Chapter- 64
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Rangdaari…
Zindagi tere khusiyon se, Rangdaari na ho hori,Lamha lamha prayas ki
Par dosti na ho paayi .... Aur kitna tutu main.... Aur kitna chutun main.......
Tu laage mujhe apni si, Kabhi lage dhadkan si toh kbhi lage behosh si..........
Judi judi baatein hain toote huve mann ki
How will I hold myself again Anamika. So i***t I was to expect things from her . Anamika , I love you yaar . Please return to me back. I cannot live without you dear . I cannot.
you went away but never told me how to handle this situation. I do not know how to tackle with all these. At least before leaving you could have said me how to handle this. Living without you is like , living without oxygen . I am living but I am rarely living actually . It is just that I am taking in air and breathing nothing more than that.
Yes! it has been years but since you have left me . I know , I never said about my feelings to anyone. But I am telling you now . Are you listening to me baby. I love you like hell my wife. My wife , my Anamika , my world...
I yearn for you darling. My sugar pie. Life without is nothing. How will I tell this?
So clueless I was never before. What to do with the memories . I know, I need to move on, I cannot hold on to things like this . But I am unable to move on.
How can I ? My looking at my demeanor people take me wrong. They think I am rude , but no . But I am not that rude. I cannot pretend anymore . It is so difficult. People out there do not know about my feelings. They think I am not a good person. I do not mind , I really do not care . What people think about me. They are not my people . For me you matter . You and only you.
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