Killian I know that I was being a complete i***t by avoiding his hospital room but the guilt I felt made up for that. Knowing that my very existence was a factor in the situation that hurt him makes me feel all the blame. So here I was now, wallowing in the hospital parking lot because I could not stand being far from him but was too cowardly to be near him. There was one thing that put my mind at ease though, Jude's arrest and the court date tomorrow. My mind could not help but wander over to our my darling. His beautiful face swollen by that psychotic delusional bastard. He was not any less beautiful, but the fact is that he should never have a hair out of place. He was to be spoiled and cared for, as a rule, for the rest of his life. Yes, he is independent and creative and yes, he ca

