I really do not know what to do at this point of life . It is very unpredictable. What to do? Life has been so upside down . I have never ever felt this before . I do not know what this feeling is . It is so special but scary at the same time . Be coz I am scared to lose him. I do not want to lose him . I really do not know what he means to me but he is like a gin in my life . He has brought colors to my life .
I have never ever felt so blessed. People rarely feel for me how he felt . I spite of me being so rude to him , he has always been so affable . He always respected me . I know we have had different fights but the way he respects me even after that is very special . I cannot deny that . He has always helped me from the moment I have met him . Just be coz of him many of my work has b
