DOOM

"You are diagnosed with 2nd stage brain cancer Tessy,that was the pain you have been having at the left side of your head" the doctor's diagnosis kept ringing in my head, I felt my whole world crumbling down on me, what did I do to deserve this pain and illness? I was having a good life then this? Why me? I had so many questions running through my head, "Thanks doctor, I will be on my way now" I stood up to leave the doctor's office then he stopped me " you need to get chemotherapy, without it the pain may become unbearable and more painful than you might think" I just smiled and left when I got to my car I couldn't breathe I was hurt and in pain. I want to be happy but it seems like that is going to be impossible for me; am Tessy Williams,a News Anchor for a prestigious tv station, I am engaged to be married to the man of my dreams with a good house,a nice car and handsome salary but all that was going away in a blink of an eye, my pain started months ago and I never read meaning to it,just thinking they were the usual migraines until I collapsed at work on live television that when I realized that I was dying and it hurts so bad,I had planned out my life ; have a beautiful beach wedding, honeymoon in the island but all those didn't matter anymore cause I was going to die,I was going to have my hair shaved,I was going to be a test subject for nurses and doctors.... what can I do about it? absolutely nothing, I just want to get home and cry, I drove home slowly and carefully, I didn't know who to call I had no one, am an only child with no parents I just want to get home and drink myself to sleep since that all I can do now since have been given a month leave from work. I got to my quiet home and it seems my house keeper had left for the day, I tried calling my fiance but the phone kept going to voicemail, I got into the bathroom had my bath, made myself noodles and ate it directly from the pot, I got myself beer from the fridge and drank till I couldn't hold myself anymore "If there is any deity on these earth, visit this world with doom,kill of everyone's happiness, destroy the world with fire,I can't be the only one to be feeling your wrath, I know I don't believe in you but that doesn't give you the right to cause me pain" I kept ranting in my drunken state , I didn't know how I slept off in the parlor. " I was in my room listening to the complaints and wishes of these petty humans when I heard a wish that caught my attention "visit this world with doom" it sounded good to my ears but it smelled of alcohol,I stood up wanting to trace this voice but it went quiet, I was waiting to hear it again but nothing,I was disappointed I wanted to make that wish come true since I wished for that too; well Myul it isn't late I guess I just have to wait again for that wish.