Jealousy is a bitch...
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After I left the girls at their homes me and Rafa went back to mine...
"What a day..."She comments
"Tell me about it..."I say as I go to the room and start undressing"
"What are u gonna do with John now??? What if he continues to say these things when he's sober?" She asks and she starts undressing too
"I'll deny everything and I'll keep saying that he is crazy..."I answer as I put my PJs on
"Yeah, but he has many friends and..."
"Stop it!!! I'll deal with it..." I scold her
"Fine..."
We take our make up off and we lay on the bed
"Oh...I forgot...Anthony has keys to the house...I'm sure he'll be here first thing in the morning...so don't get scared or something if u wake up before me and see him in the living room.."I warn her
"Oookk...noted!"She says and we sleep
~The next morning~
Anthony's P.O.V
The next morning I went to Alexa's house to see if she's ok and to talk about what happened last night...I got in very carefully not to make any sound,because I didn't want to wake them up...I took my jacket off and walked slowly to the bedroom...I looked inside just a little,only to see that Alexa and Rafa were sleeping hugging,like Alexa and me when we sleep together...It made me think a little,since I've seen more like that even when they're not sleeping...I went to the kitchen to make breakfast and coffee...
After an hour or so I hear footsteps coming closer...Alexa shows up in the kitchen stretching
"Good morning,princess!"I say smiling
"Good morning,ocean!"She replies yawning and I get up to go kiss her
"No no...I haven't brushed my teeth yet..."she says and I grab her by the waist and bring her close to me
"I don't care..."I say and I kiss her...I feel her smile on my lips and it makes me smile too
"Coffee?"I ask after we break the kiss
"Yes please...but first let me go to the bathroom.."She answers and I release her from my grip...when she turns to leave I slap her butt...
"Ouch!"She says putting her hand where I slapped her and turns to look at me biting her lower lip...then she continues her way to the bathroom...when she comes back Her coffee is ready along with something to eat...I pet my thighs to show her to come sit on me...
"What's gotten into u today?"She asks smiling as she sits on my lap
"Nothing...I just wanna take care of u...plus...we had a rough day yesterday..." I answer playing with her hair
"And night..."She comments and her smile becomes a frown
"No...please! smile!! Everything is ok...u handled it perfectly!"I say to comfort her...I hate it when she doesn't smile...
"Yeah ok,but now he might do some..."damage" and I don't want u to lose your job because of me..."She explains
"I don't care! but he won't do anything...sober he's harmless..."I reply and I bring her head close to me to kiss her forehead...
"we'll see about that..." She says and sighs...then she leans to take her coffee
"Hmm perfect!"She comments when she sips a little and I smile proudly
"So...can I ask u something?"I ask
"Whatever u want baby"She answers
"Well...u and Rafa are close,huh?"
"Super close actually..."
"Yeah...that's what I thought...u were always like that?"
"Yeah...She's me BFF after all...she was there when no one else was...and of course I'm there when she needs me!"
"Doesn't she has a boyfriend or something?"
"Well...there's a thing..."She starts as she puts her mug down
"She's a lesbian..."She continues and I freeze
"How much?" I ask
"What do u mean? She's a lesbian...there's no scale to that..."
"Yeah I'm sorry...and u're not worried she might hit on u?"
"Ok...I think it's time to tell u something..."
"What?"
"I'm bisexual...and me and Rafa we started as a couple...well...not a couple but something like s*x buddies...until we figured out that it won't work out..."
"Wait wait...so...u 2 were...???"
"Yeah for a couple of months...but we didn't have chemistry...but we were enjoying each others company and we have so much in common and we decided to stay friends...and since then we're besties..."
"Alexa...do u understand what u just told me?"
"Yeah...I should have told u earlier,but it didn't come up..."
"It's not that...it's just that...now I feel awkward...don't get me wrong,I don't mean about your sexuality...It's kinda hot now that I think of it,but it's weird..."
"I know...but I'm telling ya! we're just friends...she is a very nice girl and would never hit on me again..."
"U don't know that..."
"Of course I do...we're best friends for 4 years and she hasn't done any move on me since then...and trust me...we've been single for a looong time and we still didn't do anything...I'm telling ya...I'm safe!"
"Yeah,but now that she sees u're taken she might get jealous..."
"Anthony stop!"She demands and gets up
"I know her...She's my person...she's the person I would call to help me hide a body or something...I trust her...and if u have a problem with that,I think u should leave..."she continues and when she says her last sentence I get up an leave without saying anything
My P.O.V
I can't believe he left...I stare at the door with open mouth and tears filling my eyes...I hear footsteps behind me,but I don't move
"Alexa?"
"He...he left...I...I can't believe he left..."
"I know...I heard your fight..." she comes close and places her hand on my back
"I didn't want him to leave...I wanted him to understand me...and trust me..."I say as my tears start rolling down my cheeks
"Give him time...u dropped a bomb on him..."
"Yeah...but...what if he doesn't come back?"
"He will sweetie...he loves u...he risks so many things for u..."
"Yes...yes he does...but..."
"Come on Alexa...it's just a fight...u'll get over it...all couples fight..." she says and I slowly turn to go to the room...Rafa doesn't follow,knowing I need time alone...I go to the bathroom and lock the door...I stay there for an hour or so crying
"Alexa?please come out...and stop crying...it's not healthy..." Rafa says standing outside the door...I unlock the door and I get out
"I have to study..."I say and I go to the bedroom
"No u don't...u won't learn anything right now...wanna go for a walk instead?"She asks
"No...I wanna call my dad...I really need his advise..." I answer
"Does he know about u and Anthony?"She asks
"No...and I really don't know how to tell him..." I answer
"Just do it...if u really want him to know,do it without hesitation...if he understands that u love him he won't say a thing...besides,he always supports u..." She replies
"U're right..."I say and I get out to talk to him...I call him and after I ask him about him I start telling him everything that has happened between me and Anthony...well,not EVERYTHING,but most of it...
*So...* He starts
*Yeah...I know it's weird and bad...*
*No it's not...love is blind,honey...*
*Yeah...and he caught my eye...what should I do now?*
*Let him think about it...if he really loves u,he will understand and trust u...remember how I reacted when u told me about your sexuality?*
*Damn straight I do...*
*See?and here I am now,supporting u...he was sharing u for so long...it's only natural for him to be scared to lose u...and trust me...he wouldn't risk so much for u if he didn't love u...he'll come back...*
*U're right...thank u...*
*Don't mention it...U're my little girl...I'll always be here for u,even if I'm a million miles away...*
*I know...I don't know what I'd do without u...*
*Probably being in jail...* He says and we laugh
*Tell me one thing though...why do u like older guys...I mean...isn't he 40 or something?*
*Yes he is...but...I just like him...he makes me feel safe and all*
*He makes u feel other things too,but anyway...*
*Ok I'll hang up now..." He laughs
"ok ok I'll shut up...But I'm telling u...it's weird...really weird...I support u and all but I have to tell u my opinion*
*I know...I feel weird too when I think about it...anyway...I'll leave u alone now...*
*ok honey...please...be careful ok?? and have some patience...*
*I will daddy...*
*Don't call me like that...we both know who u're calling like that...*
*DAD!!!!!!!!!!*
*Let me tease u a little...* he says laughing
*No!!! It's awkward...*
*Fine...I'll shut up now...*
*U'd better...u perv...* I say playfully
*haha anyway...have faith...And remember...I'm proud of u...and I trust u...*
*Thank u for that...*
*I love u...*
*I love u too...bye!*
*Bye...* we say and we hang up...
- Writer
