ENDLESS LOVE

You treat me like a animal

Bashika

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Today is the very tuff day of my life. Today in the hospital I just cannot understand how did I say Emir about his father condition. But finally I earn some power and told Emir everything. After hearing everything he left me in the hospital and went to the house. I thought that he is very angry on me. No matter what but I never want to leave him long right now. So I also follow him to the house.

And I am glad I am take the decision. Today he told me everything about his childhood. Today I finally know how much pain he endore till his childhood. He told me that he is a very loving person leave him. But from now on no matter what I decide I never leave him. First I thought that he cannot told me anything about his life but now I understand he need sometime. I like the way he told me everything about his childhood once a day he also told me about his past with Neha.

And I am waiting for this day. Before this day I cannot believe any single word of Neha. Who knows what is her intention. And most importantly why did I trust an outsider. I don't know anything about her. But the man who is my husband I know maximum think about him. And the think which I don't know I can know it slowly. I saw the hiding child in Emir who badly need his mother. I saw the man who is emotionally broken. How did I doubt Emir.

Today hearing his childhood story I am also can not control my tears. I cannot imagine my life without my parents. I Understand his pain. How much a child need his parents to his childhood I know it very well. And he , he cannot get any one love. But I promised him I give  my entire love to him. From now on I am never allow anybody to create any misunderstanding between us. Today he crying with his heart out laying on my chest. I kiss all over his face.

Today I taking him in the bathroom and washing his body. And he do not make any noise. Sitting like a little boy. After bathing I change his clothes. after that he sleep in my lap. I rubbing his hair and he soon fall asleep. I am also fall asleep.

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When I am wake up it's already 6:00 p.m. I feel a beard pain in my stomach. I remember that we cannot have our lunch. I saw my site. Emir still sleeping like a little cute boy. I do not want to disturb him. So I slowly move to the bed. But suddenly someone grab my hand. I turn my head and saw Emir holding my hand.

Where are you going. ----- He ask.

I am going to find some food for us. Actually I am hungry. ----- I said.

Don't go. ----- He said.

I'm really hungry Emir. ------ I said.

 but what he done is completely Stunned me. He pull me back and kiss me. I can not come to my sense properly he take of my clothes. it's not take long time when he enter in my body.

Emir stop please I'm hungry. ------ I said but he cannot let go me not give me any answer. He capture my lips again with his lips.

I don't know why he do this. This time he can not show any gentleness. This is f****** hurt me very. My tears can't stop. Continuous flow down on my eyes. My hands are pain because he grip it very tight. I don't know what you want to do today. He almost making me Breathless. This time I am start struggling. I am studying for my breath.

I don't know he understand something or he satisfied with his roughness. He let go my lips. Giving me chance for breath. I feel relief. After taking few deep breath I feel that his process becomes gentle. I no longer feel any pain. But my body is very tired and my tears cannot stop.

Sorry ------ He said me and kiss my forehead.

After that he rolled down from my body. But he still holding me to his embarance. I don't want to talk to him. I just crying silently. He wipes my tears with his  fingers. Grip me more tightly to his embarance.

I am sorry Bashika. ------ He said.

Seeing me silent he told me ----- dont ignore me Bashika. give me response.

Is not that I do not want to talk to him. But I am too tired to talk. I close my eyes. I am also hungry. And when I am hungry my body always give up. Emir know this. But still he t*****e  me with a empty stomach. I want to kill him right now. But I cannot in the stage that I move my body.

Are you hungry. ------ He ask me.

I blink my eyes two time. He understands that I say yes. He pick me up in a bridal style. Carry me to the bathroom. After washing my body he wash himself.

During the clothes wearing he accidentally touch my hand which is pain so badly. ------ Ouch ----- I shout.

He immediately let go my hand. He saw the red mark which is made by him. He Apply medicine on this marks. Thank god except this buries he cannot make any other buries in my body. No matter how gentle and polite he is right now I am still angry on him.

 Beast ----- I a***e him.

He smile then again pick me up. Carry me in the dining hall. Order the servant for making my favourite Chinese dishes ---  mix Chili garlic fried rice and Hot Garlic Chicken.

Hearing the name of the dishes I shallon my saliva. My bad mood is quickly come to good mood. But I do not I want to show any interest to talking to him. So I clearly ignored him.

Don't act that you ignore me. I know you want to talk to me. Come on a***e me as much as you want. ----- He told me. But I still ignore him.

 we both are sitting in the sofa. I create one arm distance between us. But he still come close to me. I am also tired to moving my body. As much I move my body I feel pain. On the other hand I am hungry. I have no energy right now. So I give up to creating distance between us. He again successfully win. He embarance me. Continuously giving me light kisses on my neck. Every time he kiss me and say me "sorry".  but his sorry make me irritated.

Soon all the dishes are surve. But not in the dining table. In the centre table near the sofa which we are sitting. When I am completely hungry my hands also give up moving. Then how did I eat. But my husband know everything. That's why without my permission he started feeding me. This time I am no other option left so I not reject him. After staffing few spoon rice my energy is come to my body. I snatch the spoon from him and start eating by myself. He do not stop me and starting his eating.

After having our lunch he carry me to the bedroom. put me down to the bed. He ask me ----- how many days you planning to not talking to me.

Lifetime.------ I said without making any eye contact.

 impossible. How did I live without talking to you lifetime.----- He said which cannot affect my heart.

I don't care. You hurt me. You treat me like a animal. ----- I said.

He hugged me to my backside. Placing his head on my shoulder he wisper near my ear ----- did the pressure is too much today.

 did not you know how much pressure you put on. I thought that you want me to death. did you have any idea how difficulty I take breath. You just did it for satisfying your body. You do not care about me. You are as same as other mens. ----- I said can unhappily.

He let go me without saying anything. After that his standard and walked to the balcony. I saw guilty on his face. This time I thought in my anger I think I say too much. I mean he is my husband. It's his right to do anything with me. Maybe I am hungry that's why I feel too much pain. But no , no matter what he have no right to hurt me. But I know very well Emir is not this type of man who hurt his wife.

What did I want more he already feel guilty. I stand out from the bed and walk to the balcony.

Seeing me on his site he ask ----- why did you came here. Go and take rest.

I don't want to live there long. ----- I said.

I larn on his shoulder he quickly embarance me. ------ sorry for hurting you.

Is ok. You can do anything what ever you want. Just be gentle that's enough for me. ------ I said.

He kiss my forehead then said ----- I am sorry. I don't know what happened to me this time. I am never thought to be rough with you. Specially first few days when you are not stable for this.

Don't blame yourself. Forget everything.  I want to ask you something.------- I said.

Hm.  ------ He said.

Tomorrow my family mumma  (mother) baba (father )all off going back to India. I want to spend this night with them. Can you bring me there. Today is also Rakhi Poornima ( Raksha Bandhan Indian festival). I want to bound to Rakhi on my brother's hand. Who knows when did I meet them again. And most importantly my mother and father I want to spend time with them. ------ I said everything with a teary eyes.

You miss your parents very much right. ----- He ask.

Every girls love their parents very much. Who wants to live without them. But at least all the girls can go back to their parents house as soon as they want. But in my case it's also difficult. Because my parents living in India and I living in London. ------ I said.

Then why not you say your parents to living here.------- He said.

I laughed ------- are you kidding.

Why you think that I'm kidding with. ----- He ask seriously.

I stop laughing. Then said ------ London is a most richest city. My parents cannot afford the cost of London. And most importantly my father is a small businessman in Kolkata. He did not even travel entire India. How did he shiffed his business in London. And what happened to our house which is in Kolkata. ------ I said.

Go and make yourself ready. Did not you want to go to meet your family.----- He said.

Hm. Come we  can change together. ------ I said.

You go first. I have to attend some important calls. ------ He said.

I Nope and get in to the changing room. I open my wardrobe and standing there like a statue. I observe all the dresses. It's obviously I want to wear Indian traditional dress. After 25 minutes of observation I finally received 4 saree. But the important tragedy is I do not know how to wear this. Open my phone and search YouTube channels. Coping the challans I try my best to wear the saree. But I am unsuccess again and again.

At last in the anger I threw the sarees but it's fail into Emir face who is just coming the room.

What are you doing. I thought that you are coming here for ready yourself. But it look like you're playing catch catch. ------ He mocking me.

I want to wear saree. But this sarees is not well behaved. Before buying this you can say the shop owner at least each them how to behave. ----- I said.

What is the fault of the sarees if the wearing person is not well behaved. ----- He said.

Excuse me you blaming me. ----- I said with a angry tone.

I am just kidding. Where anything else if you are not comfortable in saree. ----- He said.

But I want to wear this. Emir please help me. Fix the sari. ----- I said.

Me. You are growing up in India even Calcutta and you don't know how to wear saree. How did I know this who is growing up in London. ----- He said.

 I watch the YouTube videos but I don't understand anything. You can watch the video and see if you understand anything. ------ I give him the phone where the video playing.

He said in the sofa and watching the video with concentration. I playing with the saree. I mean I tried to wear this. After completing the video he stand up and taking the saree on his hand. I am literally surprise part by part he wearing me the saree. He did everything perfectly.

You can watch the video only one time. How did you properly doing this. ----- I ask.

Actually not the video in my childhood I sometimes see my mummy wearing sarees. Because of some Indian festivals. I remember her style. ----- He said.

You did a good job. ----- I appreciate his work.

After changing his clothes we are went out from the house. On the way we brought some friendship band which we are used as a Rakhi today. After buying sweets Emir again start the car. Soon we arrived to the farmhouse.

My family members are very happy to see me. Priya aunty is not there because she is in the hospital with Ashok uncle. Oliver say he will be the discharge after few days.  We're start our Raksha Bandhan rituals. Trisha is very happy because it's the first time She is with Emir in Raksha Bandhan.

After complete the rituals I saw that my father and Emir going to the study room. They are talking for a very long time I don't know exactly what they are talk. What I saw that is they both talking very seriously. I thought that it must be Ashok uncle related topics.

I cannot pay any attention to their conversation. I busy myself to chatting with my family. Soon dad and Emir come out from the study room. Emir mood is very happy. But dad mood is not so good. Emir come and sit beside me. I want to make distance between us because of my family who are present there. But Emir do not allow me. ------  I say you many times this is not India. ----- He wisper in my ear.

But the people who sitting there all are Indians. --- I remind them.

 don't worry they all know about me. ----- He said.

I also give up the idea to making distance between us. Because I know no matter what he can do what he want.

Brother did you and sister in law is living here with us tonight. ----- Trisha said happily.

Yes ----- Emir.

I saw that Trisha and Rayan is very happy. Somehow I doubt that they does not know about Ashok uncle condition. So I ask Emir for clearing my confusion. ----- Emir did your brother and sister know about your father.

Emir happy expression is again become sad. ---- No. I don't know how to explain them. So that I didn't told him anything. They just know that operation is successful.

When did you decide to told them. ----- I ask.

Not today. They are very happy today. This is the first time they celebrate Raksha Bandhan with me. I do not want to spoil their mood. By the way now on they are living here. So I can tell them when a correct time is come. ------ Emir said.

I am also agree with him. I have no intention to spoiling this happy e atmosphere. So I change the topic ----- where did we are stay.

I have a room hear. I told the servant to prepare this room for us. ----- He said.

Soon we finished our dinner and get into our room. After wearing my night gown I come out from the changing room. I said in the bed beside Emir. The day is well stressful but I cannot forget what Neha say to me in the hospital.

Emir ----- I call his name.

Hm ------ He said.

I want to go to this room. ----- I said.

He looked at me strangely. ------ which room. ----- He ask me.

This room where you does not allow anybody. Your office room the third door in your room. ------ I said.

I already told you this is the important role where I keep my important files. ------- He said.

So what. Did not you trust me. Did I do anything which is harm you. ------ I said.

Why did you suddenly want to go this room. ------ He ask me.

I am shock. Really why did I want to go this home. Just because Niya told some ridiculous to me.

I... I just curious about the room. ------- I said.

No. It's not your curiosity. Definitely somebody say anything to you. And you also believe this. ----- He said.

No. ------ I want to clarify myself but he told me clear-cut ------ I do not allow you to go this room. For this reason if you want to doubt on me then continue your doubting.

Anger is shortly visible in his voice. I  go him close to him and hug him ----- are you angry. ----- I ask him.

No. ----- He said then pull my back to his chest.  I lying down on his chest.  he place his hand on my neck.  soon his hand move all over my upper body. whatever he done I just feel pleasure. He remove my top. my upper body is completely n***d. He touch my breast. Squeezing my n*****s. He give me a proper boobs massage.

My cheeks are red. I cannot open my eyes due to shyness. I hear his voice ----- did I hurt you in the morning.

Yes little bit. But I forgive you. Because whatever you done right now I like it. ----- I said.

He  lay me down to the bed. After that he come over my body. He taste every inch of my boobs.  squeezing it sharking it as long as he can not satisfy. After he done I want to get up from the bed for wearing my top. But he did not let go me. He pull me back to his chest he cover our body with the blanket.

Emir can I sleep after wear my top. ----- I ask him.

No. You can sleep without any top. Because I am not satisfy. ------ saying that he again grab my boobs. Very soon his hand shift to my c***. I want to morn but he cover my mouth with his hand.

 don't shout. Otherwise your family know what we are doing here. This is embarrassing for you. ----- He said with a evil smile.

What the f***  he doing. If you know this is embarrassing for me then why did he do this. 

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Beast.

 I don't know how long he decide to continue the process. He continue rubbing my c**** over my p******. Soon I realise that some liquid come from my c****.

It's everything is embarrassing for me. but he enjoying everything. I just close my eyes tightly and waiting for when he release me. I don't know what exactly he done. But suddenly he slap my p***.

Ouch. What are you doing. ----- I shouting on him.

Don't close your eyes. ----- He order Me.

In the whole night he just dominate me. And I obediently follow his instruction. because it's all pleasurable. Somehow I like this. I did not close my eyes until he gave me permission. I am no longer feel embarrassed. I enjoy every single moment in this night.