I shall stop myself from doing so . This is not right . If it is that feeling what I am thinking then I should just sop here only . I should not go ahead with this . This can be very risky . If papa will come to know about this then he will not leave me . I really do not know what to do at this point of life . It is very unpredictable. What to do? Life has been so upside down . I have never ever felt this before . I do not know what this feeling is . It is so special but scary at the same time . Be coz I am scared to lose him. I do not want to lose him . I really do not know what he means to me but he is like a gin in my life . He has brought colors to my life .
I have never ever felt so blessed. People rarely feel for me how he felt . I spite of me being so rude to him , he has always be
