...the girls are gonna be worried..."

"yeah...ok...am I gonna see u tonight?" he asks

"I'm sorry...I'm gonna eat at John's house..." I say

"with his parents?" he asks widening his eyes

"yeah...they kinda love me...so..." I explain

"it's getting better..."he comments ironically

"i know i know...trust me.. we'll get through this..."I say to calm him and after we kiss I leave...